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LIGHTENG BOLT!!!!!

A True Story of Cyberspace Eroticism and Love

by

Illustrated by Jim Cim

An OmniMedia Electronic Book

© Copyright 1995, 1996 by Trumpet James

Revision 1.1:  20 April 1996


Table of Contents

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Title Page (first, with the illustration “Orb”)

Title Page (second)

About This Book and Revision History

About the Author

About the Illustrator

Begin reading LIGHTENG BOLT!!!!!

Detailed Index of LIGHTENG BOLT!!!!!

CAUTION:  For Adults Only.


Detailed Index of LIGHTENG BOLT!!!!!

Introduction by the Author

Final Remarks by the Author

1)	It might happen to you

2)	To Paradise from Paradise

3)	Tell me more

4)	Forget the glamour shots

5)	Screen Play

6)	Goin' flying'

7)	How was your flight?

8)	Sleepy head

9)	Catch it all the way from Hawaii

10)	Changes4U

11)	Picture in snail mail

12)	Miss you

13)	Trying later

14)	I just called out to you and you answered

15)	Take a trip with a friend

16)	Sleepy time

17)	I'll try again

18)	A wonderful day in love with you

19)	Sweet love

20)	Too sad for words

21)	You snooze, you lose

22)	Images imagined

23)	I'm a believer

24)	I saw love today

25)	Straight from my heart

26)	Arrows...

27)	Which side of the past would you care to walk on?

28)	Bumpy air

29)	Panting

30)	Sleeping

31)	A long, lonely summer

32)	Maika'i kakahiaka

33)	Relaxing

34)	You give great phone, and your online ain't that bad, either

35)	Minutes to wait

36)	Strawberries of adoration on your stomach

37)	Ms. Seal & I slept well

38)	Late

39)	Add 'sparkles' to your checklist

40)	Creation Calls

41)	Whoops

42)	Double it

43)	Gotta go, bye (click)

44)	Forgiven, always

45)	In eternity

46)	Didn't want to wake you

47)	Re:  didn't want to wake you

48)	Which side of the path would you care to walk on?

49)	A Mountain, sweater morning

50)	Fervent prayers

51)	That's what the ring would be for, silly!

52)	My dearly beloved...

53)	Doncha wish?

54)	Morning comes...

55)	Thursday, June 29th!

56)	Not possible

57)	You are absolutely wonderful...

58)	See...no need to ever be jealous

59)	Send me a drawer

60)	I awoke...

61)	I am...

62)	Relaxing into love

63)	Into radiant light

64)	Absolutely, positively

65)	Is missing

66)	Please DON'T

67)	My princess!

68)	I'd rather have you...

69)	You forgot

70)	Christmas on my screen

71)	Paradise is...

72)	Bridges of days

73)	Shear Terror

74)	Filed

75)	Hmmmmmmmmmm...

76)	I'm just so concerned...

77)	On the same cloud, wowwie!

78)	The transcript

79)	Checking in, 7:00 pm shift

80)	Time check

81)	Another day has passed...

82)	Closer to the end

83)	Eternity

84)	Love's deceiver

85)	Please constantly remind me

86)	 (subject goes here)

87)	Faster than a...

88)	I will be true to you

89)	Bleep me tonight

90)	Mmmmmmmmm...

91)	The little things...

92)	It's your...

93)	All my life

94)	I'm at home!

95)	Just missed you, sorry

96)	Late!

97)	Re:  Good Morning, honey!

98)	Summer Song

99)	Good morning!

100)	I promise...cross over my heart, hope to die...

101)	Hi!!!

102)	Thank you, my Princess Charming...

103)	You gave me

104)	Have a wonderful weekend, princess!!

105)	I'm very sorry, Princess...

106)	Flowers

107)	Good morning!

108)	Re:  Good morning!

109)	Gee...

110)	2 queries

111)	A little space

112)	Take Care

113)	Re:  Take Care


About the Author

Do you recall viewing Shirley MacLaine’s “Out on a Limb” mini-series a few years back?  Remember Shirley’s astonishment as her vehicle began driving itself, careening along mountain roads inches from disaster as her guide assured her it would drive itself?  Presumable it knew the way.

Well, who does know the way?  Perhaps a reclusive man who lived on an island who now lives on a mountain top.  The man who is Trumpet James has written many books.  He now prefers to remain anonymous so you and he can fantasize his reality.  Some hints or, if you would prefer, clues.  Trumpet James has made good by delivering reading extravaganzas to you.  He has even launched a new age of thought.  The books of Trumpet James, thought of as mind-adventures, made publishing history expanding brain capacity worldwide to brazen new horizons.

As we move toward the Orwellian world, wouldn’t you like to know what’s on the mind of Trumpet James these days?  Let this mysterious, secretive writer take you another step, deeper into his alias, Trumpet James, to streeeeetch your mind and senses to phenomenal new dimensions.  Let the doors open!

Ten years in it’s creation, the Trumpet James alias is now available to I-bahn travelers throughout the world.  Look for more electronic books in the near future!

Now, only from Trumpet James...come, look into the mind that rocked the publishing world just a decade ago...  “Come, be a guest...visit my mind.  Come see what’s here for you.”

TrumpetJim@aol.com


About the Illustrator

Jim Cim is a 44 year old artist/composer who is currently working as a house husband raising a Down Syndrome child with his wife of 24 years.  His full name is James Ciminera, but has always used Jim Cim as his artist signature.  He grew up on Long Island, New York, and has long been a fan of the “Dada” art movement, “Everything is art...........Nothing is art.”  The main influences on his art and music have been:  Marcel Duchamp, Man Ray, Francis Picabia, James Joyce, Captain Beefheart and John Lennon.

The title illustration, “Orb”, is a very intriguing work.  Comprised of body parts, it was originally inspired by Captain Beefheart’s song “Big Eyed Beans From Venus.”

More information about Jim Cim and his work (CaKim Design) can be found at his Web pages:

http://www.infobahnos.com/~jimcim/

E-mail address:  jimcim@infobahnos.com

Illustrations in this electronic book by Jim Cim:


The Orb


Trumpet James' Logo


About the This Electronic Book
About This Book and Revision History

About This Book

An exotic Hawaiian model and an adventurous airline pilot based in California find true love in a chat room on-line.  They begin sending each other e-mail and instant messages in order to get to know more about each other.  She is married, but does not love her husband anymore.  Corresponding with Trumpet fills a void.  He is divorced, and finds true happiness with Ruth Marcia.

Confiding in each other, they create a blissful utopia in which no harm can befall them.  Ruth Marcia and Trumpet exchange photos and plan to meet in person, so they can make their passionate love affair a reality.  They count the days until they can be together.  Will they ever meet, or will the reality of Ruth Marcia's marriage destroy the fantasy they have worked so hard to create?

Come, find the answer to this and many other questions.  Come, read this exciting and true story of cyberspace eroticism and romance.

(Read the “Important Notes” section under “General Information” for an explanation why “Lighteng” in the title is misspelled.)

Revision History

Version	Date	Comment
1.1	20 Apr 96	Improvements to format and SoftLock software
1.0	12 Dec 95	First electronic version


Introduction by the Author

What you are about to enjoy is an intimate account of two mysterious strangers who experienced an online miracle.  It started almost by accident as you’ll discover, then moved into a place of intense arrangement.  In all my writing career, which now spans almost twenty years, LIGHTENG BOLT!!!!! (sic) is the most sensually fascinating and compassionate work I have ever had the privilege of preparing.  And it all took place in online chat!

Several months ago, I was browsing a chat room and I chanced to “eavesdrop” on a mysterious couple who had just met.  We went private with Instant Messages (in real-time) to learn about each other.  My natural curiosity as a writer forced me to become a voyeur in their just blossoming friendship.  After some e-mailing back and forth, they agreed to let me chronicle their relationship, which turned out to be the hottest thing I’ve seen anywhere!

Although LIGHTENG BOLT!!!!! is highly erotic, I don’t find it offensive at all.  I feel it holds the decency line effectively.  The depth and yearning of secret love that emanates through the real words of the lovers is captivating and totally frank.  It is exceedingly rare to receive a glimpse of love this intimate.  I don’t believe I’ve seen anything quite like it.

As it was related to me by the real-life lovers, this story occurred as it appears word-for-word.  As an editor, I made very slight changes for readability—everything is as it happened.  Their names have been changed to protect them and their families.  To further disguise the secret ones, I, Trumpet James, have put on the disguise of one of the intimate strangers.  The name “Ruth” was lifted from a favorite book of mine.

It’s probably fitting that the hero of LIGHTENG BOLT!!!!! is a youthful, adventurous pilot for one of the major airlines.  I’ve inserted some exciting aviation scenes which I’m sure you will enjoy, adding “dashing” escapade and heart-racing color to the work.

And the heroine?  She is a young, secret beauty with a deep heritage, almost a princess as you will discover.

What is so special about their story?  Writers usually experience or imagine a scene in deep emotion, then write it hours, days, or even years later after the emotion has subsided.  The impact of this cyberspace love story is so potent because it was created for you in the instant it happened, steeped in resounding emotion.

About midway through the compilation and editing, I flashed pages to the heroine of LIGHTENG BOLT!!!!!  About a week later, the hero flashed me a copy of her message to him—

“Woke up this morning early to read part of our book.  I loved every part, remembering how our love for each other began, how our love grew over the month.  I can’t imagine how much I will love you in a year.   It seems that it’s not possible to love you any more than I already do.”

I believe LIGHTENG BOLT!!!!! will be well received in the online community, perhaps even becoming an icon—beyond cybersex awaits endless love, sealed with a kiss.


It might happen to you
“It might happen to you”

Instant Messaging — TrumpetJim, RuthHawaii

RuthHawaii	Hello  I’m just learning so bear with me

TrumpetJim	Gotcha, so tell me about you.  Did you find me in a room?

RuthHawaii	yes, how long have you been doing this?

TrumpetJim	Not long, just a few weeks.  You?  I really wasn’t chatting in that room.  I was on my way to the internet and was looking at “Romance” postings...

RuthHawaii	about the same. so describe yourself.  me, I’m 5’4 110 lbs, brown long hair and light brown eyes.

TrumpetJim	6’1”, 175, slightly graying distinguished look, finSec, live by the lake, 39, pilot, bachelor, happy...non-complicated life, non-smoker, light drinker, good shape, love the outdoors, extremely good-looking “too many women, not enough time” (you know how it is)

RuthHawaii	39.  I’m only 29, almost 30.  I’m not looking forward to that birthday.

TrumpetJim	wow, ummmmm, I’m really only 33!

RuthHawaii	we are very confident are we?

TrumpetJim	very confident, and sometimes liar.

RuthHawaii	right, and i’m only 18

TrumpetJim	Okay, I could be your dad.  I could have had you when i was 10, (puberty did hit me hard!)

RuthHawaii	That’s okay.  I like older men.  They are more mature What do you do for a living?

TrumpetJim	I like younger women.  lol means “lots of laughs”

TrumpetJim	:-) “it’s a smile.” I should say, I enjoy younger, mature women.  I’m a pilot, a captain with one of the major airlines, and general bon vivant!  I fly a 737.

RuthHawaii	My sister taught me that one :-)

TrumpetJim	;-) “do you know that one?”  You’re a sweet gal, I like you already.

Where are you?

Are you there?

It looks like I’ve lost you.  Email me when you can. I’m going to bed.  Sweet dreams!

RuthHawaii	Yes, I’m here don’t leave!

TrumpetJim	Okay, I won’t.  What are you doing?

RuthHawaii	I’m trying to get use to this

TrumpetJim	okay...I won’t rush you.  Are you chatting with other people?

RuthHawaii	people keep interrupting

TrumpetJim	I understand, just ignore them if you want to talk to me.

RuthHawaii	okay, I work for my dad he owns his own business we are in earth moving equipment

TrumpetJim	really, what type?  You’re profile says you’re a model, too.

RuthHawaii	dozers, cats, and the like.

TrumpetJim	sounds interesting.  Are you married?

RuthHawaii	I have done some modeling work but not much so little time with my real job

TrumpetJim	I understand.  You can send me your pic if you like.  Have kids?

RuthHawaii	have 2, does that scare you?

TrumpetJim	Nooooooooo!

TrumpetJim	I have one, he’s 12. Kids are great.  Send me your picture tomorrow.  Give me your address and I’ll send mine, too.

RuthHawaii	I have a girl, Christa 8, and a boy, David 6.

TrumpetJim	Ahh, that’s sweet. I was going to ask their names.  I like those names...

TrumpetJim	I bet they are fun, and a handfulllllll!

RuthHawaii	this is an address you could contact me by in Hawaii.

TrumpetJim	I get lonely sometimes.  My son lives on an island in Washington state with his mom, so I just cry for a while, and make my heart stony.  Got your address. will do!

RuthHawaii	they are very funny and loving kids they always have me laughing

TrumpetJim	that’s nice...we need to laugh, sometimes life is too painful, aye.  I’m sorry you don’t have a gentleman around the house to help you.  Are you a native hawaiian?

RuthHawaii	born and raised I am mostly french polynesian

TrumpetJim	sounds beautiful to me!  System going down in 5 min.  We’ll have to continue tomorrow, ruth. give me a time and we’ll make a date.

RuthHawaii	Okay send me your picture and i will send you mine

TrumpetJim	okay, what time tomorrow?

RuthHawaii	what time is it there?

TrumpetJim	now, 1 am

RuthHawaii	9:00 your time, after work

TrumpetJim	We’ve a date.  See you then, sweet dreams, doll!

RuthHawaii	same to you bye

TrumpetJim	bye

RuthHawaii	goodnight

TrumpetJim	kiss the kids goodnight for me!!

RuthHawaii	I will what a sweet guy talk to you tomorrow

TrumpetJim	same to you!


To Paradise from Paradise
“To Paradise from Paradise”

E-Mail — From TrumpetJim to RuthHawaii

Hi,

My photos are in the snail mail.  Did you send yours?  How is your day going?  I’m summering in Lake Arrowhead, been busy with stuff.  I’ll look forward to our “date” this evening.

Yours, Trump.

P.S.  By the way, thanks for introducing yourself to me last night.  I was surprised and also pleased.


Tell me more
“Tell me more”

Instant Messaging — TrumpetJim, RuthHawaii

RuthHawaii	Hello are you there?

TrumpetJim	Yes, I’m here.  Hi, there.  How are the kids?  How was your day?

RuthHawaii	The kids are great I won’t be able to talk very long but if you’re still around later tonight I will call you on my sister’s computer

TrumpetJim	that will be fine.  what time?

RuthHawaii	I’m not sure how about 10:00 my time but I’m not to sure it might be too late for you.  My Children have a play they put together I guess about 3 1/2 hrs.  Or we can talk friday.  By the way, do you live by yourself?

TrumpetJim	I wish i were there to see the play.  Sounds like fun!  3.5 hrs is fine with me.  That’s 12:30 here... Yes, I sent my pic, did you?  Yes, I live alone, do you?

RuthHawaii	No, I will put it in the mail tomorrow

TrumpetJim	I’ll wait up for you.  We can have a PJ party together.

RuthHawaii	No, with my kids too

TrumpetJim	That would be fun, fun, fun!

RuthHawaii	that sounds like fun

TrumpetJim	Yes, it does.  I’ve always wanted to do that, feel like a kid again.

RuthHawaii	how long have you been on line today?

TrumpetJim	Too bad you’re not here, the mountains were beautiful today. (Just came on for you)

RuthHawaii	Wish I could have seen them

TrumpetJim	did a little internet work this am, and some email, but I didn’t go looking for any more friends. How about you?

RuthHawaii	How special

TrumpetJim	Just special for you.  Actually, I really don’t cruise the chat boards picking up women.

RuthHawaii	Nope worked all day and just got home first thing I did is turn on my computer and called you

TrumpetJim	good, I’m glad.  You received my email?

RuthHawaii	I don’t think I’m your first

TrumpetJim	Ummmm...could I dare say the last.  Actually writing is a hobby of mine.  I’ve written a book about chat boards.  It’s called “cybertrash”...most of the conversations I’ve chatted in have ended up in the trash can, except ours.

RuthHawaii	really, you’ll have to send me a copy of your work

TrumpetJim	I could send you a few pages of one of them, not Cybertrash, it’s too seamy...  After you leave I’ll “e” you some pages from one of my works.  Okay?

TrumpetJim	How was the island today?

RuthHawaii	Christa my daughter is bugging me to hurry up

TrumpetJim	okay, I’ll see you at 1 my time.  Bye, Ruth.

RuthHawaii	It was beautiful, hot, and sunny, great day for the beach wish I could have been there

TrumpetJim	Sounds nice, meeeee toooo!  Would have loved to have fallen asleep on the beach with you.  May I mention something to you?

RuthHawaii	yes

TrumpetJim	now we’re fantasies to each other; in a few days we’ll be realities...fantasy is always a stronger lure than reality, but real love is always stronger than fantasy.  See you later!

RuthHawaii	talk to you soon bye

TrumpetJim	bye


Forget the glamour shots
“Forget the glamour shots”

E-Mail — From TrumpetJim to RuthHawaii

I’m looking forward to chatting with you, too.  I sent you four photos.  Yes, I would rather have some photos instead of copier stuff (they don’t have to be glamour shots, you know)

Yours, Trump.


Screen Play
“Screen Play”

Instant Messaging — TrumpetJim, RuthHawaii, XoticfHI

TrumpetJim	Welcome to the reality of fantasy.  Here you will learn you can think anything you want into existence, or anyone.  Here you can change the past, instantly.

RuthHawaii	I would have done a lot of things differently in my past if I could have come here first.

TrumpetJim	where would you like start?

RuthHawaii	You sound like a great guy

TrumpetJim	Ahhhhhhhh!  It takes a great gal to know a great guy!

RuthHawaii	I probably wouldn’t have gotten married so early for one

TrumpetJim	Yes...but love is so powerful.  (or is it lust) (or secret attraction) or in my case stupidity!

RuthHawaii	For me I don’t think it was love it was more stupidity

TrumpetJim	LOL I feel the same way!!

TrumpetJim	I think it was this inane need to be loved by someone...ANYONE!  (someone please love me!)

RuthHawaii	I just wanted to get out of the house, father and brothers very over protective

TrumpetJim	Then there’s the fear of being alone.

RuthHawaii	wanted to be more independent.  boy was that a mature person or what?

TrumpetJim	Then you end up compromising and in something ugly, very UGLY!  Someone once said something very profound about that... but I’ve forgotten it. (?)

RuthHawaii	too bad I would have liked to hear it

TrumpetJim	hmmmmmmm...

TrumpetJim	something about finding your personhood without relying on someone else...then when you’ve found it, you can enter into healthy relationships, not based on need.  What’s lacking in us we try to fill with someone else, and they never can fill the hole in us.

RuthHawaii	Trumpet, I would really like to tell you something.  I hope you wont get too upset but I feel like I have found a good friend and would like to be honest with you

TrumpetJim	I feel the same way...and you can be honest with me.  Go ahead.

RuthHawaii	I’m still married but only for the children.  I’m afraid of hurting them by leaving their father because they are very close but I am very unhappy and I am also afraid of losing them

TrumpetJim	can you come to the mainland for a visit and we can talk?  (I’m so sad for you, I feel your pain right now) (maybe we can put our pain together and find some joy)

RuthHawaii	Maybe with this shoot coming up I might get a chance.  They’ve offered me a 1,000 a day for a wind surfing shoot.

TrumpetJim	that would be neat, and we could talk our way through this.  Do they want you totally nude?

RuthHawaii	G-string.  I feel really bad because he really loves me

TrumpetJim	I understand, it must be killing you.

RuthHawaii	and he’s a great guy i’m just not in love

TrumpetJim	I’m not so sure there is a thing called love...is it a fairy tale, or what?  How old were you when you married?

RuthHawaii	Talking with you has really helped me

TrumpetJim	I’ve been looking forward to talking w/you for two days...(your sister just popped up on my screen?)

[XoticfHI (Ruth's sister Laura) to TrumpetJim]

XoticfHI	Hi Trumpet!  I’m Ruth’s sister!!

TrumpetJim	hey, hi, what’s up?

XoticfHI	Hi!!!  I’m just giving Ruth a hard time.  :-)

TrumpetJim	You’re funny.  We’re laughing!

XoticfHI	I should send you a picture of me...I look just like her in it...that way you can get an idea...don’t tell her though...shhhhhhh...secret!  :-)

TrumpetJim	Gotcha, I won’t tell her.  Here’s my address...Your sister’s in another window on my screen, probably trying to call you, or somethin’

XoticfHI	I told her I was going to send you a naked picture of a girl and tell you it’s her...LOL!!!

TrumpetJim	I should have sent her a muscle hunk, huh!

XoticfHI	I’ll send it...hold on...remember, it’s just me but we look very similar, plus she’s a little thinner than I am.

TrumpetJim	Great, I sent her a bunch of “family” shots.  I hope she likes ‘em.

XoticfHI	She will  :-)

TrumpetJim	How do you know?

XoticfHI	We’re sisters!!!

TrumpetJim	lol, you know everything, right?

XoticfHI	Damn Skippy...

TrumpetJim	Skippy who?  Then you’d better fill me in about this gorgeous gal.  Tell me everything!

XoticfHI	LOL!!

RuthHawaii	Trump, tell her to get off, now!

XoticfHI	Actually...she just told me to get lost. :-((  I’ll send you the pic in a minute.  ;-))

TrumpetJim	Your sister says she’s online w/hdbody4u and is getting ready to tell secrets!

XoticfHI	OH SHIT!!!!

TrumpetJim	lollllllllll

XoticfHI	whoa!

TrumpetJim	Yes, she wants you gone.  Let’s set a time for tomorrow.  you can fill me in.  (ha, ha)

XoticfHI	o.K...For some reason..I can see what she’s typing in your box...hehehehe.  Tell her I’m gonna give her a spanking.  Talk to ya soon.

TrumpetJim	I copied it in for you to see.  Catch me later, funny one!

XoticfHI	LOL!!  Duh...  See ya!

TrumpetJim	So longgggggg!  back to you know who!

RuthHawaii	are you still there?  So I guess you met my sister

TrumpetJim	yes, she told me everything.  Do you remember, I’m older than you, 39

RuthHawaii	That’s right

TrumpetJim	you said you like older men...more mature and know how to treat a gal, remember.

RuthHawaii	sorry I keep getting interrupted by my sister are you there?

TrumpetJim	She’s on my screen, too.  We’re laughing about stuff.

RuthHawaii	Tell her to get off she is great but a pain in the butt sometimes

TrumpetJim	Okay, yes, dear.

RuthHawaii	she’s 20

TrumpetJim	That explains it!  Okay, I’ve told her to be gone.  I think she is??

TrumpetJim	she’s gone.  She says she is gonna give you a spanking.  You girls have made me laugh.  Are you?

RuthHawaii	I told you she’s a pain in the butt

TrumpetJim	are you laughing!?

RuthHawaii	yes, can’t help but love her

TrumpetJim	I thought so.  Where were we?

RuthHawaii	I have her friend on line.  She’s a panic

TrumpetJim	can you copy to me what she’s saying?

RuthHawaii	okay hold.  Sorry, I’m back.  She’s hard to shake

TrumpetJim	No problem.  Are we alone again?  Where’s your husband now?

RuthHawaii	I’m not sure if we are alone

TrumpetJim	Oh, is your husband there?

RuthHawaii	no, he’s fixing my car outside

TrumpetJim	okay, where were we?  I think we were talking about love and fairy tales.

TrumpetJim	Do you still sleep with your husband?

RuthHawaii	fairy tales.  I loved them when I was a little girl, especially cinderella

TrumpetJim	Prince Charming, and all that. I’m still hoping for Princess Charming.

RuthHawaii	I always hoped that when I got married I would be swept off my feet

TrumpetJim	me too...

RuthHawaii	romance, i miss it

TrumpetJim	totally lost in love, romance, yes.  Well, we could romance each other.  I could tell you I love you, etc.

RuthHawaii	are you a romantic guy?

TrumpetJim	Yes, very.  We could at least pretend.

RuthHawaii	okay let’s pretend.  You sound like someone I could really fall for

TrumpetJim	I would like to fall for you, my princess.

RuthHawaii	my prince charming

TrumpetJim	Ahhhhh, life is worth living again...I’m in love with my princess charming!!

RuthHawaii	how are we doing so far?  (pretty good I think, lol)

TrumpetJim	pretty good, I’m tingling, how about you?

RuthHawaii	goose bumps all over

TrumpetJim	I’m glad I’ve finally found you,  Princess! I’ve had this glass slipper in my closet for years!

RuthHawaii	so am I

TrumpetJim	just looking for the perfect fit.

RuthHawaii	well, maybe some day you could come to Hawaii and return it to me

TrumpetJim	I’d love to...soon kneeling at your feet, or is it “kissing your toes”

RuthHawaii	and by the way I never told you how old I am.  I’m 29. I hope that’s not too young for you?

TrumpetJim	You forgot you told me your age, but you told me 16.  Forget this!!!!  (just jesting!)

RuthHawaii	ha ha ha

TrumpetJim	were you worried?

RuthHawaii	no, not at all.  I like a man with a sense of humor

TrumpetJim	good god, you’ll be happy laughing in my arms of love.

RuthHawaii	so you have loving arms do you?

TrumpetJim	yes, loving arms to love you with, intensely.  Listen to this, when you’re with your husband are you going to think of me?  do you want me to love you now?

RuthHawaii	yes it’s kind of hard though, thinking of your words but seeing a computer I already fell in love with you days ago you made it easy

TrumpetJim	Ummmm, “fell in love”.  That’s pretty vulnerable of you, isn’t it?  (but I think I did the same)

RuthHawaii	hello, are you there?

TrumpetJim	(i’ll always be here, you don’t have to worry)

RuthHawaii	I hope not too vulnerable

TrumpetJim	Nope, you’re okay with me, I won’t hurt you.  dear, if you want I can take you to the most wonderful time of your life, in a fantasy.  But when I become involved with my Princess Charming, I eventually want to experience her “in the flesh” so to speak.  And I’m wondering if that can ever happen with you.

RuthHawaii	okay but hold on, he just came home

TrumpetJim	will do

RuthHawaii	yes, I think it could happen.  do you think you will ever come to Hawaii?

TrumpetJim	okay...yes, i fell for you too, but this is nuts.

RuthHawaii	It’s crazy isn’t it

TrumpetJim	when you said the names of your children, and caressed them with your words of love, i was gone...

RuthHawaii	I felt the same after the first time we talked and we signed off.  I hoped that I would hear from you again and I’m so glad I did

TrumpetJim	Me too, I felt it when you appeared on my screen, it was as if you were a gift from Heaven.  couldn’t get you out of my mind for two days...

RuthHawaii	so do you see your x-wife often?

TrumpetJim	no, never.  I’m truly a loner when it comes to women.  it’s not that I don’t have opportunities, just wanting Princess.

TrumpetJim	what did i do to make it easy to fall for me?

RuthHawaii	first of all you were very polite

TrumpetJim	Yes, you make me very polite because you’re so charming.

RuthHawaii	I hope you will like my pictures that i sent you

TrumpetJim	when I read your words, my body feels so excited.  I hope you won’t be disappointed.  I know I will like your pictures, and I hope you like mine...  I won’t be disappointed.  I’ll just see you as beautiful.

TrumpetJim	I hope you like my pictures, too.  But I wasn’t too happy in them because I wasn’t with you!

RuthHawaii	I hope I will get them by monday do you think?

TrumpetJim	I should think so.

RuthHawaii	my sister can send her picture up on screen maybe I will have her do one for me to you

TrumpetJim	that would be lovely.  I could admire you all day long!  this is crazy...this is a fairy tale, dear.

RuthHawaii	yes it is.  Would you like to stop this fairy tale?

TrumpetJim	Nope, I would rather have you only in my mind than not ever in my arms...

RuthHawaii	you are definitely a romantic

TrumpetJim	as are you...

RuthHawaii	that’s another thing I like about you

TrumpetJim	i’ve written some amazing love-making scenes for my books.

RuthHawaii	I would like to hear them someday but we will have to wait till the kids are asleep.

TrumpetJim	You want to hear one tonight?  “Together we’ve become more than the sum of our hearts”

RuthHawaii	thanks.  that’s sweet maybe when everyone goes to sleep

TrumpetJim	okay, we’ll make a scene together.  When will everyone be down?  (I’m not sure I can wait!)

RuthHawaii	well it’s only 8:37 here so I don’t think any time soon.  They have 2 friends sleeping over but if you need to go for awhile just let me know

TrumpetJim	no, I’m fine.

RuthHawaii	I bet Josh is a great little boy. what do you two guys have planned for tomorrow?

TrumpetJim	Calvary Chapel in the morning...introducing him to a cute young lady, then to swim beach, friends.

RuthHawaii	I went to church today so I could finally sleep in

TrumpetJim	what church?

RuthHawaii	Its a catholic church, St Jude’s.  How much time did you say you have with your son this summer?

TrumpetJim	just two weeks, (too bad, so sad)

RuthHawaii	Could there ever be a chance you could get him back?

TrumpetJim	You ask tough questions, dear one!

RuthHawaii	words I feel you’re needing to hear  sorry

TrumpetJim	Perhaps when I put him through flight school we’ll live together.

RuthHawaii	don’t mean to ask too many questions

TrumpetJim	Sweetheart, you don’t have to say “you’re sorry” to me.  I enjoy you and your mind and you’re right, I do need to hear that.  Just remind me I haven’t failed as a dad...remind me often.

RuthHawaii	My brother is a pilot

TrumpetJim	piloting is the greatest job in the world!  My dad was one of the Space Shuttle designers.  Do you have a big company?

RuthHawaii	we have about 50 employees

TrumpetJim	that’s pretty big...what does your husb do?

RuthHawaii	we hope to grow even more

TrumpetJim	may you be very wealthy.  and may happiness fall all over you. may your life be blessed.

RuthHawaii	husband’s in the room

TrumpetJim	gotcha

RuthHawaii	I’m back sorry

TrumpetJim	quite all right, you okay?

RuthHawaii	yes I’m fine.  He’s leaving to go to a friend’s house soon

TrumpetJim	goodie!  we can be alone...

RuthHawaii	but when you feel the need to sign off just let me know

TrumpetJim	no, I’m fine.

RuthHawaii	He will be leaving soon.  He got here just in time to read the nice things you were saying.  Thank goodness.  It’s kind of hard to be jealous of a computer, don’t you think?

TrumpetJim	(that’s funny) I don’t know how sensual I should be, if he’s gonna be around.

RuthHawaii	don’t worry, he’s leaving soon and then it will be just us

TrumpetJim	promise!

RuthHawaii	promise

TrumpetJim	I need you to be with me here right now, looking at the stars with me, my Princess.

RuthHawaii	Wish i could be there the stars are pretty bright from my side too.  It’s a pretty clear night.  Seen any good movies lately?

TrumpetJim	Yes, Hawaii’s so romantic.  We could walk in the twilight barefoot in the surf memorizing each other’s face.

TrumpetJim	Yes, “Outbreak”

RuthHawaii	how was it?

TrumpetJim	about the ebola virus in Zaire.  Incredibly real, and provocative.  I like funny movies, though, like “The Mask”.  what about you?  (is he still there?)

RuthHawaii	Mask was funny but I think he could make better movies.  He has a lot of talent...  and yes, to that question but not much longer I hope

TrumpetJim	wish we could begin.

RuthHawaii	soon

TrumpetJim	I’m in a romantic mood, dear.

RuthHawaii	so I can tell

TrumpetJim	are you?

RuthHawaii	always

TrumpetJim	Ummmmmm, it will be great tonight!

RuthHawaii	people say I’m too much of a romantic sometimes

TrumpetJim	in what way?

RuthHawaii	he’s not much of one, though

TrumpetJim	gee, what a shame.  what a waste.  how long have you been together?

RuthHawaii	August makes the big 10

TrumpetJim	Have you only been with him?

RuthHawaii	No, there was only one serious one before him

TrumpetJim	You’ve only been with two men!?

RuthHawaii	the rest were little crushes.  I was married at 19

TrumpetJim	I’m your third, and only true love?!

RuthHawaii	yes, you are

TrumpetJim	snatched from the cradle...

RuthHawaii	My first relationship lasted 3 yrs

TrumpetJim	tell me about him.

RuthHawaii	about my husband?

TrumpetJim	Ummmmmmmm...no your first.  You’ve only slept with two men?

RuthHawaii	why, are you shocked?

TrumpetJim	*Pleased* is the word.

RuthHawaii	My father and brothers kept a very tight hold on my two sisters and I

TrumpetJim	I wish I could have been your first and only though.  That was really my dream, to find my Princess, wed, and live “happily ever after.”

RuthHawaii	you are my first in a way

TrumpetJim	explain, please.

RuthHawaii	the coast is clear, my first love

TrumpetJim	me...in your dreams. you, in mine.

RuthHawaii	It will be a lot easier when I know what you look like so I can picture your face in my dreams

TrumpetJim	just picture your Prince, that’s all.  Are the kids down?

RuthHawaii	Nope the little rascals are still up

TrumpetJim	can you put them to bed so we can make love?

RuthHawaii	Not, a chance at 9:30, but let me close the door

TrumpetJim	okay.

RuthHawaii	It’s closed

TrumpetJim	what are you wearing?

RuthHawaii	The truth hmmmmmmmmm.

TrumpetJim	yessssss

RuthHawaii	Jean shorts and a black body suit

TrumpetJim	ummm...can you change into something more comfortable?

RuthHawaii	how about yoU?  wearing anything?

TrumpetJim	barely.  pj bottoms and socks, (it’s a little chilly)

RuthHawaii	how about my black silk?

TrumpetJim	perfect!!!

RuthHawaii	go on, I’m new at this.  Teach me

TrumpetJim	describe what your wearing for me, dearest love. (my first and only love)

RuthHawaii	It’s black, short, and smooth

TrumpetJim	like a nightie?

RuthHawaii	yes

TrumpetJim	panties?

RuthHawaii	not any more

TrumpetJim	you’re a fast learner!

TrumpetJim	I don’t have to tell you what to do with your hands.

RuthHawaii	talk to me

TrumpetJim	your hands are used to caress yourself where you would like me to touch you.  just think about the most beautiful moment two people could ever have together...in the most beautiful place...totally alone...the most perfect weather caressing their bodies...and each one perfectly in love with the other.  Just picture your perfect lover and friend, who adores you (me)...and who wants to bring you to absolutely perfect bliss.  where are we?

RuthHawaii	I am picturing us on the beach

TrumpetJim	yes, time of day?

RuthHawaii	laying on the soft sands

TrumpetJim	yes...

RuthHawaii	under the stars

TrumpetJim	yes, I can see your face in the moonlight.  you’re gorgeous.  I love you, my darling.

RuthHawaii	making love to you giving you much pleasure

TrumpetJim	yes...did you start or did I start?

RuthHawaii	I’m waiting

TrumpetJim	Okay...we’re lying on a blanket in the sand, the moon is just lifting off the horizon.  we’ve just finished a light dinner with wine, and you’ve been laughing most of the evening. But you know what I want.

RuthHawaii	what is it you want from me?

TrumpetJim	we’ve walked arm in arm along the beach to our favorite place, listening to the breakers caressing the sand. I’ve threatened to...to bring you to dazzling sensation ripping through your body, plastering you to my flesh.

TrumpetJim	But first...may i kiss you as if you were my first, young love?  and our lips touched, ever so gently...and you smile your smile of contented love...and I feel like you are a virgin in my arms, never touched, saved for me only to enjoy.

TrumpetJim	did you like my kiss?

RuthHawaii	You are very good at this

TrumpetJim	tell me how much you love me, darling.

RuthHawaii	I’m wishing you were here with me touching me, kissing me, making passionate love to me

TrumpetJim	I am there, can’t you feel me there with you, touching you, kissing you?  I *am* there with you.  I can feel you here with me.

RuthHawaii	can you feel me kissing your ears, your neck?

TrumpetJim	I can feel you as if you were here; you *are* here. and i’m in love with you. You are the woman of my every dream.  yes, i can...ummmmmmmm, so tender.

RuthHawaii	down to your chest

TrumpetJim	yes, you have me hypnotized with passion.

RuthHawaii	rubbing you up and down with my body

TrumpetJim	my arms are around your back, gently caressing your skin.  Once in a while my hand confines your thigh.

TrumpetJim	i feel you against my body, my tongue now searching for yours...

RuthHawaii	can you feel me covering you with oil, now sliding up and down?

TrumpetJim	as my eyes stare into the depth of yours.  I am becoming very excited, my swim suit is bulging.  Yes, the oil feels wonderful...as your hands whisper love to me.

RuthHawaii	guiding you into me

TrumpetJim	ahhhhhhhh...you feel wonderful inside.

RuthHawaii	and squeezing you ever so tight

TrumpetJim	ummmmmmm...(i’m all excited)

RuthHawaii	can you see us covered with baby oil rolling around on the blanket?

TrumpetJim	yes, all over me and you, slipping and sliding.  God, it feels so good...are you on top of me?

RuthHawaii	mmmmmmmmmm yes, i’m sitting on you with my back facing you

TrumpetJim	I’m licking your fingers, sucking on them, slipping them into my mouth.  May I kiss your thighs?  (you’re nice, on top) nice...

RuthHawaii	now i’m turning around

TrumpetJim	I feel me deep inside your...

RuthHawaii	exploring your body

TrumpetJim	I’m very hard, your hand is...

RuthHawaii	I can feel you...and I can taste you.  It’s very sweet

TrumpetJim	taste me...ahhhhh...  I absolutely love your body...every glance into your beauty is an eye feast.

TrumpetJim	are you sucking on me?

RuthHawaii	yes, would you like me to suck harder or softer

TrumpetJim	geeeeeeee...you pick, but can I lick you now?  I want to taste you, too.

RuthHawaii	69

TrumpetJim	yes...for hours and hours, ‘till you cum about 20 times.  okay?

RuthHawaii	my heart is racing

TrumpetJim	i’m pushing you off of me so i can move down on you...here i come.

RuthHawaii	do you have a hairy chest?

TrumpetJim	yes, but i’m a body builder so it’s shaved now...smooth. do you feel me down on you?  I’m gonna start at your toes, such a beautiful sight.

RuthHawaii	Yes, I feel you

TrumpetJim	I’m licking between your toes now, slowly like a cat.  Now I’m caressing your gorgeous world-class legs, from your calf to your thighs.  i want to lick your legs now.  Ever had your legs licked?

RuthHawaii	many times, but not the way you do it

TrumpetJim	from ankle to thigh...along the inside, almost a tickle so slow, almost ecstacy.

RuthHawaii	don’t stop there

TrumpetJim	(i thought you’d never ask) I think I’ll just park myself between your thighs for a week or so, do you mind?

RuthHawaii	not at all!  have you ever made love in a hot tub

TrumpetJim	yes, you?  I think i’ll just move your panties over just a little so I can slip my tongue in there...

RuthHawaii	that’s where i would like to be next

TrumpetJim	do you want to go there now?

RuthHawaii	no, can you take me there

TrumpetJim	in reality, you mean?

RuthHawaii	that I would love

TrumpetJim	yes, I will.  We’ve got a date!

TrumpetJim	do you want me to take your panties off or eat through them?

RuthHawaii	eat,eat,eat,away

TrumpetJim	ummmmmm...my tongue is licking you all over...sliding back and forth along your scented confection.

RuthHawaii	and how do i taste?

TrumpetJim	ooppss...my tongue slipped in just a little, delicious!!!!!  May i lick and suck you?  (wish you were here)

RuthHawaii	this is too much of a tease

TrumpetJim	i feel the same way.

RuthHawaii	wish you could be here right now

TrumpetJim	I can feel my tongue inside you.

RuthHawaii	I promise you it would be a night you would never forget!!!

TrumpetJim	I believe you, nor would you.

RuthHawaii	there’s no doubt

TrumpetJim	I almost don’t want to continue, you know what I mean?  I want to savor this, hang onto it.

RuthHawaii	sure do

TrumpetJim	just want to hold you in my arms, naked to me, feeling every inch of you and thanking god we’re finally together...kissing your breasts...

RuthHawaii	I can feel you moving up and down harder and harder

TrumpetJim	me inside you. (are you touching yourself?)

RuthHawaii	yes and you?

TrumpetJim	waiting for you. you go first.  Am i on top of you?

RuthHawaii	I can feel myself getting wet

TrumpetJim	I can feel you under me as i move into you deeper and deeper.  goferit!

RuthHawaii	the juices dripping down my thighs

TrumpetJim	i’m there licking them up, tasting your nectar. My penis is enlarged.  Can you feel me deep in you...inside you, deeper and deeper, touching your womb, my tongue swimming in your mouth diving after yours.

RuthHawaii	yes, I can feel you

TrumpetJim	i want to eat you some more until you cum.  Please spread your legs for me, let me push them apart, let me dive on you, licking everywhere, tasting every morsel of your flesh...there it is, i’ve been looking for that. Your love button...

RuthHawaii	take me

TrumpetJim	i have you now between my lips...and i’m sucking on you now, can you feel the pleasure...just a gentle little squeeze, then harder, then a nice longgggggggggggg suck...

RuthHawaii	yes, don’t stop!!!

TrumpetJim	my tongue is moving into you, can you feel it slipping in, now sliding along your slit, moving in and out, up and down, dipping deeper.

TrumpetJim	i’m licking the insides of you now, your pink walls of flesh are being licked shiny by my lips and tongue...god, you taste so sweet!

RuthHawaii	kiss me passionately

TrumpetJim	yes, dear.  My hands are opening your lips even more for me as I move deeper into you with my mouth.  I’m kissing you passionately (which lips?)

[TrumpetJim is not currently online]

RuthHawaii	where did you go?

TrumpetJim	I bumped the damn modem and broke the connection!

RuthHawaii	what happen?  Did you leave me?

TrumpetJim	no, darling.  I was getting all excited and my foot tangled in the phone line and yanked it!

RuthHawaii	you got that excited, ha!  I guess i’m doing it right, then!

TrumpetJim	Yeah, you had me goin’.  you’re doin’ greaT!!  You had just pulled my head up and kissed my lips...

RuthHawaii	I thought you were going to leave me unsatisfied

TrumpetJim	never, darling.  What can I do for you?

RuthHawaii	I’m not done with you yet

TrumpetJim	gopher it!

TrumpetJim	you’re makin’ me so big, and you’re so little.

RuthHawaii	as i kiss my way down to your (bleep) I put you in my mouth

TrumpetJim	yes...

RuthHawaii	and suck on your (bleep) ever so gently

TrumpetJim	my bleep is very large now.

RuthHawaii	I can feel your (bleep) getting larger and larger

TrumpetJim	and it feels soooooooo good in your mouth, my bleep.

RuthHawaii	and just as you are about to cum, i put you inside of me

TrumpetJim	ahhhhhhh, perfect move, dear

RuthHawaii	do you feel like cumming yet or would you like it to last a little longer

TrumpetJim	i feel me moving up into your preciousness. ah, now, is fine.

RuthHawaii	are you ready?

TrumpetJim	yes

RuthHawaii	I am moving faster and faster, putting lots of pressure on you, squeezing you with great muscle control

TrumpetJim	yes...

RuthHawaii	I can almost hear you, the sound in your voice telling me your almost there.

TrumpetJim	yyyyyyyy

RuthHawaii	are you loud or do you like it quiet?

TrumpetJim	medium, usually, but with you, LOUD!!

RuthHawaii	good, you’re cumming

TrumpetJim	YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

RuthHawaii	i’m moving faster and faster

TrumpetJim	AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

RuthHawaii	did you cum yet?

TrumpetJim	YESSSSSSSSS...STILL AM.  THERE’S SPERM EVERYWHERE!  oops, even on my screen lol

RuthHawaii	I’m glad LOL rub it all over yourself

TrumpetJim	IT’S ALL OVER ME it should be all over you!

RuthHawaii	now i’m licking you off

TrumpetJim	ummmmm...thank you

RuthHawaii	cleaning you up with my tongue

TrumpetJim	you’re incredible...

RuthHawaii	all clean

TrumpetJim	whew, i’m in ecstacy...juss hold me

RuthHawaii	you are a very exciting man in bed

TrumpetJim	gosh, it’s you, too.

RuthHawaii	I’m holding you in my arms

TrumpetJim	thank you.  You’re so wonderful and tender.

RuthHawaii	with your head on my breast

TrumpetJim	ummmmm, nice.  I love you, ruth

RuthHawaii	I love you, too, trump.

TrumpetJim	i could fall asleep in your arms now, but it’s your turn.

RuthHawaii	I thought you forgot about me

TrumpetJim	do you want to fall asleep with me or cum?

RuthHawaii	well???????????

TrumpetJim	all i can do at this point is kiss your little bleep. That’s why you’ll have to cum first next time, okay!

RuthHawaii	I’m waiting

TrumpetJim	I’ve got it!

RuthHawaii	that’s okay, it’s my turn next time

TrumpetJim	no.  Can i start with the kisses of your mouth.  Don’t you want to cum now?

RuthHawaii	sure I do.  I just thought you couldn’t perform any more

TrumpetJim	no, i’m gettin’ all excited again, reloaded, recharged.  Are you ready?  I’m kissing you on your mouth, touching your breasts with my fingers...

RuthHawaii	ready

TrumpetJim	you’ve driven me to such passsion, now i want the same for you. i move down your stomach...finding your belly button, pressing my fingers into you...

RuthHawaii	i can feel you

TrumpetJim	touching you down there...moving lower, wetting your hairline with my lips, my kisses.  My fingers are moving inside you, along your slit...as i hold you caressing your breasts, kissing your mouth, chasing your tongue.

RuthHawaii	i’m getting very wet

TrumpetJim	no, i want to eat you again and again.  I’m moving down on you for the final thrush.  I feel my manhood again on the rise, pressing against your thigh.  I’m going for it.  My mouth moves down on you, devouring you completely into my lips...

RuthHawaii	hurry im cumming

TrumpetJim	you are so wett, i’m moving inside you now, my penis is enlarged almost bursting you, inside you deeply as i kiss the kisses of your mouth, moving faster and faster inside you, now beginning to fill you up with my seed of life...hot, flowing life.  i hear your cries of joy as you explode into the ecstasy of love, kissing your breasts, caressing your flesh as you move against me in bliss, opening up yourself to me completely, passionately dipping into creations cupboard of sensuality.  (you there?)

RuthHawaii	Ummm, yes   you were great

TrumpetJim	did you make it to heaven?

RuthHawaii	I’m there right now.  I wish you could feel me

TrumpetJim	i’ll just hold you in my arms kissing you gently...whispering that I love you, darling.  Just enjoy the bliss...

RuthHawaii	It would be wonderful to fall asleep in your arms, Trump  :-)))

TrumpetJim	yes, let’s do that right now.  And to wake up next to you, love.

RuthHawaii	I love you

TrumpetJim	I love you.  Enjoy the afterglow, just holding me in your dreams.

RuthHawaii	I will dream of only you

TrumpetJim	and I of you only.

RuthHawaii	goodnight, my prince

TrumpetJim	goodnight, my charming princess.


Goin’ flying’
“Goin’ flyin’”

E-Mail — From TrumpetJim to RuthHawaii

G’morning!  6:30 am sipping tea looking out at the lake, thinking of you and yours.  We’re goin’ flyin’.  “See” you tonight.  Trumpet.


How was your flight?
“How was your flight?”

Instant Messaging — TrumpetJim, RuthHawaii

RuthHawaii	I was worried about you

TrumpetJim	why?

RuthHawaii	flying, and all that

TrumpetJim	Oh, don’t worry.  It’s like driving a car, only safer

RuthHawaii	How long have you been flying?

TrumpetJim	over twenty years.  My dad was an airplane designer;  he made me earn my license when I was 16.

RuthHawaii	wow, pretty young!

TrumpetJim	Yeah, while my buddies were soupin’ up their cars, I was learning about weight, lift, drag, and thrust.

RuthHawaii	You sure do know about thrust!!!

TrumpetJim	hahahaha

RuthHawaii	Ever had any close calls?

TrumpetJim	You mean with thrust?  ummm, yep, the first day I ever flew for an airline.

RuthHawaii	the first day?

TrumpetJim	Yes, i had just been hired on with this charter airline.  My first flight was out of New York, across the pond to London.  The fares were very inexpensive so there were no empty seats, the airplane was packed gill to gill.  I was in my mid-twenties and pretty excited about flyin’ for a kinda major airline.  I was fresh outta flight school, the third guy in the cockpit, the flight engineer.

RuthHawaii	What does he do?

TrumpetJim	I fiddle around with gauges and switches.  They call us the plumber because we handle the flow of liquids—the fuel to the engines, the hydraulic fluid to the control surfaces on the wings and tail, and even the electrical systems for the avionics, the pilot’s gauges.

RuthHawaii	what happened?

TrumpetJim	Well, I also handle the weight and balance calculations for the aircraft.  At certain gross weights we need more thrust to lift the aircraft off the runway.  So I had to calculate the gross weight of the aircraft, adding up the weight of the fuel, the baggage, the passengers, and the empty weight of the aircraft to find the total weight (gross).  It’s like taking an empty suitcase and filling it up with stuff and weighing it.  We know the weight of all the individual components, so we just add ‘em up.  By the way, we were flyin’ an older model 707 jet, two engines under each wing.

RuthHawaii	yes

TrumpetJim	ARe you really interested in this?

RuthHawaii	Yes, please tell me what happened?

TrumpetJim	The captain wanted to know what our gross weight was.  (This was my first trip, remember)  So I told him we were over regulation gross weight.  He said, “How much?”  I said, “Two-thousand five-hundred pounds.”  In flight school we’re taught to stay away from “overgross situations.”  This captain says, “Is that all?”  I said, “Yes, sir.”  He says, “Let’s roll.”  Damn, we were a ton and a quarter over reg weight!

RuthHawaii	oh, my

TrumpetJim	Not only were we vastly overgross, the weather was marginal (airplane talk for “shitty weather”).  We call it IMC for Instrument Meteorological Conditions. In this case the weather was overcast, sleeting, icing warnings were being issued, and the ceiling was 300 feet (meaning you could see 300 feet straight up but then you hit a cloud layer and the tops were at 8000 feet (when you broke out into clear sky).

RuthHawaii	like when i fly and i can’t see anything out the window?

TrumpetJim	Yes, we fly by the needles, centering needle gauges on radio beacons.  These are the roadmaps of the sky.  Well, in an overgross aircraft and in IMC your risk factors are much higher.  For instance the excess weight factors cause more load on the engines and you might blow one. In icing weather, the wings lose their lift and you don’t fly.  Period.  Then if you blow an engine due to over-torquing, your engine-out procedures are complicated by the low or no visibility.  If we had any malfs (if anything bad happened) on takeoff, we would immediate declare an emergency (mayday, mayday, mayday) and then it would be prayer time...a job for Jesus!

RuthHawaii	what did you do?

TrumpetJim	There wasn’t much I could do but sit and watch.  This was my first flight and I was green as grass.  We began the ground roll and the aircraft felt like a hundred-car freight train straining to move.  We had ten thousand feet of runway ahead of us so I tried to relax, but all my flight training crept in about being overgross and in danger.  I couldn’t do anything about it because I was second officer and the captain is the Captain.  (There was a time later in my career where, as a first officer, I did something about a captain. I’ll tell ya later)

RuthHawaii	okay

TrumpetJim	We’re in the ground roll and the co-pilot, sitting in the right seat, is calling off thousand-foot markers on the runway.  He’s supposed to be calling off airspeed, too, except the airspeed needle hasn’t moved off the peg yet!  No airspeed, no flying today.  I’m startin’ to pray, doin’ quick recalcs in my head hoping I was wrong about the weight factors.  I’m hearing these callouts, “four-thousand feet, 60 knots” “five-thousand feet, 70 knots,” “six thousand feet, 75 knots” and this freight train, sardine-packed with nearly three-hundred people aboard, their lives in our hands, isn’t gonna fly.  We needed 110 knots to lift off and clear the obstacles at the end of the runway.  And at six thousand feet of runway gone, we shoulda started our abort procedure and stopped this flying nightmare.

RuthHawaii	Glad I wasn’t aboard!!

TrumpetJim	Wish I wasn’t!!  Now were at the “seven thousand feet, 90 knots” is the callout.  Only three-thousand feet left on the runway.  No abort possibility—we either fly or we crash into the fence, trees, and buildings at the end of the runway!  The co-pilot yells, “eight thousand feet, 95 knots”...suddenly the captain yanks back on the yoke and the nose stands up like a tight-rope walker, musta been over twenty degrees of pitch.  I’m thinkin’, “never learned this in flight school.”  I’m sure the tail is gonna be bangin’ the runway ‘cause the wheels are still thumpin’ on it, telling me we’re still on the ground!

RuthHawaii	my god!

TrumpetJim	Well, it just so happens the bright designers at Boeing thought something like this might happen, so they put a tail skid under the tail section, and that’s what we were riding on. Yep, the nose gear was high in the air, the 707’s weight was all on the main gear under the wings and on the tail skid!!  It’s a wonder we didn’t break in half.

RuthHawaii	how did you get out of this?

TrumpetJim	By this time i was seriously concerned about our engines.  The captain had ‘em pushed all the way up to give us the thrust against the icing and the overgross conditions.  I was concerned we were gonna blow an engine;  in the ice and overweight, she couldn’t fly with just three pots burnin’.  We’d be dead for sure, just a headline in the morning paper you’d read over your coffee.  And this was my first flight with this outfit!

RuthHawaii	this is why i worry about you when you fly!!!

TrumpetJim	Oh, thank you for worrying.  I’m staring at the four torque gauges, feeling the four engines screaming for relief in my stomach, looking over my shoulders at the captain every chance I get.  He’s as cool as a tropical drink!?  “Eight thousand feet, nine thousand, 100 knots” the co-pilot is calling out.  (Remember I calculated we need 110 knots to fly) I peek at the airspeed indicator and now I know—we’ll never get off.  Just then the captain drops the nose just a whisker and yells “gear up.”  Shit, we’re not even off the runway yet and the gear is coming up!!!

RuthHawaii	what happened, Trumpie?

TrumpetJim	I feel the main gear rumbling up into their wheel wells.  I’m straining to see the radar altimeter (it tells us precisely how many feet we’re off the ground) and it’s indicating a positive rate of climb, 20 feet, now 25, now 30 feet off the runway.  Then the airspeed indicator jumps as we practically hop off the runway!

RuthHawaii	wow!

TrumpetJim	Yeah, WOW!!  All the built-up thrust generated from the four engines mixed with what we call “ground effect” and had rocketed us off the ground, clearing the power lines and buildings at the end of the runway.  When the captain pulled the gear up, our drag was reduced and converted to lift, giving us the extra 10 knots we needed to go airborne!  Gutsy move!!

RuthHawaii	were the passenger screaming?

TrumpetJim	The passengers just thought it was a normal takeoff.  Whew!  I was wiping the sweat off my brow, now studying meticulously the torque of each engine.  The captain eased back on the power just a hair and the needles fell down into the normal range.

RuthHawaii	did you say anything?

TrumpetJim	I guess I was breathin’ kinda heavy ‘cause the captain looked over at me and said, “Sorta close.  The icing was a little more than I expected.”  I said, “Uh, huh...engines are normal, sir,” and focused on all the gauges, wondering if I had picked the wrong profession.  Well, as the days went on with this overseas charter airline, I learned that my first takeoff was more the norm than the unexpected.  Yep, this charter service packed ‘em in like cattle.  That’s why the fares were so low—we were overgross practically every flight.  I still don’t know why those engines didn’t blow!

RuthHawaii	that was a close call.

TrumpetJim	I’ll tell you later about two that didn’t make it.  By the way, after that incident, while checking weather one day before a flight, I noticed someone had tacked a bit of advice on the wall—“A superior pilot uses his superior judgement to keep out of situations requiring his superior skill.”


Sleepy head
“Sleepy head”

E-Mail — From RuthHawaii to TrumpetJim

did you fall asleep on me?  sorry I took so long I will try again tomorrow sweet dreams.


Catch it all the way from Hawaii
“Catch it all the way from Hawaii”

Instant Messaging — TrumpetJim, RuthHawaii

RuthHawaii	Hello

TrumpetJim	Hi, dear, how are you?

RuthHawaii	I’m fine my kids are in the room reading this

TrumpetJim	hi, kids, this is amazing isn’t it?

RuthHawaii	where is your Josh?  They all said hello

TrumpetJim	he’s in the shower.  Do they want to talk to him?

RuthHawaii	Okay let me know when he’s out?

TrumpetJim	will do. well...

RuthHawaii	Well, how was your day?

TrumpetJim	Josh is Christa’s age, and probably can relate to David too.  My day was filled with thoughts of you.

RuthHawaii	did you to do something special?

TrumpetJim	Josh played with friends all day...I walked along the shore thinking about...last night.

RuthHawaii	Christa is 9 didn’t you say Josh was 11

TrumpetJim	Josh is 10, going on 11 in november.  Tomorrow we’re flying

RuthHawaii	Where to?

TrumpetJim	just a short hop to Santa Barbara to visit friends. nicks here...

RuthHawaii	are you flying the plane?

TrumpetJim	yes...hi, David and Christa, I’m Josh

RuthHawaii	would he like to talk to Christa?

TrumpetJim	Josh says he’s ten.  yes.

RuthHawaii	are you enjoying the summer?

TrumpetJim	yeah!!! a lot.

TrumpetJim	I’m in Lake Arrowhead with my dad...

RuthHawaii	what kind of things do you like to do?

TrumpetJim	rollerblade, baseball, and soccer.  What do you like to do?

RuthHawaii	we like to rollerblade, gymnastics, basketball and listen to music

TrumpetJim	yeah, i like basketball, too.  I listen to rap music.  what kind do you listen to?

RuthHawaii	What type of music do you like?

TrumpetJim	i like rap music

RuthHawaii	We like rap also

TrumpetJim	do you swim a lot and surf?

RuthHawaii	do you have a pet?

TrumpetJim	yes, i have a frog and 3 cats.

RuthHawaii	Yes we love swimming we sometimes surf

TrumpetJim	his name is andy. (the frog)

RuthHawaii	We have a dog Her name is crackers

TrumpetJim	cats panda, murphy, and spartacus.  What kind of dog?  do you board surf or body?

RuthHawaii	body surf and I have a scottie.  She’s just a pup

TrumpetJim	could you send a picture, i’ve never seen a dog like that?

RuthHawaii	sure we have many I will send you one and you can send some of yours

TrumpetJim	oh, good. pics of me?  or my frog?

RuthHawaii	how about pictures of you and your pets?

TrumpetJim	okay, will do

RuthHawaii	you have pictures of your frog?

TrumpetJim	i’m gonna get em.

RuthHawaii	Okay

TrumpetJim	tell me about hawaii.

RuthHawaii	It’s been hot today

TrumpetJim	what temp?  any sharks on the loose?

RuthHawaii	Lots of sharks eating little boys, and it’s about 85

TrumpetJim	lots of sharks!  I’ll stay on the shore.

RuthHawaii	Lots of coconut and palm trees and beautiful beaches

TrumpetJim	do you climb the trees and get coconuts?

RuthHawaii	yes

TrumpetJim	who taught you to climb?

RuthHawaii	no one, we taught ourselves. they taste (ono) that means good

TrumpetJim	ono, (say something in Hawaiian)

TrumpetJim	are you coming to Washington someday?

RuthHawaii	maybe someday

TrumpetJim	maybe my dad will bring me to hawaii, too.

RuthHawaii	cool, kane means boy

TrumpetJim	how do you say “boy likes girl”  :-) ;-)

RuthHawaii	kane aloha kekeiwahine that means boy likes girl

TrumpetJim	(that works!) (he’s putting on a cd to play for you, romantic no doubt)

RuthHawaii	wish we could hear it

TrumpetJim	someday maybe, bunches of drums and claps. (ancient rhythms) (he’s in bed reading now) Josh says aloha till you meet again.

RuthHawaii	Christa and David says aloha

TrumpetJim	(didn’t know David was there) hi, David, bye David.

RuthHawaii	David says bye

TrumpetJim	do you like school, David?

RuthHawaii	It’s okay

TrumpetJim	do you have a game boy?

RuthHawaii	No I have sega and nintendo

TrumpetJim	nintendo here, too.  what games do you like?  games i like, monopoly, and some others but I don’t know the name.

RuthHawaii	mario brothers and star fox

TrumpetJim	yeah, i play star fox.  Am bored with mario.  How about you?

RuthHawaii	David says that cool

TrumpetJim	have you been to disneyland?  my gramma lives 10 minutes away.  you can come here and stay with her and go to all the rides.

RuthHawaii	yes once

TrumpetJim	we have annual passes.

RuthHawaii	That would be neat

TrumpetJim	yes, we would have fun.  my favorite ride is Indiana Jones.  do you have a disneyland?

RuthHawaii	boomerang

TrumpetJim	(he’s stuck on his gameboy) like the ride at Knott’s?

RuthHawaii	we were there in July last year

TrumpetJim	oh, shucks, we missed you all.

RuthHawaii	maybe next time

TrumpetJim	yes, we’ll plan it.  (he’s falling asleep, long day) but we’ll try to talk again before he leaves, okay.

TrumpetJim	it was nice chatting with you, Christa and David. aloha.

RuthHawaii	Christa and David say aloha

TrumpetJim	sweet kids!

RuthHawaii	yours, too

TrumpetJim	I can’t wait to see ‘em.  they must be as brown as chocolate.  Good seeds and eggs from all of us!

RuthHawaii	lol

TrumpetJim	(giggles here) are we alone?

RuthHawaii	no Christa is still hear.  she doesn’t want to leave the room

TrumpetJim	is she reading the screen?

RuthHawaii	Yes

TrumpetJim	she’s gonna be a computer whiz, aye?

RuthHawaii	can’t shake her

TrumpetJim	fine, fine, super fine.

RuthHawaii	she loves the computer

TrumpetJim	good.  it was beautiful in Arrowhead today, as usual.

RuthHawaii	Here too on the big island, nice and sunny

TrumpetJim	lots of visitors in town for the 4th, very crowded. i was pretty dazed all day.

RuthHawaii	sleepy are we.  better get some rest early

TrumpetJim	yes, you too?

RuthHawaii	a little but I still have to go to work out tonight.  Trying to get ready for my modeling shoot

TrumpetJim	you’ll get it! (if you want it)

RuthHawaii	diet and light weights and my stepper

RuthHawaii	He seems to really want me because at first I turned him down and he keeps insisting

TrumpetJim	toning up your gorgeous body for the world to see...

RuthHawaii	lots of hard work and missing my foods

TrumpetJim	yes, it is, i’m proud of you.  That’s tough to miss what you love.

RuthHawaii	thanks I’m proud of you also

TrumpetJim	good.  it felt like you were with me all day long.

RuthHawaii	I know what you mean.  I thought of you all day, and all night

TrumpetJim	and all night thoughts of you filled my senses...and then the futility of this thing struck me many times, and it hurt me soul deep down...

RuthHawaii	I couldn’t get your words out of my mind

TrumpetJim	yes, yours went over and over in mine, your tenderness and caring, and your passion.

TrumpetJim	i tried to think of a “happily ever after ending.”  Never could create it.  and I would see happy couples together and think of you...it was a day filled with highs and lows.

RuthHawaii	I did just the same

TrumpetJim	life is not simple, is it?

RuthHawaii	I couldn’t wait to get back home to talk with you

RuthHawaii	No not simple at all

TrumpetJim	umm, i felt the same way, kept checking my mail looking for you. dreaming about you all day, reliving every scene, word, touch, moment.

RuthHawaii	I’d better let you get some rest tonight.  We can talk tomorrow.  We’d better not start that again, you may never get a good night’s rest

TrumpetJim	thank you, same time?

RuthHawaii	Yes same time

TrumpetJim	yes, you’re quite right, although it would just be nice to hold you.

RuthHawaii	same here

RuthHawaii	have sweet dreams

TrumpetJim	until tomorrow then, “I love you” will have to do, and sweet dreams of you.

TrumpetJim	aloha...

RuthHawaii	I love you too  aloha

RuthHawaii	goodnight

TrumpetJim	goodnight, the Lord be with you, dear one.

RuthHawaii	here’s a kiss...catch it all the way from Hawaii

TrumpetJim	ummmm...thank you, i wanted one but was afraid to ask.

RuthHawaii	never be afraid to ask.  Goodnight

TrumpetJim	I caught it square on my cheek. there’s heart-shaped lipstick on my cheek now. goodnight.

RuthHawaii	don’t forget those pictures

RuthHawaii	bye

TrumpetJim	yes, tomorrow. hope you like ‘em.  bye, love.


Changes4U
“Changes4U”

E-Mail — From Ruth HI 4U to TrumpetJim

Hello sorry I missed yoU!  I wanted to let you know I am on a temporary account Ruth HI 4U

Talk to you soon


Picture in snail mail
“Picture in snail mail”

E-Mail — From TrumpetJim to Ruth HI 4U

good morning.  Sorry i missed you last night but the play ran a little longer than i thought it would.  If you would still like to talk, I will probably be home by 6:00 pm.  I guess that makes it 9:00 pm your time.  Hope to talk to you soon and i will send you my picture in the mail today but It will be a copy from my copier at work.  I will send you more later if you would like.  Have a good day!  :-)) and don’t forget to email me to my temporary account Ruth HI 4U.  bye


Miss you
“Miss you”

E-Mail — From Ruth HI 4U to TrumpetJim

Missed you.  Will try again at 8:00 pm my time, okay?  Miss you


Trying later
“Trying later”

E-Mail — From Ruth HI 4U to TrumpetJim

I’m here but I guess you couldn’t make it so I will try back in an hour.  How about 9:30 your time.  Talk to you soon.  bye


I just called out to you and you answered
“I just called out to you and you answered”

Instant Messaging — TrumpetJim, Ruth HI 4U

Ruth HI 4U	good morning to you

TrumpetJim	what a wonderful way to wake up...are we alone?

Ruth HI 4U	yes all alone

TrumpetJim	how nice, i feel like I’m in your arms of love.  I’ve really missed you...you’ve grown on me over the past days.

Ruth HI 4U	I missed you yesterday.  you were all I thought of

TrumpetJim	the same with me...although i was busy, all i thought and felt was you.

Ruth HI 4U	any plans for the 4th?

TrumpetJim	Josh and friends, and petting zoo...and swim beach maybe, and watching fireworks and stuff.  You?  (wish with you!)

Ruth HI 4U	Sounds like fun.  Wish I could be there.

TrumpetJim	family day for you?

Ruth HI 4U	Yes, 4th of July party with friends .

TrumpetJim	we still alone?

Ruth HI 4U	Christa just woke but she’s watching tv.

TrumpetJim	thought so...6 am there.  Wish you were in my arms of passion.  Went to sleep with thoughts of you, awoke with thoughts of you...

Ruth HI 4U	I usually sleep in on my days off but I wanted to get up early so we could talk alone.

TrumpetJim	my imagination is becoming so perfected, i’m sure you’ll manifest in bed with me soon.

Ruth HI 4U	Soon

TrumpetJim	thank you for rising early...i was so hoping to be with you.  Can i kiss your tender lips?

Ruth HI 4U	Sorry I missed you last night.

TrumpetJim	UUmmmmmmmmm!

Ruth HI 4U	I caught it.

TrumpetJim	yes, me too, but it was on me...we were supposed to leave the airport at 2 p...but left at 7:30.  I forgot I had promised to dine with friends...so after we landed in big bear lake we stopped at their place, and I ordered pizza and Josh played with play doe...and the pizza was late and I thought of leaving Josh there and coming to you in the computer and coming back to get Josh but I only see him 2 weeks out of the year...so I was torn between.  (what a tragedy)

Ruth HI 4U	Thanks for thinking of me.

TrumpetJim	that’s all i could do.  hope you don’t think i was out with somebody???  NOT I’m a one-woman man.

Ruth HI 4U	I don’t mind you spending all the time you can with him.  They grow very fast.

TrumpetJim	i really did want to talk with you yesterday, but thanks for understanding.  I’m in my bathrobe, what about you?  The lake is deep blue, a gentle breeze blowing.  i’ll check my box for your pics.  Sent our’s yesterday.

Ruth HI 4U	I’m in my red nightie...

TrumpetJim	umm. are you in the mood?

Ruth HI 4U	I hope you like them.  If you are still interested after you see them I will send you better ones, okay?

TrumpetJim	I’ll be interested.

Ruth HI 4U	I’m always in the mood for you, you are all I thought of yesterday

TrumpetJim	can you make love now?

Ruth HI 4U	Christa is watching power rangers so I guess it’s okay.  I will just turn off the screen if she comes in.

TrumpetJim	okay, we’re together in bed, just awakening to a new day in Hawaii.  You’re still sleeping in your red nightie...i’m holding you in my arms as i’ve done through the night as you’ve enjoyed a deep, freshening sleep...we are like spoons together, as i awaken to the first light of dawn, inhaling the fragrance of your love.  Your neck is next to my lips and i begin kissing you there...you are dreaming and now your dream turns to...(your turn)

Ruth HI 4U	...reality, And as I open my eyes I see you looking at me and feel you touching me.  Excitement fills my body

TrumpetJim	I’m turning you toward me now...desiring to kiss your stomach, but first...

Ruth HI 4U	I’m on top of you

TrumpetJim	ummmmmm...i feel you there, i’m hard for you.  Slip me inside you...

Ruth HI 4U	I can feel your excitement

TrumpetJim	(yes, i am, my robe is opened here and i’m growing a third leg)

Ruth HI 4U	I’m holding you in my hands and guiding you slowly into me

TrumpetJim	Ummm, those words send excitement surging through me...i’m paralyzed.  I’m holding your hips down on me as i lift up to lick your breasts, sucking your nipples.

Ruth HI 4U	I’m kissing you everywhere, touching you.

TrumpetJim	...kissing your mouth, tongueing you, holding you down on me as i enlarge within your love canal.

Ruth HI 4U	smelling you...

TrumpetJim	licking you, tasting you, biting you...

Ruth HI 4U	squeezing you ...

TrumpetJim	i feel so good inside you, deeper and deeper as you make me harder in you.  I whisper, “i love you, darling,” in your ears...saying, “you’re all i’ve ever dreamed of” asking, “will you marry me in forever?”

Ruth HI 4U	And I whisper back, I love you and my answer would be, yes

TrumpetJim	tender kissing and passionate love i will give you forever...

Ruth HI 4U	You are my prince charming I have looked for all my life.

TrumpetJim	you can always call on me when you need to feel loved, for I will be there...and you my princess charming of my most intimate dreams You’re my darling Princess Charming!!  And there is a heaven, for there we will be forever and ever, in meadows of love.

Ruth HI 4U	and you mine!!!!!!!

TrumpetJim	Thank you, God, for this woman and her joy.  (there is a god, too!)

Ruth HI 4U	Yes, a very kind one.

TrumpetJim	(may he be kind to us)

Ruth HI 4U	I’m glad I found you.

TrumpetJim	let me taste your delicious lips, let me touch your delectable body, let me devoir the juices of your life. I’ve searched for you all my life, darling...i was ready to give up.

Ruth HI 4U	I’m yours.

TrumpetJim	You’ve given my life new meaning...a reason to live. I will take you as “mine” and I am yours, precious one.

Ruth HI 4U	You have done the same for me.

TrumpetJim	(i’m thinking about these words, feeling them in my soul)

Ruth HI 4U	I love you

TrumpetJim	the days were beautiful before you, but now they’re complete.  I love you, dear one. I’m totally captivated by you...lost in your presence, filled up with your essence.  I have a reason to live another day, to love you more dearly, feel you more clearly (I’m in a songwriting mood, I guess)

Ruth HI 4U	You write so beautifully I could sit here forever reading your words.

TrumpetJim	truly, you’ve brought them all out of me...I’ve written hundreds of love sonnets to a mystery women and now she’s found me!  Truly, I could spend the entire day in bed with you whispering all the words of love I could ever feel to you.

Ruth HI 4U	I’m so very glad I did find you.

TrumpetJim	Meeeeeee toooooooooo!

Ruth HI 4U	Even though we have never met I feel like I know you.

TrumpetJim	You know, I believe everything is going to be all right with us.  Yes...

Ruth HI 4U	Yes, me too. I can see you clearly in my mind.  (we’re spending the morning in bed talking! fun)

TrumpetJim	really?  I hope my pic won’t disappoint you.

Ruth HI 4U	I don’t think you could never disappoint me.

TrumpetJim	I hope I won’t.  I’ll be gentle and loving and kind, maybe not the most gorgeous hunk in the world (but close)

Ruth HI 4U	(lol) I’m sure you are.

TrumpetJim	If we are meant for each other, by god we’ll be together, someday.  But you will always be the most beautiful woman in the world for me.

Ruth HI 4U	Someday will soon be reality.

TrumpetJim	(beauty in the eye of the beloved) “soon”!  I wonder if i can last until that moment?

Ruth HI 4U	I know we would have a lot of fun together.

TrumpetJim	(really, even since we’ve met, I’ve had this deep longing in my soul for you) Much fun, yes. lots of laughs.  I truly respect you, dear, and that’s what makes friendships.

Ruth HI 4U	Lots of laughs just what I need.

TrumpetJim	we’ll share them now and forever, and if we never meet, well meet up in heaven. okay?

Ruth HI 4U	okay

TrumpetJim	you and I can stand before god’s thrown, and he can marry us, and we’ll live HEA.

Ruth HI 4U	Hope it will be sooner.

TrumpetJim	me too!  HEA is an aviation acronym for “happily ever after.”

Ruth HI 4U	Is Josh up?

TrumpetJim	not yet.  David?

Ruth HI 4U	Sleeping in late.  No, not yet

TrumpetJim	same here, just us together.

Ruth HI 4U	and sometimes Christa

TrumpetJim	gotcha, maybe late tonight we can continue the love-making scene?

Ruth HI 4U	could you hold for a sec?

TrumpetJim	yes,

Ruth HI 4U	sorry, I’m back

TrumpetJim	no prob, darling.  I made some cereal.

Ruth HI 4U	Yes, made Christa some breakfast, too.

TrumpetJim	that was quick!

Ruth HI 4U	Yes, i’m talented.

TrumpetJim	I’ll say, and very bright, i might add.  My wish is that everyone finds love like ours.

Ruth HI 4U	If they are as lucky as we.

TrumpetJim	do you think it was luck or a blessing?  Maybe god has answered our prayers?!

Ruth HI 4U	More of a blessing, I would say.

TrumpetJim	me, too, cause i’ve been despondent, not being able to find you.  It’s not fun being without your one.

Ruth HI 4U	God seems to be good to me.  I really don’t know what I do to deserve his kindness.

TrumpetJim	you are a blessing to me, darling!  God hasn’t been so great to me, but you have changed my perspective on that...giving me a new attitude about my life.  i’ve been looking at my life as “loss”, now i will look at my life as “gain”.

Ruth HI 4U	I’m so glad, and I think he has been good to you.  You have your Josh.  And now me.

TrumpetJim	wow, what else could anyone ask for!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  (i’m tingling all over.  Were I there I would look into your eyes and you would know how much I love you.)

Ruth HI 4U	I can hear it in your words.

TrumpetJim	I believe every love scene I’ve ever written was with thoughts of you.  And every love song, and every sonnet was yearning for you.  I feel as if the joy of living is entering me again.  Do you love god as much as i do?

Ruth HI 4U	Yes very much.

TrumpetJim	you are my precious treasure from him...

Ruth HI 4U	I would love to put on some nice soft music and dance with you

TrumpetJim	that would be so nice! slowwww dancing, holding you close to me, pressing your love into me so i can become you.

Ruth HI 4U	Dancing with you in candlelight!!!!

TrumpetJim	how lovely, barefoot on the beach?

Ruth HI 4U	and then making love in the sand.

TrumpetJim	ahhhhhhhhh...

Ruth HI 4U	and in the water...and then at home again.

TrumpetJim	moonlight reflecting from your beautiful face and eyes, into my parched soul...ummmmm.  Yes, yes, i just can’t get enough of you, my darling one.

Ruth HI 4U	and me of you. I would love to make love to you all night.

TrumpetJim	yes...tell me more! your words touch my soul, giving me a new freedom of invention.  You are mine, i am yours, darling.

Ruth HI 4U	and your words fill my heart.

TrumpetJim	together we are one flesh

Ruth HI 4U	I have never felt this much passion.

TrumpetJim	**************it’s rising and rising in me...the rest of life is blurring out...you’ve become my reason to exist.  I can barely breath, I’m so taken by all this.

Ruth HI 4U	I know what you mean.

TrumpetJim	quite an independence day, aye?  Freedom from the ugly past into the glorious now!

Ruth HI 4U	I never thought I would find my soulmate on a computer.

TrumpetJim	lolllllll.  I had given up hope.  Well, god does have a sense of humor.

Ruth HI 4U	Yes

TrumpetJim	when you think about it, it had to be god-driven...

Ruth HI 4U	I think so.

TrumpetJim	i rarely go into chat rooms, but was there that evening.  I was surfing the internet and forgot to close the chat room window.  Then you appeared!!!

Ruth HI 4U	When I turned on the computer and I saw your name, I just called out to you and you answered

TrumpetJim	amazing!  An electronic miracle!  The second you came on my screen i knew something big was in the works.  Ummmm, do you really think I’m your soulmate?

Ruth HI 4U	Yes I do.  Ummm, do you?

TrumpetJim	yes...from the second you came on my screen, but i didn’t dare let that thought go any further.

Ruth HI 4U	Really?

TrumpetJim	our first IM, when you said, “what a sweet guy” I was gone.

Ruth HI 4U	That’s exactly what I was looking for, a sweet guy.

TrumpetJim	found! and that’s exactly what I want in a woman, a sweet women who loves god deeply. I could tell how you were by how you were treating your kids, and the words you used with me when we kissed and stuff.  You are a very tender, loving, precious woman, and I am honored to be your friend...and soulmate.

Ruth HI 4U	Tonight when I watch the fireworks I will think of you

TrumpetJim	and I will entertain thoughts of you.  May we talk late tonight?

Ruth HI 4U	okay. I’m not sure what time I will be home.  What time is too late for you?

TrumpetJim	I’ll be online at 10 for ten minutes, 11 for ten minutes, 12 for ten minutes.  How’s that?

Ruth HI 4U	That’s fine.  I’m finding myself missing and thinking of you all day.

TrumpetJim	Yes, I feel the same way.  I’ve missed you so many years, now that we’re together I want to be with you every minute.  My entire day revolves around being with you.

Ruth HI 4U	Mine too, I can’t wait to receive your picture, then I can look at you when I’m talking to you.  Okay, ‘till 10:00 your time?

TrumpetJim	ummmmm, maybe yours is here today.  I’ll check. Yes, till then, “love is wonderful”

Ruth HI 4U	Yes it is.  I hope you like them

TrumpetJim	I will, I’m more worried about you liking mine.  But we have tender hearts.  Perhaps that’s all that matters.

Ruth HI 4U	You are already very handsome to me and that is what matters the most.

TrumpetJim	and you very beautiful, supremely gorgeous to me. I wish i could really find words to describe you...a quest!  Maybe god with give me the words someday.  There was a story about a famous artist...he fell so deeply in love with his wife all he wanted to do was to express her face and his feelings to the world.

Ruth HI 4U	who?

TrumpetJim	Renoir.  Perhaps all i’ll want to do is paint you in words for the world.

Ruth HI 4U	thank you for being who you are.  It was very nice, I always enjoy reading your words

TrumpetJim	you’ve touched me deeply, and I will never forget these moments with you.

Ruth HI 4U	I will never forget you.

TrumpetJim	I will write more and more words for you to cherish in your heart.  This is our destiny, darling.

Ruth HI 4U	there is so much more I would like to know about you.  Maybe tonight you will tell me more?

TrumpetJim	yes, and of you, your hopes, wishes, ambitions, delights, your sadness and grief, tell me all.  You can, you know.  and I will do the same.  Yes, anything you desire is yours, ask any question and i will answer honestly, by the way.

Ruth HI 4U	yes

TrumpetJim	i glanced at your new profile, and laughed about, “You’re only as smart as your worst lie.  :-)”.  lol...i thought that was beary, beary clever for the online community to think about.

Ruth HI 4U	lol

TrumpetJim	No lies will be coming from me to you.  Just truth and love.

Ruth HI 4U	Yes, truth and love, I promise

TrumpetJim	gotcha

Ruth HI 4U	only the truth

TrumpetJim	only the truth, it’s a deal!!

Ruth HI 4U	Everything I have said to you has been the truth.

TrumpetJim	i thought so!  Me too.  That’s why i love you so much, I knew it was.  That’s why I can talk the way I do to you, you’re for real.  And everything is perfect, it’s just perfect!

Ruth HI 4U	I’ll try to be myself and I can feel the same from you.  Yes perfect.

TrumpetJim	i know you have limitations, and I understand and I love you for what you’ve said about them, and I’m not expecting anything from you beyond this, so don’t expect to be pressured into anything.  If it works out so we can be together, fine.  if not, I’ll just kill myself (no pressure)

Ruth HI 4U	lol No pressure

TrumpetJim	(jest joking)

Ruth HI 4U	yes I know.  I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TrumpetJim	I LOVE YOU, TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ruth HI 4U	have a great day!  And say hello to Josh for me too

TrumpetJim	you too, my darling (it’s difficult to leave you) will do, and to Christa and David, please kisses from me.  (and hugs, and fun)

Ruth HI 4U	I’m having a hard time saying goodbye

TrumpetJim	me too. okay!  I love you and may the lord be with you and protect and keep you.

Ruth HI 4U	You too!  Talk with you soon, bye

TrumpetJim	bye*****************


Take a trip with a friend
“Take a trip with a friend”

Instant Messaging — TrumpetJim, Ruth HI 4U

Ruth HI 4U	Hi, there!  I took the whole neighborhood of kids to the park.  We played dodge ball and softball.  I hope you both will have a very fun 4th.

TrumpetJim	Hi, to you!  Oh, how fun that would be...I wish I could have been there to watch.

Ruth HI 4U	Yes, it was a lot of fun they are all tired out

TrumpetJim	i’m trying to get Josh to take a nap, “NOOOOOO!”

Ruth HI 4U	including me.  I hope I make it for tonight’s fire works.

TrumpetJim	I feel the same.  I could give you a pep-up massage!  Rub your feet and stuff.  I’m gonna make some tea right now.  Glad I don’t have to do anything tomorrow...except think about you.

Ruth HI 4U	That massage sounds terrific!

TrumpetJim	It would be, you would really enjoy it.  Where would you like me to begin? (we alone?)

Ruth HI 4U	You could start from the top and work your way down.  Lucky you, I have to work

TrumpetJim	so sorry...

Ruth HI 4U	and then after work I have to meet with that guy from the jet ski co.

TrumpetJim	oh, yeah...I’m jealous.

Ruth HI 4U	don’t be, my heart belongs to you (yes, we are alone)

TrumpetJim	okay.......******that’s what I like to hear!  (except your body belongs to another)  Sometimes life sucks!

Ruth HI 4U	Not in my heart.  In my heart my body belongs to you.  Did you receive my pictures?

TrumpetJim	Gee, I guess that’s some consolation.  Thank you.  (no, i’ll check tonight)  I’ll start your massage with your beautiful shoulders, neck, and temples to ease your stress, kneading your flesh and muscles, enamored with your beauty, easing your stress.

Ruth HI 4U	mmmmmmm...I can almost feel your strong hands on my body

TrumpetJim	pressing my thumbs into your knots, working them out, gently yet firmly.  Pressure here, pressure there, lubricating your skin with the finest massage oil, warmed by my hands...

Ruth HI 4U	Don’t know how you knew I could use a massage about now.

TrumpetJim	don’t know either.  sounds like a long day for you, dear.

Ruth HI 4U	long week month

TrumpetJim	i’d especially like to massage your feet until you fall asleep.  Yes, times filled with intense emotion.

Ruth HI 4U	year.  yes, a lot of emotions

TrumpetJim	perhaps time will flow better now that we’re together.  Yes, you’ve made me so happy just knowing you.

Ruth HI 4U	I hope so.  It seems to be working so far

TrumpetJim	It seems like life has been renewed for me.

Ruth HI 4U	and me

TrumpetJim	It’s as if I don’t need to look anymore.  I feel contented just having our friendship, and reading your words, and feeling your love.

Ruth HI 4U	look no further

TrumpetJim	your words “stun” me when they appear.  I feel a jolt in my soul.  I will look “no further.”  I will just let God work this out.

Ruth HI 4U	What is Josh doing?  Are we alone?

TrumpetJim	yes, he’s on the futon playing.  Kiss me, I want to taste your lips.

Ruth HI 4U	Okay, here It comes.  Catch it!

TrumpetJim	Oh, a nice smacker right on my lips.  Rub my back, will ya, and kiss my toes, please.

Ruth HI 4U	What flavor am I wearing?

TrumpetJim	cherry slurpie, ummmmmm, good!  I’m in my pj’s after a shower, fresh and nice for you to kiss all over.

Ruth HI 4U	I will rub your back but it depends

TrumpetJim	on what?

Ruth HI 4U	hahahaha, if you took a shower.

TrumpetJim	i’m a very, very, clean person.  Two showers a day so you can lick me up.

Ruth HI 4U	just kidding.  We are a lot alike

TrumpetJim	I know, you’d take me with dust all over me.  (I would you)

Ruth HI 4U	I would love to taste you all over

TrumpetJim	sweating after a work out.  ummmm!

Ruth HI 4U	ummmmm!!!!!!!

TrumpetJim	(gettin’ excited!)

Ruth HI 4U	I would like you to give me a work out!  Very excited.

TrumpetJim	later tonight I will, you can count on it.

Ruth HI 4U	I will

TrumpetJim	I’ll work you until your senses are so intense, you’ll scream for mercy...and then I’ll give you more.

Ruth HI 4U	not in the mood today?

TrumpetJim	yes, are you ready now!

Ruth HI 4U	Kids are outside playing.  We are all alone.

TrumpetJim	Nick’s in the room, so this will be for you, dear.

Ruth HI 4U	I need to release more tension.

TrumpetJim	fine, prepare yourself.  What are you wearing?  whatever it is, I’m pulling down your pants right now and going for you.  I’m very hungry for you and I want you to feel sensuality like you’ve never felt before.

Ruth HI 4U	I’m waiting.

TrumpetJim	You struggle just a bit, saying, “no, trumpet, not now,” and I move your thighs apart smiling.

TrumpetJim	where are we?  Set the scene for me!

Ruth HI 4U	we are under the stars at your place by the lake.

TrumpetJim	by the lake on my deck.  It’s cooling off and we’re holding each other and I begin kissing you gentle on your lips, telling you how much i love you.  It’s hard for me to hold off, my passion for you is so intense...

i want to take you without pretense or excuse, want to be deep inside you...as you watch the stars moving in the heavens. i’m pulling at your clothing, touching you everywhere like a high school kid in the back seat of his dad’s Mercedes...pretending like I don’t know what i’m doing, but I do.  My leg moves inside yours, moving yours apart, opening you up for me.

I can feel you against me, as you move against me, kissing me now passionately, beginning to suck deeply on my tongue. (your turn or should i just go for it?)

Ruth HI 4U	go for it   don’t stop now

TrumpetJim	my hand is moving down to your jeans...wrestling with your belt, feverishly...unbuckling you, as my hand slips down along your thighs, touching you firmly then gently, beginning to caress you.

Ruth HI 4U	very hot in here

TrumpetJim	your thighs open for me as you move your legs up, as i push you thighs wider apart, wanting to taste the insides of you again.  The belt is undone, and I’m unbuttoning, pulling your...

Ruth HI 4U	mmmmmmm...jeans

TrumpetJim	pulling you open for me as my hand dives down, slipping under your panties to your...pulling your jeans down off your hips, my fingers searching for your opening...there it is, so wet waiting for me...in my finger goes, opening you up, bringing more wetness to you...the pine-scented air is filled with your fragrance and you pour open for me...holding on, kissing me passionately, tongueing me, searching...

I can’t take it any longer, i’m ripping your jeans off of you, and the moonlight falls on your beauty.  I move your panties aside and tear my mouth away from your lips to the mouth of your womb...ummmmmmmm...

Ruth HI 4U	mmmmmmmmmm...

TrumpetJim	you taste so sweet...like cotton candy as my lips surround all the senses of your pleasure and begin the glory for you. In it goes, licking slowly, then a little deeper...as i lick all around your thighs all wet with my kisses.  You say, “stop teasing me, Trumpet” I laugh saying, “I want you to cum and cum and cum, darling.”  Just relax and let me take you there.  My tongue has a wild mind of it’s own, it’s unleased on you, licking up and down your slit (you are so wet, now)

Ruth HI 4U	very,very wet

TrumpetJim	my lips are now sucking on you, (can you feel them) just holding all of your pleasure in my mouth...i’m pushing your legs wider for me so i can move in deeper into you...licking, and sucking, and licking you, opening you up in all your pinkness...my fingers want to join this love feast as they reach under you...and pull you deeper into my mouth where I am ravenous for you...running my tongue along your lips, back and forth, tasting...licking every drop of your love juice up into me.

I am so large now, I can barely stand it...your hands have moved down on me and unbuttoned my jeans, searching down to find me ready for you.  You’re saying, “please, now, i want you inside me.”  I’m bulging... but wanting you to cum a few times before i enter you.

I can feel you cumming...you have that look on your face...i can sense it in your body, you’re beginning to quiver...and shake...and now I will never let you pull away from my mouth.

My tongue becomes my champion, moving in to find every pleasure point...at the perfect moment.  It is a symphony you and i are playing, licking and sucking, here and there, tongue diving deeper into you...deeper, then pulling out...licking, and kissing, and chewing all of you...gnawing.

I’m moving up on you a little, to your crazy button where now it’s time...your juices of love are dripping down your thighs, and i want to take you to that place of utter fulfillment. I’m moving your feet up...

Ruth HI 4U	ummmmmmm!!!!!!!!

TrumpetJim	up to me where i can lick your toes while i lick your lips. I have you in my mouth, darling, the tips of your toes and the lips of your creation.

Ruth HI 4U	ummmmmmmmmmm!!!!!

TrumpetJim	I am going crazy now...licking and slurping you...sucking and biting you...squeezing you with my mouth and lips, pulling you deeper into my face with my hands.

Ruth HI 4U	I’m almost thereeeee

TrumpetJim	spreading your lips, licking the full length of you...my tongue is all over you...my lips holding yours in my mouth. Pulling you deeper and deeper into me. Licking and sucking on your pleasure button, flicking it with my tongue...sucking on it, then kissing it gently...kissing, licking, sucking you.  eating you, eat, eat, eat!!!!!!!  I’m moving up on you now. are you ready?

Ruth HI 4U	ready

TrumpetJim	You’ve taken me in your hands, are guiding me inside you, inch by inch. Ummmmmm...it’s so lovely, i can see your beautiful face in the ecstasy you’re in.  I can feel me moving up into you, deeper, inch by inch, your hands guiding me in as your panting reaches the raging stream of a torrent.  Now i can look into your eyes, wondering into you...feeling me all the way inside you, deep inside...you start to move against me...sucking me into you, sending me out of you.  In and out, i can hear the movement of love, our juices merging.

My mouth is filled with kisses for you, my darling, as we’ve become one flesh in this act of creation...and it feels heavenly!!!

Ruth HI 4U	So heavenlyy

TrumpetJim	surging deeper into you, my penis strong and hard inside you as your muscles squeeze against me.  Sucking on me trying to make me spew all my love juice into you as a warm river.  I’m close now, as are you. rising in the tide of passion, holding me on top of you, deeply moving inside you...

Ahhhhh, i know it’s near...i’ve ripped away your top, pulling away your bra...your breasts in my mouth, first one then the other...as i plunge deeper and deeper into you, whispering “i love you, darling one.”

Ruth HI 4U	Be still my heart

TrumpetJim	I will be, dearest one.

Ruth HI 4U	don’t stop there.

TrumpetJim	are you ready?

Ruth HI 4U	yes I’m ready

TrumpetJim	do you want to be on top of me?

Ruth HI 4U	yes i’m on you

TrumpetJim	i can feel you on me, sitting on my face.  My tongue licking into you, deeply moving into you...

Ruth HI 4U	ummmmmmmm, take me there

TrumpetJim	moving up inside you...your thighs are resting on me, your legs spread wide...I’m caressing your breasts as your back is arched...your hips grinding on me, as my tongue darts inside your feverish lips...then outside...then licking all around you...then kissing you.  I can feel you quivering, now cumming...my tongue darting inside you pressing for more...

Ruth HI 4U	yessssssss!

TrumpetJim	my lips sucking on your love button...my tongue flicking against it...flicking it, sucking on it...

Ruth HI 4U	yessssssssssssss

TrumpetJim	pushing my tongue as far as it will go inside you, licking you clean of your juices of love...as you start to buck against my face...movements uncontrollable...sliding around all over my lips...trying to make contact with everything...pushing so hard on me i can barely breath.

I can hear your screams now, your gasps of orgasm...as you can’t catch your breath...letting yourself go totally, as i suck you for your final thrust into pleasure, licking you...kissing you...sucking on you...

Ruth HI 4U	ummmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TrumpetJim	cum, darling.  ummmmmmm, you look so beautiful when you cum.

Ruth HI 4U	You were wonderful, whew!!!!!!

TrumpetJim	you got there?

Ruth HI 4U	Yes, and it felt great

TrumpetJim	I’m glad you did.  I love making love to you, dearest one.

Ruth HI 4U	you fellt great

TrumpetJim	yes, and you sitting on my face was ecstasy for me.

Ruth HI 4U	I love you, trumpet.

TrumpetJim	I love you, ruth.  You are my precious darling one, my beloved.

Ruth HI 4U	I can only imagine the fun we could really have making love to one another.

TrumpetJim	Won’t it be wonderful!

Ruth HI 4U	wonderful

TrumpetJim	jess promise you’ll let me take you there...it’s a symphony.

Ruth HI 4U	My body craves for you

TrumpetJim	as mine does for you, loved one.  I’ll probably cum the instant I see you.

Ruth HI 4U	lol

TrumpetJim	i can’t wait to taste your flesh.

Ruth HI 4U	I hope you will always feel that way, me as yours.

TrumpetJim	always, I’ve been always seeking you, my beloved.  We’ll be in bed for a week

Ruth HI 4U	months...

TrumpetJim	yes.  just enjoying the essence of each other.

Ruth HI 4U	I know we would make each other very happy.

TrumpetJim	yes, very, very happy.  God, you are really wonderful.  I really do love you, darling.  (I’m really letting myself open up)

Ruth HI 4U	And I love you very much.

TrumpetJim	Such beautiful words with such meaning to me.

Ruth HI 4U	I’m glad I can make you open up.

TrumpetJim	You do.  I’ve relearned to trust with you.  And life is just wonderful, darling!

Ruth HI 4U	You can always trust me.  I promise.

TrumpetJim	I will, and you me.  Promise!  My princess charming.

Ruth HI 4U	My prince charming.

TrumpetJim	Is this a fairy tale, or is it real?

Ruth HI 4U	I never believed someone like you could ever be real.  I have searched for someone like you all my life.  And now i have found you.

TrumpetJim	My thoughts precisely, precious...and I for you.  And now we’ve found each other.  Such joy, such love...

Ruth HI 4U	forever

TrumpetJim	Such hope, forever, darling.  You are so tender, dear one.  I am so blessed to know you.  Your heart is so soft and tender.

Ruth HI 4U	As is yours.  Maybe if we both hope hard enough our fairy tale will come true.

TrumpetJim	yes, let’s just pray to god that he works this out for everyone.

Ruth HI 4U	every night I will pray.

TrumpetJim	every night i will pray, too.

Ruth HI 4U	you will be in my dreams forever.

TrumpetJim	so sincere your love is, darling.  I’m so touched by it;  you’ve changed my life.

Ruth HI 4U	and you have touched mine.  If you could only know just how much you have given me already.

TrumpetJim	what a gift you are to me.  All the lonely years were worth it just to have these few moments of fulfilled love.

Ruth HI 4U	I finally know what love really feels like.

TrumpetJim	I will forever treasure you, my dearest, and love you and respect you, and feast on your love.

Ruth HI 4U	being in love, how wonderful!

TrumpetJim	yes, being in love, how WONDERFUL!  :-))))

Ruth HI 4U	:-))))))))

TrumpetJim	:-)))))))))))))))))))

Ruth HI 4U	:-))))))))))))))))))))) lol

TrumpetJim	who has the biggest smile?

Ruth HI 4U	I do, I’m sure of it.

TrumpetJim	My heart is filled with joy, darling. and my face is plastered in a permanent smile.

Ruth HI 4U	I have never felt this happy.  Thank you.

TrumpetJim	Nor have I, I’ve forgotten what happiness was.  Thank you, my darling, for your love.

Ruth HI 4U	I began to doubt.

TrumpetJim	when?

Ruth HI 4U	a long time ago, and you have helped me not to doubt

TrumpetJim	I see.  Yes, life has a way of destroying hearts of love.  Mine, too, was destroyed, hardened.  Then the lord came into my heart, and now you...and now I have a reason to live again.

Ruth HI 4U	I have just been hanging around, just for the kids.  A very, VERY unhappy women.

TrumpetJim	Yes, I understand.  I’ve been there and have left my son (very sad deal) because I was so unhappy.  Are there tradeoffs?  I don’t think so.  I love my son, and I love you.  What should we do about this?  I have no idea!?

Ruth HI 4U	For myself I feel I can’t do without my children.

TrumpetJim	I understand, I wouldn’t ask you to.  (too bad, too sad)

Ruth HI 4U	But I would also never leave you.

TrumpetJim	thank you...for that reassurance.   Josh says we have to go to the bbq.

Ruth HI 4U	Okay, have a good time the both of you

TrumpetJim	will you be avail later?  Most likely 11 my time.

Ruth HI 4U	I can be, but it might be a little late for you.

TrumpetJim	no, that’s okay.  You name it.  I’ll stay up to be with you.

Ruth HI 4U	That’s very sweet of you. 8:30 fireworks so I’m not sure.

TrumpetJim	You’re a darling.  That’s 11:30 my time so i’ll go on at midnight for 10 minutes, 12:30 for 10 until I find you, every half hour starting at midnight.

Ruth HI 4U	That sounds terrific and if you tire of waiting just e-mail me, but I will try to get away as soon as I can.

TrumpetJim	yes, terrific.  I’ll look forward to being with you again, dear.  That’s affirmative regarding the email.

Ruth HI 4U	Have fun!

TrumpetJim	you too.  I love you, precious.

Ruth HI 4U	I love you, too, my prince charming.

TrumpetJim	and to my princess charming the same.  (Josh says I’m gross)

Ruth HI 4U	lol

TrumpetJim	(he snuck into my computer just then)

Ruth HI 4U	Christa and David say I’m in love with the computer.

TrumpetJim	lolllll, nick’s laughing, too.

TrumpetJim	he’s draggggggging me out the door!

TrumpetJim	until this evening, love.


Sleepy time
“Sleepy time”

E-Mail — From TrumpetJim to Ruth HI 4U

Goodnight...zzzzzzzzzzzz’s for me.

Let’s try tomorrow.  Tell me a time.

Trumpet.


I’ll try again
“I’ll try again”

E-Mail — From TrumpetJim to Ruth HI 4U

Sorry I missed you.  I will try again before work just to say “good morning.”  9:30 am your time.  If not then, it will have to be about 10:00 pm your time because I won’t be back from work until then.

miss you

goodnight!


A wonderful day in love with you
“A wonderful day in love with you”

Instant Messaging — TrumpetJim, Ruth HI 4U

Ruth HI 4U	goodmorning!

TrumpetJim	hi, dear.  Sorry I missed you, love.  (we alone?)

Ruth HI 4U	goodmorning, yes Can’t talk for too long.  Must go to work, just wanted to say good morning

TrumpetJim	yes, wish I had awakened with you.  How much time?

Ruth HI 4U	about 10 min.  Wanted to start my day off right.

TrumpetJim	me too!  It wouldn’t be right without a touch from you.  Did you sleep well, thoughts of me?

Ruth HI 4U	Yes, thoughts of you all night.

TrumpetJim	You were with me all evening, and in dreams, and excited to hear your words again this morning.  Just thoughts of you fill me with bliss and tinglingness.  I’ll look forward to this evening, dear.

Ruth HI 4U	I will be E-mailing you again tonight with a new calling name

TrumpetJim	yes, love, that’s fine.  Trying to shake some folks?

Ruth HI 4U	Yes, can’t seem to shake them.

TrumpetJim	I will have a wonderful day in love with you.  I may do the same w/a new screen name.  Good idea.

Ruth HI 4U	My sister knows a lot of people and she tells them about me.

TrumpetJim	That could be trouble.

Ruth HI 4U	Yes, she can be a little pain.

TrumpetJim	I love you, darling.

Ruth HI 4U	I LOVE YOU!

TrumpetJim	thank you!!!  KISSES, HUGS, TOUCHES, AND MUCH FEVERISH DESIRE FOR YOU.

Ruth HI 4U	Here is a kiss

TrumpetJim	I felt it on my lips, (how gross/Josh).  ****** back to you!

Ruth HI 4U	Is about 7:30 pm my time okay?  Told all my friends about you last night.  Told them I found my prince charming online.  Now they all want to get on to find theirs!

TrumpetJim	Did you really?  Gosh that’s wonderful.  It’s a miracle, isn’t it?  (nobody will tell, will they?)

Ruth HI 4U	No, we girls are very close.

TrumpetJim	I understand.  I’m not telling anyone, you never know.  You’re my secret love...until it’s time.  (whenever that is)  Well, I did tell my best friend (my face was flushed with joy when I did)

Ruth HI 4U	Did you really?

TrumpetJim	yes, the first night.  I was all excited.  I’m honored and delighted you would share us with your close girl friends.  Love is lovely.

Ruth HI 4U	I’m really glad I excite you.

TrumpetJim	oh, yes, when your words appear, or thoughts of you, I’m overjoyed.  There’s just one thing...

Ruth HI 4U	what is it?

TrumpetJim	well, i try not to think of you with your husb...kinda gets me down.  Don’t want to think of you intimately with him.

Ruth HI 4U	I thought that might be tough but we haven’t slept with each other for awhile.

TrumpetJim	that’s selfish of me isn’t it?

Ruth HI 4U	No, I know I would feel the same.

TrumpetJim	I’m not sleeping with anyone now.

Ruth HI 4U	No need to worry, you’re my only love

TrumpetJim	thank you, and you are mine, only.

Ruth HI 4U	glad to hear that.

TrumpetJim	(those words really turn me on)

Ruth HI 4U	Well, it’s about that time

TrumpetJim	yes, then tonight it is, and we’ll love each other again, dear one.

Ruth HI 4U	I’d better go.  It’s really hard to tear myself away from you.  till tonight.

TrumpetJim	okay, go.  great day.  till tonight, darling.  bye.

Ruth HI 4U	I LOVVVVVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TrumpetJim	I LOVVVVEEEE YOU!!!!  TOO!!  *******you sweetness of my heart.


Sweet love
“Sweet love”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to Ruth HI 4U

In every moment that I exist, I fall deeper and deeper in love with you.


Too sad for words
“Too sad for words”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to Ruth HI 4U

i’m alone in the cabin now, listening to music, admiring the lake.  Josh’s with friends playing his brains out and I see his stuff all over, knowing in a few hours it will be packed and he will be flying home.

Too sad for words, and tears well up in my eyes, and I think how cruel life is sometimes.  The song is singing, “precious Jesus, come to me, soothe my soul with songs of peace.  Glorious, marvelous, grace that rescued me...mountains high and valleys low, you will never let me go, by your fountain let me drink, fill my thirsty soul.”

And now He’s sent you to fill me.  God is truly awesome, filled with surprises for life!


You snooze, you lose
“You snooze, you lose”

E-Mail — From Ruth HI 4U to TrumpOnly4U

I guess you fell asleep.  I will try again in the morning about 6:00 am.  Looking forward to talking with you again.  I love you, goodnight!  Ruth


Images imagined
“Images imagined”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, Ruth HI 4U

Ruth HI 4U	hello, thought I missed you

TrumpOnly4U	hi, dear, just arrived home...Josh is at friends watching videos.  I couldn’t leave on time.

Ruth HI 4U	thought you were sleeping.

TrumpOnly4U	he’s spending the night.  No, i wouldn’t go to sleep without letting you know.  Is this a good time for you?

Ruth HI 4U	yes, let me get rid of my sister

TrumpOnly4U	She wrote me regarding our contact time.

Ruth HI 4U	sorry.  I’m back.  I asked her to.  Didn’t want to miss you.  I received your pictures

TrumpOnly4U	yes, worked fine.  And you’re still talking to me?

Ruth HI 4U	Very handsome and Josh is very like his dad

TrumpOnly4U	all the girls are going crazy for Josh!

Ruth HI 4U	You have a very good looking son.  Christa would really like him

TrumpOnly4U	thank you very much.  He has the longest eyelashes you’ve ever seen!

Ruth HI 4U	She’s not really boy crazy yet though, thank goodness

TrumpOnly4U	I’m pleased my looks appeal to you.  I bet Christa’s real cute, too.

Ruth HI 4U	Did you receive mine?

TrumpOnly4U	nope.  I checked.  It doesn’t even matter any more.

Ruth HI 4U	In school the boys won’t leave her alone

TrumpOnly4U	because she’s as gorgeous as her mom!

Ruth HI 4U	Don’t you want to know who your talking to?

TrumpOnly4U	who is this!!!!!

Ruth HI 4U	I mean don’t you want to know what I look like?  Who was that lady in the picture with you?  Is that Nick’s mom?

TrumpOnly4U	no, it doesn’t matter what you look like...I love you, period!  That lady, a friend of mine’s wife and her family...they own a home in lake arrowhead and they invited us to visit.

Ruth HI 4U	Just a little jealous...

TrumpOnly4U	they have a beautiful family!!!  of that women?  forget it!

Ruth HI 4U	It’s just that she was there with you and I’m not.

TrumpOnly4U	women look at me all the time...you’re my love, not her or anyone else.  (soulmates, remember?)

Ruth HI 4U	okay

TrumpOnly4U	you’re a living doll.  I’m very glad you like my looks...

Ruth HI 4U	Yes, you are a very handsome man.

TrumpOnly4U	thank you...I’m very pleased.  sometimes people aren’t another person’s type.  I was wondering about that, if I would be your type.

Ruth HI 4U	Had to try on the suits today for the modeling shoot.

TrumpOnly4U	oh, yes, was going to ask how that went.

Ruth HI 4U	That’s why I want you to see me.  Maybe I’m not your type?  He’s very persistent on me wearing a thong

TrumpOnly4U	what’s a thong?

Ruth HI 4U	told him I wouldn’t

TrumpOnly4U	good for you.

Ruth HI 4U	that is one of those bikini bottoms that go up the but, if that’s how you spell it, lol!

TrumpOnly4U	butt

Ruth HI 4U	He said I could wear anything I wanted as long as I do the shoot

Ruth HI 4U	sorry, butt

TrumpOnly4U	oh, I gotcha.  Sounds like he really wants to see your butt!  Well, tell him to butt off.  lol.  Are you going to do it?

Ruth HI 4U	He making me a little nervous.  He could have any model wear what he wants

TrumpOnly4U	yes, I don’t understand it myself.  Is he infatuated with you?  Maybe he just thinks you’re the best for the shoot.

Ruth HI 4U	He said I have the face he’s been looking for all these years and he not going to let me get away.

TrumpOnly4U	hmmmmmmmm!  tell him your face is taken.  period!!!

Ruth HI 4U	I have to take some test shots on friday at diamond head.

TrumpOnly4U	your face, your love, your dignity, your everything is reserved.

Ruth HI 4U	I will tell him

TrumpOnly4U	you’ll be chaperoned?

Ruth HI 4U	reserved by Trump

TrumpOnly4U	yessssss!!!  And me reserved for you only.  (I’m telling the others to get losttttt!!!)

Ruth HI 4U	He said it will be him and the makeup girl there.

TrumpOnly4U	great, she can hold you down while he rapes you.  swell!  What about that big friend of yours?  Can’t he come?

Ruth HI 4U	He wants to but I told him I will be okay.  Don’t worry.  I’ll be okay, he’s harmless

TrumpOnly4U	yes, dear one.  You know best, love.

Ruth HI 4U	I’m supposed to be at a party with my family but I really wanted to talk to you.  I told them to go without me.  Not sure how long they will be away.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, my love, you’re with me all day.  I can’t even be around others anymore, I look in a daze.

Ruth HI 4U	I thought of you all day, also

TrumpOnly4U	I just want to hold you in my arms, and look into your eyes, kissing your lips gently, for hours.

Ruth HI 4U	Are you afraid to look in your p.o. box?  That maybe you don’t want to spoil a good thing and that you’re worried I might not be your type?

TrumpOnly4U	(she’s not only beautiful, she’s bright, smart, very perceptive, and even prophetic)  That thought had occurred to me.  But actually what I didn’t want to spoil was my feelings for you.  No matter what the reality, fantasy can overrule with it’s powerful deception.

Ruth HI 4U	So I hit it right on the money?

TrumpOnly4U	yes, dear, but I did drop by the box today, after giving myself a pep talk!

Ruth HI 4U	So you think if you see what I look like it might spoil things?  I promise you I’m not that bad to look at.

TrumpOnly4U	no, darling. It doesn’t matter what you look like, please understand...it’s the deceptions of fantasy overruling reality.

Ruth HI 4U	Is it my age?

TrumpOnly4U	partly...but it’s me and my version of reality, please understand.

Ruth HI 4U	That I might be to young for you?

TrumpOnly4U	no, that I’m too old for you!  (how can I explain my fears to you?)

Ruth HI 4U	Okay, if you would like just throw them away

TrumpOnly4U	I didn’t receive your pictures, dear!!!

Ruth HI 4U	I will understand , I really do

TrumpOnly4U	they haven’t arrived yet, honestly.  It doesn’t matter what you look like, I will still love you, forever and ever, honestly.  Can you accept that?

Ruth HI 4U	Okay, but I will understand if you don’t want to look I will always love you.

TrumpOnly4U	sweetheart, when they arrive I will rip the envelop and bask in your beauty...

Ruth HI 4U	I have to send you some of Christa and David.

TrumpOnly4U	good, I’m looking forward to admiring your family.  The problem is with me, dear.  It has to do with the excitement of fantasy and the familiarity of reality.  But for the first time in my life, I’m believing reality will overrule the deception of fantasy.  And in another sense, fantasy could become reality, that maybe we could be together.

Ruth HI 4U	I see.  You should have told me not to send any.

TrumpOnly4U	again, it has nothing to do with your pictures.  If you were the most beautiful woman on the planet (which you might be)...I would still have to face the fact that you’re married...and I’m older...and I’m 2400 miles away...and I don’t want to destroy your family.

Ruth HI 4U	I understand, really I do.  A little disappointed but I understand.

TrumpOnly4U	so, life is really shitty for me (excuse the language)

Ruth HI 4U	You are a very nice man.

TrumpOnly4U	(this is starting to hurt a lot)

Ruth HI 4U	Please don’t feel that way

TrumpOnly4U	(I wish you were here, you could see the love in my eyes for you) I won’t feel that way, I will just continue to love you more than I’ve loved anything...

Ruth HI 4U	We will just keep it the way it is now

TrumpOnly4U	online soulmates.

Ruth HI 4U	yes, online soulmates.

TrumpOnly4U	(I feel sick, I’m sorry)

TrumpOnly4U	like I’ve said, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

Ruth HI 4U	what do you mean?

TrumpOnly4U	and of course, I want to love you in reality...and if we do that, it will eventually cause problems for you.  And I don’t want you to be hurt in any way.  Because I love you and I don’t want you to be hurt in any way.

Ruth HI 4U	I’m lost for words.

TrumpOnly4U	:-(   Me too. I feel sick inside, like I could vomit!

Ruth HI 4U	Please don’t do that.

TrumpOnly4U	Yes, well...

Ruth HI 4U	I’m really glad you care for me that much.

TrumpOnly4U	(I don’t know what to do)

Ruth HI 4U	We will pretend I never received your pictures and you can throw mine away.

TrumpOnly4U	if I could cry, I would...

Ruth HI 4U	And we can start all over again

TrumpOnly4U	I just want to love you in reality, but I can’t, that’s all.

Ruth HI 4U	Would you like to?  I want only for you to be happy.

TrumpOnly4U	no, please don’t throw away my pictures, and when yours arrive i’ll keep them with me at all times.

Ruth HI 4U	I’ll understand

TrumpOnly4U	just to love you in reality?

Ruth HI 4U	if that’s what you really want

TrumpOnly4U	of course I want to be with you, but how is this going to work out?

Ruth HI 4U	I don’t know, only time will tell

TrumpOnly4U	do you want to have an affair with me, Ruth?  (there, i said it)

Ruth HI 4U	If you would like me to.  I live here and you live there. I guess that could be a problem.

TrumpOnly4U	yes...but it can’t hurt anyone, okay?  We must be totally discrete about this.  It will start in a few months, you here or me there...

Ruth HI 4U	I know I can’t be there.

TrumpOnly4U	I’ll come to you.  This affair will last our entire lives.  No one will know, you can’t tell anyone, understand?  You’ll have to become an incredible actress.

Ruth HI 4U	Don’t know if I can.

TrumpOnly4U	and I’ll have to be able to be with you and then to say goodbye (don’t know if I can)

Ruth HI 4U	Are you serious?  Would you come here just for me?

TrumpOnly4U	yes, of course.

Ruth HI 4U	This is getting very hard.

TrumpOnly4U	well, the hardest part is saying goodbye...the greatest joy is being together...

Ruth HI 4U	I don’t want to spoil anything between us.  What if this does?

TrumpOnly4U	we’ll both have to cop an attitude about it, “we’re together for this time until next time” (thinking...)

Ruth HI 4U	Okay, we will take this slower.

TrumpOnly4U	I’ll be there tomorrow!

Ruth HI 4U	lol You just love to be funny don’t you!

TrumpOnly4U	Yes, my darling.  If you want to experience more passion than you’ve ever dreamed of, you’ll join me in this.  You have to be able to live with guilt, though.  Me, there are certain areas where my heart is hardened.  You have to be able to make passionate love with me and live with your husband.  Could you do that?

Ruth HI 4U	I don’t know.  I just know I’m not happy now

TrumpOnly4U	yes, you’re ready for it...an affair.  The trade off is unhappiness vs guilt.

Ruth HI 4U	But you are right...I don’t know if I could handle the guilt.  Maybe this should happen when I am no longer attached?

TrumpOnly4U	I will wait for you

Ruth HI 4U	Would you like to tell me about it?

TrumpOnly4U	having an affair, you mean?  Where would you like to begin?  Our love affair will be incredible...

Ruth HI 4U	I have no doubt it would be incredible.

TrumpOnly4U	there is another element that enters into an affair that makes it so exciting...the secret meetings, the secret places...

Ruth HI 4U	That would be very exciting.

TrumpOnly4U	all the secrets.  And when you’re with your lover, all time stops as you enjoy those brief moments in their ultimate intensity.

Ruth HI 4U	Are you trying to scare me off?

TrumpOnly4U	and sex is the most incredible you could imagine.  You’re almost orgasmic when you see each other...so much anticipation is built up.  A husband can never match a secret lover, no matter who he is.  (nothing against husbands, by the way)

Ruth HI 4U	That is very true.

TrumpOnly4U	will I be your first affair?

Ruth HI 4U	It is the danger that makes it exciting.

TrumpOnly4U	precisely!

Ruth HI 4U	There was just one.  He lives in Colorado now.

TrumpOnly4U	care to tell me?

Ruth HI 4U	I met him at a club last year and we were very attracted to one another.

TrumpOnly4U	yes...

Ruth HI 4U	We never made love but came very close to it

TrumpOnly4U	where?

Ruth HI 4U	He still calls and wants me with him.  He lives in Boulder but travels a lot, he is a stuntman.

TrumpOnly4U	a built guy, for sure.

Ruth HI 4U	Yes, very handsome but I don’t love him

TrumpOnly4U	i understand that one...

Ruth HI 4U	And for me love must be there.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, for me too. The only way I can make love is to be in love.  I had promised god i wasn’t going to do this again, damn!

Ruth HI 4U	I had made promises myself.

The network is going down soon.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, 30 min..

Ruth HI 4U	if it goes out before we say goodnight, just remember I love you and I will dream of you all night.

TrumpOnly4U	I could call you?

Ruth HI 4U	would you like to?

TrumpOnly4U	yes, let’s.

Ruth HI 4U	Maybe I should call you when the coast is clear.

TrumpOnly4U	tonight!

Ruth HI 4U	But I can’t call you from my phone, he will know.

TrumpOnly4U	call me collect, then.  Will you be calling tonight?

Ruth HI 4U	Okay, they are still not home.  Would you like me to call right now?

TrumpOnly4U	yes!

Ruth HI 4U	If they come home, then I will call you tomorrow.

TrumpOnly4U	I’m getting into bed right now.  Call me in 5 minutes.

Ruth HI 4U	just came home

TrumpOnly4U	damn!

Ruth HI 4U	I promise to call you tomorrow.  Change the subject  kids came in

TrumpOnly4U	I’ll let you sign off...

Ruth HI 4U	okay, bye***********


I’m a believer
“I’m a believer”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, Ruth HI 4U

Ruth HI 4U	hello there

TrumpOnly4U	hi, there.

Ruth HI 4U	not alone

TrumpOnly4U	:-(

Ruth HI 4U	will be in a second

TrumpOnly4U	how’s the weather there?

Ruth HI 4U	It’s nice and cool.  And there?

TrumpOnly4U	warm here.  Blue skies, we hiked, waterslid, and swam all day!  There were pictures of a beautiful women in my p.o. box!

Ruth HI 4U	Sounds like fun did Josh leave already?  Did you look at them?

TrumpOnly4U	nope, he’s in his shorts, going into the shower.  Yes!!!!!!!

Ruth HI 4U	When did you say Josh is leaving?

TrumpOnly4U	tomorrow we’re driving down the hill to grandma’s house.  Then nick’s leaving sat morn.  Christa and David there?

Ruth HI 4U	Sorry to hear that.  They’re outside playing with friends.

TrumpOnly4U	you alone?

Ruth HI 4U	almost

TrumpOnly4U	I’ll wait to tell you what happened, then.

Ruth HI 4U	Sorry I got home so late

TrumpOnly4U	can you call me?

Ruth HI 4U	Maybe.  Had a surprise meeting.

TrumpOnly4U	I’ll be patient...you’re gonna lol!  With whom?

Ruth HI 4U	You have me wondering.

TrumpOnly4U	when I opened the envelop I was in my car, and a song was playing when i started it up.

Ruth HI 4U	What was the song?

TrumpOnly4U	I don’t know if you’ve heard this song...lyrics, “Then I saw her face, now I’m a believer...

Ruth HI 4U	Do I take it you were pleased?

TrumpOnly4U	“not a trace of doubt in my mind.  I’m a believer, I’m in love, I’m a believer, I’ll never leave her.”  Pleased beyond any expectation, you’re gorgeous!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (my type)

Ruth HI 4U	I like that song.

TrumpOnly4U	I was stunned!  I rarely listen to the “oldies” station, but there it was, the second I placed your pic on the car seat and turned on the ignition.

Ruth HI 4U	I’m glad.  Sorry it was just a copy

TrumpOnly4U	A wave of joy swept over my body, feeling a closeness I’ve never felt.  Then I thought, “somebodies orchestrating this”.  You are so exotic looking, you’re just sumptuous.  Send the real ones soon!  (shall I wait?)

Ruth HI 4U	I promise I will very soon, and photos of Christa and David, too.

TrumpOnly4U	please, yes, I want to see them.  And that gal sitting next to you looks like a woman I dated a few years back;  same type of face.

Ruth HI 4U	Really, she’s one of my friends.  We are finally alone now

TrumpOnly4U	good.

Ruth HI 4U	I loved hearing your voice last night.

TrumpOnly4U	Yes, I loved yours, also.  I was so nervous talking with you for the first time.  (I’m sipping tea and feeling stuff)  Your voice is so tender and loving.  When I first heard it, I knew you were the one.  I hope I can hear it again tonight!  You were right, we are soulmates.

Ruth HI 4U	Would you like to?  And yes we are

TrumpOnly4U	yessssss!

Ruth HI 4U	I can’t let Christa and David know who I’m talking to, though

TrumpOnly4U	yes, my darling one.  I could call you if you want.  (Say, when you have a chance, read Song of Soloman in the Bible)

Ruth HI 4U	I have the chance right now.  They are still playing.

TrumpOnly4U	call me, I’ll sign off.

Ruth HI 4U	I hate calling collect but I have no other choice.  He will see the bill

TrumpOnly4U	I can call you right now, if you want to give me your number.  (I will never call unless it’s been prearranged)

Ruth HI 4U	promise?

TrumpOnly4U	yes, darling.  never (you’ll have no worries)

Ruth HI 4U	Let me just call you.

TrumpOnly4U	fine.  (collect, then)

Ruth HI 4U	Okay bye.

TrumpOnly4U	bye, darling.


I saw love today
“I saw love today”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, Ruth HI 4U

Ruth HI 4U	goodmorning.

TrumpOnly4U	good morning to you, my beloved (I’m in a poetic mood)

Ruth HI 4U	Yes, very.

TrumpOnly4U	I awoke with you in my arms (hugging my stuffed seal) and hearing poems about my beloved. I remembered some verses from “song of soloman,” so I plagiarized from the Bible and emailed them to you.

Ruth HI 4U	You haven’t come up with anything special yet?

TrumpOnly4U	yes...

Ruth HI 4U	may I hear it?

TrumpOnly4U	“I saw the sun today, it was rising in your eyes...I saw the trees today for the first time, they were bright and green with your splendor.  I saw a smile today, it filled me with love I’ve never known.  I felt you touch me this morning, in my dreams, your voice caressed all my fears away, I saw love today, never to say ‘goodbye’ again, love grown beyond alone.”

Ruth HI 4U	I love you!!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	me too, I love you, dear one.  My heart is filled with your presence all the time, my darling.

Ruth HI 4U	I really loved talking to you on the phone

TrumpOnly4U	my heartbeat has become like a panting deer...(truly)

Ruth HI 4U	I could listen to your voice all night.  Sometimes I feel like I can’t breath.  I love this feeling.

TrumpOnly4U	one day you will listen all night, and I to yours...like right now I can’t breath.  Me too, love this feeling, it’s permeating everything!  I feel so close to you.

Ruth HI 4U	I feel very close to you.

TrumpOnly4U	god is so good to us, dear!

Ruth HI 4U	Yes, he is very very good.

TrumpOnly4U	he’s seen and heard our cries, and waited, and answered with this.  Very, very, very good!  lol

Ruth HI 4U	I really don’t know what I did to deserve you

TrumpOnly4U	oh, sweetheart, you’re so precious!  I certainly haven’t done anything good...just His grace for us.

Ruth HI 4U	very very very very good!!  “beat you”

TrumpOnly4U	and love for us, now that we know him...very very very very very good!!!

Ruth HI 4U	lol

TrumpOnly4U	lol :-))

TrumpOnly4U	:-))))))))))))))))))))))))

Ruth HI 4U	:-))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

TrumpOnly4U	lolllllllllllllllllllll

Ruth HI 4U	You are so funny!  I like that.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, and you, my dearest.  Yes, I love to laugh with you.  Been too serious for too many years, now I just want to enjoy you and our times together, my love.

Ruth HI 4U	Humor, handsome, and very romantic.  Very

TrumpOnly4U	oh, you’re so sweet to say those things (just like you, except gorgeous)...very, very romantic.  Very, very, very, very.

Ruth HI 4U	Everything I could ever want.

TrumpOnly4U	ever, ever, ever want.  I feel you in my arms now...resting against my chest looking into my eyes of love for you, just holding you, with the touch of a feather.

Ruth HI 4U	I’m back.  That was my friend calling both times being a little over protecting.

TrumpOnly4U	the one you’re planning to take on the shoot?

Ruth HI 4U	yes. I decided I don’t want him to come.  I’m already nervous enough.

TrumpOnly4U	well, I’ll be with you in spirit.  Could you call me when you’re finished so I’ll know you’re safe?  My voicemail will be on.  You could leave just a short message for me.  (I’m flying)

Ruth HI 4U	I have to go straight to work so I won’t be able to.  But I will e-mail you when I get home.

TrumpOnly4U	when will you be done with the shoot?

Ruth HI 4U	He said he would have me back by noon.

TrumpOnly4U	I could call you at work.

Ruth HI 4U	Yes, you could.  Here’s the number...

TrumpOnly4U	just to chat for a second.  I’ll be Jim Trumpet with (whom?)  Got the number, thanks!

Ruth HI 4U	Oahu Transit.  How’s that?

TrumpOnly4U	How about Jim Trumpet with Heartthrob Supply?

Ruth HI 4U	lol, be anyone you want to be.

TrumpOnly4U	We could have fun with this.  Plumbing and Heating Supply...

Ruth HI 4U	I’ll be anxious to hear from you.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, me too.  I miss your voice and tenderness.

Ruth HI 4U	I’d better get going.

TrumpOnly4U	this time was too short, my beloved.  I’ll be with you in spirit on the shoot.

Ruth HI 4U	Thank you.  I will be thinking of you the whole time, that will keep me smiling.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, my dear, imagine it’s me behind the lens admiring every inch of you. Until then, darling.

Ruth HI 4U	Bye.

TrumpOnly4U	********bye.

Ruth HI 4U	I love you.

TrumpOnly4U	I love you, very much.


Straight from my heart
“Straight from my heart”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, Ruth HI 4U

Ruth HI 4U	Thought I lost you.

TrumpOnly4U	you did...lost the connection for some reason!

Ruth HI 4U	I’m glad you came back on.

TrumpOnly4U	“host was overloaded,” read out, right after i said “husband and wife”  Glad you waited for me.

Ruth HI 4U	always.  Lost the connection?  That’s not a good sign.

TrumpOnly4U	thank you for always.  You mean, in the “signs and wonders” department?  What I was going to tell you was, that I love you and...(this is crazy)  I want to be your husband. (crazy)

Ruth HI 4U	I know this is crazy.

TrumpOnly4U	so I was going to say...

Ruth HI 4U	yes.

TrumpOnly4U	to honor god’s laws about marriage...we need to respect god’s laws about marriage.  (it’s a sacred thing, you know!)

Ruth HI 4U	Is that what you want me to do?

TrumpOnly4U	yes.  (this is new territory for me!)  I love you and want you very much, but...

Ruth HI 4U	Are you saying you don’t want to talk to me anymore?

TrumpOnly4U	no.

Ruth HI 4U	“no” you don’t, or “no” you don’t mean that?

TrumpOnly4U	no, I don’t mean that.  We just can’t violate god’s laws about marriage.  We can talk and visit each other, I just don’t want to HAVE AN AFFAIR!!!  (OKAY!!)

Ruth HI 4U	Okay!!  What changed your mind so quickly?

TrumpOnly4U	because I love you and I don’t want to hurt you and your family, okay!

Ruth HI 4U	I really love you !!!!

TrumpOnly4U	yes, I really love you, too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  (I’ve had affairs before!)

Ruth HI 4U	How many have you had?

TrumpOnly4U	And I saw what happened to the family, and it was very bad, and I don’t want to hurt you or your family, in any way.

Ruth HI 4U	I guess I was a bit scared, also

TrumpOnly4U	yes, well, you mentioned perhaps we should wait, and I agree...

Ruth HI 4U	But I couldn’t help myself...fell for you instantly.

TrumpOnly4U	me too.  Nothing else has changed except we can’t have sex, that’s all.  We can continue as it’s going;  I’ll come to the Islands to see you but we just won’t have sex, an affair, you know, SEX!  (at least, that’s the plan)

Ruth HI 4U	I have a great deal of respect for you.

TrumpOnly4U	i was hoping you would!  I love you!!

Ruth HI 4U	Do you think that’s possible if we see each other?  If we are together?

TrumpOnly4U	not to have sex?  (I doubt it but it sure sounds righteous)

Ruth HI 4U	I know.  I would have a hard time with that.

TrumpOnly4U	regarding no sex, i’d last about two minutes.  Tell me how we’re *not* going to have sex!

Ruth HI 4U	I will try my hardest but can’t promise you anything.  You will have to be the strong one.

TrumpOnly4U	(good luck there)

Ruth HI 4U	are we both weaklings?

TrumpOnly4U	The second I see you I’ll be ripping your clothes off.  (we’re in trouble) yes, weaklings.

Ruth HI 4U	hold on

hello again.  David rented a movie and a sega game.

TrumpOnly4U	what movie, and game?

Ruth HI 4U	I don’t know.  I came right to the computer.

TrumpOnly4U	your status?

Ruth HI 4U	They’re In the living room.  David said they tried to see a movie (Apollo 13).  They tried the theater.

TrumpOnly4U	oh, so the coast is clear?

Ruth HI 4U	all sold out so they rented a car movie.

TrumpOnly4U	Do you want to watch it with them?  (I’m admiring your “photo”)

Ruth HI 4U	On cars?

TrumpOnly4U	I guess not, lol

Ruth HI 4U	I promise to send you more photos.

TrumpOnly4U	promises, promises lol!

Ruth HI 4U	No, I truly promise  i loooooooooveeeeee you!!!

TrumpOnly4U	(here it comes!) back to you

Ruth HI 4U	I’m ready, I’m waiting

TrumpOnly4U	I loooooooooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you

Ruth HI 4U	lol.  That’s good.  That tops me.

TrumpOnly4U	(you’re so precious, I adore you, darling)

Ruth HI 4U	and so are you.

TrumpOnly4U	thank you, we’re a lovesong.

Ruth HI 4U	A beautiful love song.

TrumpOnly4U	wish we were on the phone, I love your voice whispering in my ear.

Ruth HI 4U	ever since the first time we talked I couldn’t get your voice out of my head.

TrumpOnly4U	felt the same way, paralyzed by yours.  It rang through my entire being, chimes, bells, gongs.

Ruth HI 4U	I can still hear you so clearly

TrumpOnly4U	yes, and I you...gosh, you’re so wonderful...we are soulmates.

Ruth HI 4U	Soulmates.  Yes, soulmates found, at last. I can’t wait for tomorrow

TrumpOnly4U	nor I, to hear your voice again.  I’m so taken by you...you’ve become my entire life.  Everything I do rotates around you now.  You’ve become my existence.

Ruth HI 4U	You are all I ever think of

TrumpOnly4U	gosh...

Ruth HI 4U	and in my dreams.

TrumpOnly4U	I’m lost in your preciousness.  I fall asleep in your arms and awake kissing your eyes...spending the night wrapped up in your arms, your arms of love.  You’ve made me alive again.

Ruth HI 4U	I would keep you very warm

TrumpOnly4U	I’ve been so dead with nothing to live for.

Ruth HI 4U	I would be your blanket.

TrumpOnly4U	ah yes, I would never let you go.  We’d be glued together all night.  Uummmmmmmmm.

Ruth HI 4U	You have me now.

TrumpOnly4U	my blanket of love.  God gave you to me, he made us for each other, knitted us together in our mother’s wombs for each other.

Ruth HI 4U	forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	his sense of humor made us wait this long, now together forever!!!!!!!!!!!! (you won!)

Ruth HI 4U	Yes, I did win...I won you.

TrumpOnly4U	hhhhhhaaaa!

Ruth HI 4U	The best prize of all.

TrumpOnly4U	(I’m feeling deep feelings of love for you now)  You are the prize to me, a great gift from heaven to earth to little me.

Ruth HI 4U	We are both winners!

TrumpOnly4U	yes, winners in the divine love contest.  I love your smile.  I love your everything.

Ruth HI 4U	I love yours.

TrumpOnly4U	i love your joy, and your laughter, and your voice, and your charm and your intelligence.  You are a love!  A divine love for me, straight from heaven’s angels of love.

Ruth HI 4U	so are you and I truly mean that.  Straight from my heart.

TrumpOnly4U	we are so blessed to be together.  I’m so humbled by it all, knowing god put this together.  You are my precious treasure, my breath of life...


Arrows...
“Arrows...”

E-Mail — From RuthOnly4U to TrumpOnly4U

from cupid to your heart!


Which side of the past would you care to walk on?
“Which side of the past would you care to walk on?”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, Ruth HI 4U

Ruth HI 4U	So back to being a playboy, how many women have you been with?

TrumpOnly4U	Ah, what playboy?  (I’m in denial)  Last week, last month, or last year?

Ruth HI 4U	Didn’t you say you used to be one?  (I hope not last week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

TrumpOnly4U	No, not really.  Just in my mind.

Ruth HI 4U	Promise.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, darling.  I promise!!!!  I’ve just been looking for you, and now that I’ve found you, forget everyone else.

Ruth HI 4U	That still doesn’t tell me how many.

TrumpOnly4U	In the last five years, two serious relationships, no flings.

Ruth HI 4U	Are you taking that long to count?

TrumpOnly4U	I was engaged to one of them (using my toes to count now)

Ruth HI 4U	And was she as romantic as you?

TrumpOnly4U	No, not at all.  Hmmmm, over the last 10 years...(thinking)

Ruth HI 4U	Geeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	one wife, (nick’s mom) and one affair.  10 year total, 3 possibles and one wife.  (not much of a playboy)

Ruth HI 4U	What about the other two women?

TrumpOnly4U	Women I met in church, kinda engaged to one, engaged to the other one, over a 5 year period.

Ruth HI 4U	:-((((((((((((((((((((

TrumpOnly4U	what are you sad about darling?

Ruth HI 4U	I thought you were taking that long to count how many women you have been with.

TrumpOnly4U	no, no, no.  I don’t date, don’t bar hop or shop in the meat markets...I’ve been very dormant, almost in hibernation.

Ruth HI 4U	okay, I feel a lot better now.

TrumpOnly4U	I’m glad, I was worried about you.  I have been celibate for a long time, too.

Ruth HI 4U	lots lots lots better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	and have no interests except you!  kisses***********

Ruth HI 4U	thanks, kissesssssssssssssssssssss

TrumpOnly4U	(when god’s given you your perfect one, why go elsewhere?)

Ruth HI 4U	My thoughts exactly.

TrumpOnly4U	now I’ll just leave it up to him to bring us together.  Out of 5 billion people world-wide, he’s already brought us together in an electronic world...

Ruth HI 4U	And if it’s meant to be then it will happen.

TrumpOnly4U	yes.  He’s handling this romance, not us.

Ruth HI 4U	Which I think we are meant to be.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, we are meant to be.  We are to be.

Ruth HI 4U	Soulmates***********************

TrumpOnly4U	a family, soulmates************************

Ruth HI 4U	yes

TrumpOnly4U	protectors of each other, lovers of each other, respecters of each others, sharing the joy of life.  (my heart is bursting out of my chest in joy)  May our life be a dance of caring for each other and our family.

Ruth HI 4U	When is your birthday?

TrumpOnly4U	20 Aug.  Yours?

Ruth HI 4U	Oct 18

TrumpOnly4U	It feels like my birthday was the day I met you.

Ruth HI 4U	yes, for me, too

TrumpOnly4U	I’m overwhelmed with emotions, so grateful for you. I cherish you.  “you fill up my senses” (John Denver)

Ruth HI 4U	So many emotions

TrumpOnly4U	I can’t wait till september when we’ll meet.

Ruth HI 4U	Me too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	It’s been a long lonely summer.  Remember that song?

TrumpOnly4U	“sealed with a kiss”  “I will send you a letter, sealed with a kiss.”

Ruth HI 4U	Yes

TrumpOnly4U	It’s playing in my ears now.

Ruth HI 4U	wonderful song

TrumpOnly4U	It’s been a long, lonely lifetime, without you.

Ruth HI 4U	long enough I would say, wouldn’t you?

TrumpOnly4U	I’ve hunted all over the world for you.

Ruth HI 4U	Here I am.  I have been waiting almost a lifetime.

TrumpOnly4U	I did hunt, until you found me, dearest one.  And here you are.  Yes, the pain was almost unbearable to me.  I was ready to quit and die.

Ruth HI 4U	See how good I am at hide and seek?  I won again, I found you.

TrumpOnly4U	why did you hide from me for so long?  (I’m mad about it!)  (you might have lost me to another)  (I might have compromised, well, I did, like you.)

Ruth HI 4U	Sorry, I’ll try not to be so good at it the next time.

TrumpOnly4U	MAY THERE NEVER EVER BE A NEXT TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  (I couldn’t take it)

Ruth HI 4U	If I had lost you to another then it wasn’t meant to be.

TrumpOnly4U	(so many lonely years waiting for you, and only you...TrumpOnly4U)

Ruth HI 4U	Trump4onlyme

TrumpOnly4U	I wonder if our paths have crossed before?  TrumpKissesOnlyU, UonlyTenderKisses4Trump

Ruth HI 4U	yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	yes, ummmmmmm!

Ruth HI 4U	David is calling me to lay down with him

TrumpOnly4U	Sleep with me and the angels, dear one.

Ruth HI 4U	sleep well

TrumpOnly4U	in your arms. (better let you go to your son)

Ruth HI 4U	I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ruth HI 4U	dream of me holding you in my arms, kissing you

TrumpOnly4U	UMMMMM, I will, all night and all tomorrow, ummmmmmmm!!

Ruth HI 4U	Till tomorrow

TrumpOnly4U	tender kisses of love.

Ruth HI 4U	Goodnight****************

TrumpOnly4U	yes, my darling.  I adore you, sweetheart. kisses**************

Ruth HI 4U	Here’s a kiss, bye

TrumpOnly4U	thank you, i caught it!  ummmmmmmmm.  Bye


Bumpy air
“Bumpy air”

Instant Messaging — TrumpetOnly4U, Ruth HI 4U

Ruth HI 4U	hello there.  Missed you

TrumpOnly4U	me, too!  thinking about you every minute. Your status?

Ruth HI 4U	alone.  I have been talking to my sister about you, I hope you don’t mind.

TrumpOnly4U	what have you been saying, you love?

Ruth HI 4U	Don’t worry, not everything.  Remember, you were going to tell me about when you had to take over the airplane from the captain?

TrumpOnly4U	Oh, yes.  I remember.

Ruth HI 4U	I’d like to hear about it.

TrumpOnly4U	sure.  I had to exercise my authority as first officer (the co-pilot who sits in the right seat).

This was a strange flight, almost out of the Twilight Zone.  Even as the captain entered the cockpit for the preflight checks, I knew something was very wrong.  He didn’t look at me, just mouthed a quick, “Hello.”  I’d flown with him a few times and knew he was having family troubles, and maybe financial troubles.  No matter how much you make, you can always get into trouble if you can’t say “no” to folks or your pride.

Ruth HI 4U	was he a young captain?

TrumpOnly4U	no.  Very seasoned and rough around the edges.  We went through the pre-flight checklists laboriously.  We agreed it was to be my takeoff and his landing.  So we launched with no trouble.  It was a flight from Los Angeles to Seattle, a short hop, just two hours.  We were flying a Boeing 727.  I was in the right seat.  The weather into Seattle deteriorated rapidly, so we were on the needles during the approach, meaning we were flying on radio beacons that were guiding us down.

Ruth HI 4U	Is that hard?

TrumpOnly4U	In bumpy weather it can be, but you become used to the pressure.  On this approach, the air was choppy and sometimes rough—we’d feel a good *jolt* here and there so the “buckle up” sign was glowing.  The captain and I hadn’t talked much, but what he said was revealing—trouble at home, with his kid into drugs and his wife pretty upset with their marriage because of his gambling.  (He’d fly his own private plane to Vegas when he was off-duty, partying and visiting the nude bars and the houses.  He was askin’ me what there was to live for.

Ruth HI 4U	What did you say?

TrumpOnly4U	Well, you know me, I told him to find joy and love and happiness every day.  I told him to make today better than yesterday.  I told him to help others, bringing them joy and happiness, and to contribute something meaningful to the human race, to leave something behind for the children (as you can see, I was in an up mood).  But the captain was pretty grumpy and despondent the entire flight.  And then we locked into our descent.  And I was a little nervous.

Ruth HI 4U	why?

TrumpOnly4U	I’m still not sure why, maybe some sixth sense or intuition, or just stomach gas.  Whatever it was, I was on edge.  The captain was handflying the airplane (the autopilot was disengaged).  I was on the radio and instruments, keeping an eye on everything—altitude, course, engines, hydraulics.

When you’re on approach, everything unimportant is tuned out of your brain.  Only the approach is in focus, and everything that can affect it.  (Even though we were in IMC, in the clouds, fog, and Seattle drizzle, I could “see” the topography because I had it memorized—I have it memorized for every approach.  One time a controller turned us right instead of left.  I jumped on the radio and requested a correction—he had turned us into a mountain top!  He corrected)

Ruth HI 4U	so what happened this time?

TrumpOnly4U	As I remember it, we had intercepted the localizer (that’s a horizontal radio beam that guides us to the runway) and the glideslope just came alive (that’s a vertical radio beam that guides us onto the runway).  The captain was on the needles, meaning everything was centered and lined up for the approach.  We were at four thousand feet, descending at seven-hundred feet per minute at 130 knots, so in about six minutes we would be on the ground.

All of a sudden I hear this cry of anguish come out of the captain’s mouth.  But it doesn’t sound like him, sounds like some other voice, one of hatred and disgust.  It frightened me, and it takes a lot to frighten me, especially on an approach because I’m focused into everything the aircraft is, breathing with it.

I look over and yell, “You okay, partner?”  There’s no answer, his eyes are burning with a fire I’ve never seen...and hope to never see again.  My eyes are glued on the needles, noticing we’re sliding below the glideslope, closing on the ground just a little too fast for comfort.

Then all of a sudden he screams, “Jesus, take me home!” and shoves the yoke forward.

The nose dips frantically, we lost our glideslope completely, and we’re nose-down heading into the ground.

Ruth HI 4U	what did you do?

TrumpOnly4U	I’m reacting immediately—“My airplane,” I yell and grab the yoke.  He’s fighting me, pushing the nose down, wanting to dig a hole with all these kids onboard, and me.  In an instant I gathered all my strength and slugged him as hard as I could.  That blow stunned him enough for me to gain control of the yoke, leveling the aircraft and arresting the descent.

I applied go-around power immediately, pushing the throttles up with my left hand as he’s dizzy, spinning from the punch.  The nose stabilizes, begins to pitch up and we’re on our way up again, just seven hundred feet from the ground!  The captain is stunned by my blow to his head, but all’s pretty calm.

I said, “I’ll land it, you relax.”  He nodded in a daze.

The weather banged us around a little on the landing.  I kept one eye on the needles and one eye on him, ready to clobber him at the first sign of demonic involvement, or whatever it was.

At the debrief, I told my story to the flight operation’s director.  It was very sad, for this captain will never sit in a cockpit again.


Panting
“Panting”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to Ruth HI 4U

Blue skies from Lake Arrowhead.  “I panteth for you as a deer panteth for water, yearning for the kisses of your mouth, my beloved.”  (from Song of Soloman, kinda)


Sleeping
“Sleeping”

E-Mail — From Ruth HI 4U to TrumpOnly4U

I guess you fell asleep.  I will try again in the morning about 6:00 am.  I’m looking forward to talking with you again.  I love you.  Goodnight!


A long, lonely summer
“A long, lonely summer”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, Ruth HI 4U

Ruth HI 4U	Hi there!

TrumpOnly4U	hi, back to you, wonder woman!  I was looking at the cover of MAD magazine in AOL.  What’s new?

Ruth HI 4U	Were you on long?

TrumpOnly4U	about 7 minutes and 12.5 seconds.  (I’m making pasta for my beautiful body)

Ruth HI 4U	Great.  Wish I could taste it.  I have a room filled with kids.

TrumpOnly4U	I guessed it.  Taste what?

Ruth HI 4U	pasta

TrumpOnly4U	lol Just finished a smoothie, too.  You alone?

Ruth HI 4U	yes, at the moment.

TrumpOnly4U	shall I call you?

Ruth HI 4U	no, he should be home soon.  I wish we could though, maybe we could later tonight.

TrumpOnly4U	okay  :-((  Somebody broke into my cabin and left pictures of a beautiful woman all over!?  oh, boy!!

:-))))))

Ruth HI 4U	You’re so sweet.  :-))))

TrumpOnly4U	left the meeting early to be with my beloved one.

Ruth HI 4U	He’s home.

TrumpOnly4U	Ugh.  Now what?

Ruth HI 4U	It’s okay, we can talk.

TrumpOnly4U	okay.  You’re so pretty...Christa’s so cute...David so handsome!

Ruth HI 4U	nice hearing from you today.  You really made my day.  :-))

TrumpOnly4U	yes, and you mine.  My day is broken down in four segments now—am, then mid-morning, afternoon, and evening with you.  That’s what gets me through the day.  I seem to be able to handle anything with such confidence...(figure that)

Ruth HI 4U	me to

TrumpOnly4U	I think all great contributions to the planet have come from people in love.  I’m functioning on a completely new level.

Ruth HI 4U	doing anything special tonight?

TrumpOnly4U	yes, talking to you.

Ruth HI 4U	Life is no longer a waste for me since you’ve come into my life.

TrumpOnly4U	ditto!!  Yes, suddenly, my life is worth something just because you’re in it.

Ruth HI 4U	you and me! together forever

:-)))))))))))))))))))))

My prince charming.

TrumpOnly4U	yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  You are the subject of all my devotion now.

Ruth HI 4U	smart,handsome, romantic.  What else could a girl want?

TrumpOnly4U	Trumpet Only4U

Ruth HI 4U	yes, only for me

TrumpOnly4U	you are god’s gift to me, my love.  Every moment of every day you are with me now.  What more could a man ask for—devotion, trust, love, and joy you’ve given me.

Ruth HI 4U	you have done the same for me.

TrumpOnly4U	All added to your stunning, exotic beauty.  It’s true, this is a fairy tale.

Ruth HI 4U	I’m glad you approve.

TrumpOnly4U	totally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ruth HI 4U	:-)))))))))))))))))))))

TrumpOnly4U	gosh, how could I ask for more?  (there isn’t any more, this is it!)

Ruth HI 4U	Wish September would get hear soon.

TrumpOnly4U	I know  :-((   I’ve been planning it all out.  In my mind, in my dreams, in my thoughts.  What do we do after September?

Ruth HI 4U	I guess we will have to cross that bridge when we get there.

TrumpOnly4U	I’ll leave it up to you...

Ruth HI 4U	I will probably be very very sad.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, very, very, very sad when I board the AC.

Ruth HI 4U	Won’t be able to sleep or eat. :-((((((

TrumpOnly4U	nor will I until I see you again, those big brown sparkling eyes.

Ruth HI 4U	Those eyes wont be very sparkly when you leave.

TrumpOnly4U	gosh...what do we do?

Ruth HI 4U	:-(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

TrumpOnly4U	:-(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Ruth HI 4U	We will make it, I’m sure

TrumpOnly4U	together or apart?

Ruth HI 4U	together for sure.

TrumpOnly4U	:-)))))))))))))))))))))))))))

(I’m so happy again!!)

Ruth HI 4U	I promise  :-))))

TrumpOnly4U	I believe your promise.  And I promise to never have another, to wait for you, dumpling.  (to wait at least a month)

Ruth HI 4U	I promise the same

TrumpOnly4U	(maybe two) (possibly three)

Ruth HI 4U	You will only wait for a month?

TrumpOnly4U	(just jesting) I’ll wait as long as it takes for you to decide.

Ruth HI 4U	I was hoping you would say that.

TrumpOnly4U	of course, darling.

Ruth HI 4U	I promise not to make you wait too long.

TrumpOnly4U	but I do want to marry you.  Okay?  (it will all work out in god’s will)

Ruth HI 4U	Okay, I want the same.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, husband and wife and family, true family.

Ruth HI 4U	We will have so much fun.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, we will.  Tell me how it will be.

Ruth HI 4U	We will live anywhere you want, whether here or there.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, my beloved one.  As long as you are always near me.  We could live in both places.

Ruth HI 4U	always.

TrumpOnly4U	thank you, always.  I want you here right now, kissing me.

Ruth HI 4U	People are all over my screen.

TrumpOnly4U	drat, do you want to change to another screen name?

Ruth HI 4U	No, I will change later.

TrumpOnly4U	okay, email me with your new handle!

Ruth HI 4U	Will do

TrumpOnly4U	don’t tell anyone so we can be alone, especially your sister!!

Ruth HI 4U	Okay.  How about ruth4onlyu?

TrumpOnly4U	perfect!!!  :-))))))))))))))))))))

What do you think of these numbers?  9,18,26,31,45,49 or 9,18,26,36,43,45

Ruth HI 4U	try 9,20,27,36,43,45

TrumpOnly4U	got it!!  will do tomorrow.  So what do we do with the $30 million?

Ruth HI 4U	Everything!

TrumpOnly4U	But a million doesn’t go as far as it used to.

Ruth HI 4U	There are only a few years left, remember?

TrumpOnly4U	1st, get married!  (2017, was that the year the world ends?)

Ruth HI 4U	We don’t need a lot of money to be happy

TrumpOnly4U	party hearty.  Not a lot of money, just enough.  We could live on a yacht!

Ruth HI 4U	That sounds like fun it has to be a big one (sea sick)

TrumpOnly4U	yes, very big.  We could voyage to the Big Island and beyond!  Perhaps the South Pacific, Australia, New Zealand, see Josh on his island.

Ruth HI 4U	We could go everywhere

TrumpOnly4U	we’ll awaken in a new port every morning...awaken in each other’s arms in a new port every morning.

Ruth HI 4U	That sounds even better.  David decided not to go.  Stuck with them all. Husb is still going

TrumpOnly4U	i could give you a ring later.

Ruth HI 4U	yes, later. I will let you know.  He just left

TrumpOnly4U	Shall I call you?

Ruth HI 4U	Okay if you would like

TrumpOnly4U	yes, of course.  How long?

Ruth HI 4U	You could call me now if you would like.

TrumpOnly4U	will do. bye, my darling!


Maika’i kakahiaka
“Maika’i kakahiaka”

E-Mail — FromRuthOnly4U to TrumpOnly4U

good morning!  Thank you for last night  :-))  ummmmmmm!

au aloha ‘oe (means I love you), au ‘eha nau (I ache for you)


Relaxing
“Relaxing”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

Just relaxing from the day after a shower.  In my PJ’s working out my budget for the next two months.  77 degrees here today, low humidity, another day in Paradise, especially now that we’re together forever.  The lake is rippling peacefully and I’m filled with splendid thoughts of you, your children, and your family.  Your photos adorn my workstation.  I’ve carried them with me all day, and now will always have the little one of you and Christa in my business card case in my pocket.  I’m a very blessed man!  Until later, unending love, my princess charming.


You give great phone, and your online ain’t that bad, either
“You give great phone, and your online ain’t that bad, either”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, RuthOnly4U

RuthOnly4U	Goodmorning!

TrumpOnly4U	hi, sweetheart.  You sleepy?  It’s 5 am in Hawaii

RuthOnly4U	Very, are you?

TrumpOnly4U	ummm, it’s nice to wake up with you!  No, woke up early and feel great!!  That was the sexiest night of my life!!!!  I’m still excited about it.

RuthOnly4U	It was great

TrumpOnly4U	I’m ready for more!!!  Feels like I’m 16 again.

RuthOnly4U	Makes me anxious for September.  Are you?

TrumpOnly4U	yes, so excited and so looking forward to touching my darling one, etc.

RuthOnly4U	Wouldn’t it be great to turn back time?

TrumpOnly4U	oh, yes, back to when we were so young and to find each other then.

RuthOnly4U	Can’t wait to feel you, touch you and kiss you.  All over.

TrumpOnly4U	Ummmmm, in the summer of our youth...this is the spring of our youth, the rebirth.  Yes, I feel you right now touching me, I’m getting excited.  Let me kiss and touch you and awaken you to a new day of love.

RuthOnly4U	You feel very nice.

TrumpOnly4U	let me kiss your neck and your shoulders ever so gently, as you wrap your arms around me pulling me closer to you...my hands pulling your hips into mine...kissing your lips, my darling, searching for your tongue to touch mine.

Kissing your breasts, licking and sucking your nipples, my fingers searching between your thighs...looking hunting for your passion’s desire.  The back of my finger touches you there...gently opening you up for me.  I feel your wetness, your fragrance sweetens the air with passion.  Down I move with my tongue...painting your breast with my juices, nibbling as I go...now, I’m painting your stomach as my fingers move inside you...

RuthOnly4U	It feels soooo good!!!

TrumpOnly4U	good, moving inside you spreading you for me to kiss, soon.  My tongue is in your hair, licking, painting, biting you, nibbling on you...my fingers moving softer then harder inside you as you lift up for me to move in deeper...my other hand is under your cheek pulling you into my mouth...ummmmmmm, I’m tasting you now, feeling your hand on me as I’m growing larger and larger...swelling with blood, enlargening, so hard now for you.

Ummmmmmmmm, i’m sucking on you now...licking and sucking all your private places, my fingers almost tickling you with pleasure...want to eat, eat, eat you all up...one long lick along all your beauty from your thighs to your stomach, here it is!!  Long, slow, and sensuous...ummmmmmmmmm!!!

RuthOnly4U	yyyyyyyyyyyyyy

TrumpOnly4U	I can hear your moans and signs, your breath is panting for my touch.  My tongue enters you slightly, tasting of your fruit...licking your pinkness open for me to savor...delicious!!!  Sucking up the juice of your flesh.  I’m a mad man for your pleasure!!!  My body is numb for you...I can barely breath, licking now, diving deeply into you with my tongue and fingers...pulling your hips against my face...

RuthOnly4U	mmmmmmmmm

TrumpOnly4U	as you start to move against my mouth, as I slip my tongue into you even deeper!!!  Licking the full length of you, then sucking on your trigger of sensuality!!!  You’re near, as your hips rise up against my mouth...

RuthOnly4U	Please come in me I can’t take it much longer.

TrumpOnly4U	one long lick with my tongue...i’m moving up on you now, take me and guide me into you...here i come inside you...my tip is just entering...ahhhhhhhhhh..

RuthOnly4U	I feel you.

TrumpOnly4U	can’t take it slow, in I go, inside you, a feverish thrust into you...all the way to the hilt.  ummmmmmmmmmm.

RuthOnly4U	yyyyyyyyy   faster

TrumpOnly4U	the kisses of your mouth fill my lips, faster, moving into you, hard as a rock, deep inside. i’m ready to explode inside you.  i’m cumming now, pouring inside you, so warm and so much!!!

RuthOnly4U	mmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

TrumpOnly4U	filling you up, hot, hot hot!!!  telling you “I love you, my beloved one.”

RuthOnly4U	I LOVE YOU!!!

You are a great lover!

TrumpOnly4U	I LOVE YOU!!!  MY PRECIOUS ONE.  You bring it all out of me, dear one.  Rest in the afterglow.  I have to fly, my sweet darling one.

kisses*****************************

RuthOnly4U	Leaving me with the best feeling

kisses*****************************

TrumpOnly4U	ummmmmmmmmmmmm, rest in my heart, darling one!


Minutes to wait
“Minutes to wait”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

only minutes...to wait until i see your words again, touching into your mind, dear one.


Strawberries of adoration on your stomach
“Strawberries of adoration on your stomach”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, RuthOnly4U

RuthOnly4U	goodmorning!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	hi, darling!!!!!!********* my little voice said, “oh, just go online right now, she’ll be there!”

RuthOnly4U	I thought you would be there.

TrumpOnly4U	you are the soul of my soul.  I love you and miss your touch.

RuthOnly4U	Just woke up and came straight to the computer.

TrumpOnly4U	gooodie!  Sorry I fell asleep last night.  Woke up at 5:45 yearning for you.

RuthOnly4U	I love you

TrumpOnly4U	I’m glad we’ve connect.  Couldn’t go very long without talking to you.

RuthOnly4U	I missed you last night.  I’m glad, too!

TrumpOnly4U	I’m so sorry about that.  Was planning to nap...and blam! morning came.  (I’m quivering with excitement, what are you doing to me?)

RuthOnly4U	The same you are doing to me.

TrumpOnly4U	i wanted to kiss you goodnight...and stuff.  “Soul of my soul,” popped into my brain when thinking of you this morning.

RuthOnly4U	It’s okay.  I know you were very tired.

TrumpOnly4U	thank you, but I wanted to be with you, and then tuck you in for sleepy bye!

RuthOnly4U	That would of been nice. I don’t have much time.  I have to get ready for work

TrumpOnly4U	I worked on our book for a couple of hours last night, and couldn’t hold my head up any more (my body is quivering with excitement just to talk to you.)

RuthOnly4U	I spent my night talking with Laura and her friend for awhile

TrumpOnly4U	oh, good, then you weren’t alone.

RuthOnly4U	I’m glad you feel that way for me.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, I don’t understand it.  Do you?  (you’ve become a part of me)  When I’m not with you, I’m scattered and upset.  Unbalanced.

RuthOnly4U	I would have rather have spent it with you, though. It was fun she showed me a bunch of tricks on the computer.

TrumpOnly4U	Show me the tricks sometime, okay, my beloved.

RuthOnly4U	I can’t explain it either.  I just know how I feel.

TrumpOnly4U	I adore you, darling.  do you feel the same?  Quivering with joy and expectation.

RuthOnly4U	I have never ever felt this way about any man before.

TrumpOnly4U	LIGHTENG BOLT!!!!!

RuthOnly4U	exactly!!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	nor i for any woman.  barely eating now.  I read in “song of Soloman” she was “lovesick”.  That’s how i feel!!!

RuthOnly4U	I feel the same don’t know what’s come over me.

TrumpOnly4U	I’m too amorous for you, dearest.  I’m in a daze, with this big grin on my face.

RuthOnly4U	So am I.  It seems i am always smiling lately.  Not a care in the world now that I have my Trumpet!

TrumpOnly4U	yes, just the “care” to get there and be in your arms.  Now that I have my Ruth, my beloved one.

RuthOnly4U	My prince charming  my Soulmate.

TrumpOnly4U	my beloved one, how I’ve longed for you.  My soulmate, lover of my being, joy of my life, my princess charming, my only delight, the love of my life, darling of my soul.  Thank you, God!

RuthOnly4U	Yes, I thank him every night before I go to sleep.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, me too, while i’m hugging my lady seal.

RuthOnly4U	Still haven’t thought of that special name for her?  What time did you get on line this morning?

TrumpOnly4U	1st time, just flash session to email you.  2nd time 8,45.  There is a wave of emotion flooding me now...can barely breathe, surging through my veins. (just flooded with emotion for you)

RuthOnly4U	It’s just amazing how much you’re on my mind.

TrumpOnly4U	(swept away, blinded to everything else)  HOw will i do anything today?  you have permeated my existence.

RuthOnly4U	I have much to do today and probably wont get much done.

TrumpOnly4U	i think i’m actually lovesick for you.

RuthOnly4U	I think we are both love sick.(for sure)

TrumpOnly4U	my stomach has been upset for days.  don’t feel like eating or doing anything except being with you.

RuthOnly4U	I am losing more weight than i planned to, all because of you.

TrumpOnly4U	you’ll be perfect when we meet, don’t worry.  (me too, god’s in control here)  Honestly, i’m not breathing regularly, taking these big giant panting breaths “like a deer panteth for water, i panteth for you.”

RuthOnly4U	Maybe you haven’t been eating because you have been either on the phone or the computer and don’t have much time to visit your friends that cook for you.  I wish I could cook for you.  And that’s special you know, because I rarely cook myself!

TrumpOnly4U	lollllll.  haven’t been wanting to leave your side.  was in the cabin most of the day with you yesterday.  i would enjoy watching you prepare our sustenance, and helping if i could, perhaps making a salad for us.  Can you cook while i’m hugging you from behind and kissing your neck all around?

RuthOnly4U	That sounds great  How about a salad and some fruit for desert in bed?

TrumpOnly4U	ummmm, i know the fruit i want to taste.  right now!

RuthOnly4U	Okay, come over!!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	strawberries on your stomach. comming!  Let me taste your thighs and kiss your toes, my lover.

RuthOnly4U	Strawberries,cherries,and grapes.  ummmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	yes, all over you, on your stomach, resting between your thighs for me to eat, eat, eat all up.

RuthOnly4U	Can hardly wait.

TrumpOnly4U	gobble, gobble, gobble, i’m hungry just licking you more and more and more.

RuthOnly4U	The excitement I am feeling is great.

TrumpOnly4U	taking all of you in my mouth and ...

RuthOnly4U	Goose bumps all over.

TrumpOnly4U	(yes, me too)

RuthOnly4U	and...

TrumpOnly4U	tasting you, sucking you , kissing you...eating what’s inside you...holding you against my mouth, slipping my tongue into you...

RuthOnly4U	and...

TrumpOnly4U	slurping around in there...opening you wide with my tongue and fingers...licking deeply inside you as far as i can...swallowing your fruit, then sucking and touching the trigger of your pleasure...flicking you, and sucking you with my tongue and lips...spreading your thighs even wider as you move your toes up for me to suck on...now licking and sucking your toes, then licking your pussy cat...the sensation is unbearable to you...

RuthOnly4U	yyyyyyyyyyyyyy

TrumpOnly4U	you’re floating off into another place of delight.  Now i’m licking just next to your gem...

RuthOnly4U	I can feel you licking there ummmmmmmmm

TrumpOnly4U	on the inside of your thigh, lightly, softly, as your sighs rise...do you want me inside you now?

RuthOnly4U	Yes   Is this a test?

TrumpOnly4U	lol

RuthOnly4U	To see if i can resist you?  I will lose, you know.

TrumpOnly4U	Nope, this is so we won’t be tempted when i’m there (right!)

RuthOnly4U	How do you think this will make us not tempted?

TrumpOnly4U	giving me the kisses of our mouth.

RuthOnly4U	It just makes me crave for you all the more.

TrumpOnly4U	okay, well, shall we stop?  (i’m all flushed, here)

RuthOnly4U	I didn’t say that!!  I would never want you to stop.

TrumpOnly4U	take me in both your hands and push me deep inside you, and give me the kisses of your mouth, please.

RuthOnly4U	I could kiss you forever.  Touch you forever.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, and i also, forever.

RuthOnly4U	Would you let me?

TrumpOnly4U	hold you forever, love you forever, adore you forever?  Yes, my dear one, forever.  I adore you.  Kissing your lips forever, what a wonderful thought!

RuthOnly4U	I adore you more than any man I have ever adored in my life.

TrumpOnly4U	i’ve never adored another women in my life, Only4U.  Touching you forever, how delightful.

RuthOnly4U	For us it will be forever.

TrumpOnly4U	“adore” is a new word in my vocabulary.  It’s lifted me up to a new plateau of love.  i’ve been infatuated, “in love”, “in lust”, “in need”, but I’ve never adored, before.

RuthOnly4U	We will be together soon!

TrumpOnly4U	yes, in the paradise of your arms in Hawaii.

RuthOnly4U	You are my sweetheart!

TrumpOnly4U	and you are mine, sweetheart! my only delight.

RuthOnly4U	I adore you with all my heart.

TrumpOnly4U	and with all of mine, also, swept away on the wings of love

RuthOnly4U	I would do anything for you.

TrumpOnly4U	and I would for you darling one, anything!!!!  May god protect you and keep you...


Ms. Seal & I slept well
“Ms. Seal & I slept well”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

G’mornin’...my darling!

Couldn’t start the day without hugging you.  Ms. Seal & I slept well.  Hope David is feeling better and you are in happy spirits.  Until we chat,

All my LOVE, Trumpet*******

If you feel our lovesong has a tendency to go slightly flowery, visit this lovesong from a few thousand years ago!

“We will make you earrings of gold, studded with silver.

While the king was at his table, my perfume spread its fragrance.

My lover is to me a sachet of myrrh resting between my breasts.  My lover is to me a cluster of henna blossoms from the vineyards of En Gedi.  How beautiful you are, my darling!  Oh, how beautiful!  Your eyes are doves.  How handsome you are, my lover!  Oh, how charming!  And our bed is verdant.  The beams of our house are cedars;  our rafters are firs.  I am a rose of Sharon, a lily of the valleys.  Like a lily among thorns is my darling among the maidens.

Like an apple tree among the trees of the forest is my lover among the young men.  I delight to sit in his shade, and his fruit is sweet to my taste.”


Late
“Late”

E-Mail — From RuthOnly4U to TrumpOnly4U

Waited for you but you never showed.  Must of fallen asleep.  Hope to talk with you soon.  Wont be home till late tomorrow.  Have a wonderful day!

ruth


Add ‘sparkles’ to your checklist
“Add ‘sparkles’ to your checklist”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, RuthOnly4U

RuthOnly4U	Someone else e-mailed me don’t know who it is

TrumpOnly4U	there are email lists floating around.  Ruth’s really interesting.  She was truly a wonderful caring, loving, woman.  She reminds me of you.  And you see, God choose her to continue the line to His own Son, Jesus.  You finished reading?

RuthOnly4U	I enjoyed it very much.  Thank you for “e’ing” it to me.

TrumpOnly4U	you’re very welcome.  Her love is so much like yours, I guess that’s why I chose her name for you.  (Guess who’s in my other window!)

RuthOnly4U	Laura

TrumpOnly4U	you guessed it!  (she’s telling me about you)

RuthOnly4U	What is she saying?

TrumpOnly4U	Umm...she’s an excellent mom...too good...her son is a mama’s boy.  :) ...she’s a loving person...she’ll start to cry just because you are.  :)

RuthOnly4U	Is she still there?

TrumpOnly4U	Yes.  I’m telling her how wonderful you are.  She agrees.  Laura to me—“Well...she certainly talks a lot about you...She gets this little sparkle in her eye...I should thank you for making her so happy...”

RuthOnly4U	That’s the truth.

TrumpOnly4U	what a nice truth.  I told her, “Me too!”  Now she’s saying, “I’m just glad that she is happy...she wasn’t the happy camper before she met you.  I hope the two of you will be able to meet one day.  You gotta love her...she’s one of a kind.”  I’m with you now.

RuthOnly4U	Is she gone?

TrumpOnly4U	yes, just signing off.  She said to “keep the sparkles!!”

RuthOnly4U	She is just being nice because I have her daughter and she wants me to keep her longer. lolol

TrumpOnly4U	lol!!!!!  (now i understand) only 1440 more hours until i see you.

RuthOnly4U	can’t wait  ;-)))))).  How do you feel?  Are you all rested up?

TrumpOnly4U	yes, my love.  Still running on low but feeling so content with my new life with you.  (can i call you now?)

RuthOnly4U	No, he is home but you might be able to later tonight.

TrumpOnly4U	;-)))))  okay, i’m rested so i can stay up late, good.  Kisses, darling, all over your face!!!  (I have that big grin again)

RuthOnly4U	Got all of your kisses!!

TrumpOnly4U	Have that big grin of absolute joy.  ummmmmm, good!!  I keep imagining our meeting.

RuthOnly4U	It will be wonderful

TrumpOnly4U	yes, so blessed, my blessed hope.

RuthOnly4U	Everything will be perfect.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, thank you for the reassurance.  (I’m all nervous about it)

RuthOnly4U	We are very blessed.

TrumpOnly4U	I hope I won’t disappoint you in some way.

RuthOnly4U	I’m nervous also but I know everything will turn out.

TrumpOnly4U	i love you SOOOOOOOOOOOO much!  Sparkles!!!!!!

RuthOnly4U	How could you ever disappoint me?

TrumpOnly4U	well,,,,,,,(thinking)

RuthOnly4U	never,never,never.

TrumpOnly4U	I could be too tall, or too big, or too clumsy, or too...

RuthOnly4U	Bet you can’t come up with a thing.

TrumpOnly4U	or too smiley, or too happy, or too funny, or...

RuthOnly4U	I like tall

TrumpOnly4U	i like you!!!!!

RuthOnly4U	You’re perfect for me.

TrumpOnly4U	and you for me, darling.

RuthOnly4U	I hope that I will be your type.

TrumpOnly4U	you are my beloved one.  (made in heaven for me only)

RuthOnly4U	Maybe once you meet me you will change your mind.

TrumpOnly4U	nevvvvvvvvvvvvver!  The only mind change will be, I’ll never want to leave you again.

RuthOnly4U	Maybe once you get to know me better there will be things you don’t like.

TrumpOnly4U	Maybe once you get to know me better there will be things you don’t like.  lol

RuthOnly4U	(maybe)

TrumpOnly4U	nevvvvvvvvvvver!!!!!  i already know the things I don’t like; I have to come back home, for one

:-(((((

RuthOnly4U	Yes, that will be hard

TrumpOnly4U	maybe we’ll be together within the year?  as husband and wife.

RuthOnly4U	That sounds very nice, maybe. I miss you  :-))))

TrumpOnly4U	Yes, and I too miss you, sweet kisses.  ;-)

RuthOnly4U	You never told me what my last name would be.

TrumpOnly4U	Mrs. James

RuthOnly4U	That sounds great!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	what’s your middle name?

RuthOnly4U	Marcia

TrumpOnly4U	I love that name!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	I’m Trumpet James.  You would be Ruth Marcia James, sounds nice!!!  My mother will love you!!!

RuthOnly4U	I hope she will.  It has a nice ring to it, don’t you think?

TrumpOnly4U	yes, I REALLY LIKE IT!!  It’s very phonetic, and just plum pretty.  You will be her perfect daughter-in-law!

RuthOnly4U	I will surely try.

TrumpOnly4U	darling, you don’t have to try, just be yourself!!  She’ll like coming to hawaii to visit.  Yes, dear one, this is it!

RuthOnly4U	Yes, this is it.

TrumpOnly4U	Ruth Marcia James, very very nice!

RuthOnly4U	I love it!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	Yes, no other name has sounded that nice.  My dad would have loved you, too.

RuthOnly4U	I know my family will love you, too.  Everyone will adore you

TrumpOnly4U	I can’t wait to meet all of them and to participate in your lovely, wonderful, traditional Hawaiian family.  I will adore all of them;  I’ve missed being with family.

RuthOnly4U	Well, I definitely have a big family.  I’m sure you will love my family.

TrumpOnly4U	I know I will.  I hope Husb finds someone, too;  someone he can love as I love you.

RuthOnly4U	Yes, Husb is a very nice guy.  He deserves romance and love, too

TrumpOnly4U	how many in your family?  (my relatives are numerous, also)

RuthOnly4U	all together, you mean everyone?

TrumpOnly4U	yes, (round to the nearest 100!)  Must be at least 30 in mine in minnesota.  We’ll have to fly in for a visit and meet everyone.

RuthOnly4U	close to 100.

TrumpOnly4U	do you picnic together, and party together, and celebrate together?  (I miss that a lot)

RuthOnly4U	Yes, all the time.

TrumpOnly4U	wow, we’ll have so much fun.

RuthOnly4U	We’ll have a great time!!

TrumpOnly4U	and then we’ll be able to come home together and...

RuthOnly4U	play airplanes together!  Tell me another airplane story, will ya, captain?

TrumpOnly4U	Okay, little girl.  I’ll tell you about two bad ones, *very* bad ones.  This one never shoulda happened.  Somebody screwed up and blew a checklist.

RuthOnly4U	what happened?

TrumpOnly4U	Whenever you fly, try to watch the pilots walking through their checklists.  You can tell a lot about a pilot by how he checks things, looks at things, walks around the AC, looking, probing, wondering, double-checking, triple-checking.  This one happened in Mexico.

On the ground in Mexico if they don’t have an electrical hookup to the aircraft, the flight engineer turns on the APU.  That’s an Auxiliary Power Unit that powers-up the air conditioning and all the passenger comfort power for the cabin, and some cockpit power, too.  When the engines are started, they provide all the power for the aircraft and the APU is switched off.

So this flight crew powers-up the engines on this Boeing 727, running through their checklists turning things on and off, receives their departure clearance, is cleared for takeoff and launches into the air.  The captain calls, “gear up” and the landing gear rumbles into the wheel wells, the well doors shutting securely.  The flight is normal at this point.

RuthOnly4U	then what happened?

TrumpOnly4U	About fifteen minutes into the flight, a flight attendant rushes into the cockpit.  She’s yelling the wing is on fire!!  The co-pilot rushes back to confirm.  Yes, it’s burning, flames shooting out the wing at the root (next to the fuselage).  If they don’t land this ship immediately, it’s the end.

And it was.

The crew radioed, “Mayday, mayday, mayday,” and were cleared for an immediate return to the airport for landing.  They had to turn out toward a mountain, and as they did, the wing separated from the fuselage, eaten through by the fire as the fuel stored in the wing exploded.  The craft just spun down, totally out of control, and dug a big hole.  Everyone was lost.

RuthOnly4U	My God, just like that

TrumpOnly4U	What happened?  The flight engineer missed the checklist, leaving the APU running.  When the gear was locked into the wheel wells and the well doors shut, all ventilation to the area was sealed off.  The APU generated so much heat, the wing caught fire at the root, burning through.  The fire ignited the fuel cells in the wing and she was all over but the screaming.

RuthOnly4U	why couldn’t they put the fire out?

TrumpOnly4U	It was an oversight;  the designers never figured extinguishers would be necessary at the wing root.  Fire extinguishers were retrofitted to this area in all similar aircraft sometime later.

If you’ve checked it once, check it twice, and then once more.  That will save your life and the lives of those who are loved by many who ride in your aircraft, trusting you.

RuthOnly4U	How many people died, honey?

TrumpOnly4U	Too many.


Creation Calls
“Creation Calls”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

“How could I say there is no God, when all around creation calls. a singing bird, a mighty tree, the vast expanse of open sea.

Yes, I love to stare at the ocean shore, to feel the thundering breakers roar, to walk through golden fields of grain, to watch the new horizons break again,

I believe, I believe...”

A friend of mine wrote this in his song, “Creation Calls”.  I’m enjoying listening to it now filled with thoughts of the beauty of your creation, my only love.  I’ll send you a CD so you can join me, darling one.


Whoops
“Whoops”

E-Mail — From RuthOnly4U to TrumpOnly4U

Goodmorning.  Sorry I had to hang up so quickly.  I didn’t hear him come in.  But don’t worry, everything is fine.  I’m sorry I didn’t have the chance to tell you “I love you” before we hung up.

I LOVE YOU!  I LOVE YOU!  I LOVE YOU!

Till 7:30 Ruth


Double it
“Double it”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

double, triple, quadruple...every thought and feeling you have for me, I double it, triple it, quadruple it...

******************************trumpie


Gotta go, bye (click)
“Gotta go, bye (click)”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, RuthOnly4U

RuthOnly4U	goodmorning!

TrumpOnly4U	hi, dearest...I was worried about you.  Had all kinds of weird wonderings.

RuthOnly4U	Don’t worry

TrumpOnly4U	just picked up your “don’t worry” mail.  Thanks so much for sending it.

RuthOnly4U	Sorry to hang up on you that way.

TrumpOnly4U	I understand, but had all kinds of horrible thoughts about what was going on.

RuthOnly4U	how are you this morning?

TrumpOnly4U	much better now.  Did you read my email to you yet?

RuthOnly4U	Yes, all of them, thank you.

TrumpOnly4U	Can i call you now?

RuthOnly4U	yes!

TrumpOnly4U	going offline, darling!


Forgiven, always
“Forgiven, always”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, RuthOnly4U

RuthOnly4U	hello

TrumpOnly4U	hi, surprise!

RuthOnly4U	surprise!

TrumpOnly4U	sweet surprise!!  What’s happening?

RuthOnly4U	taking the kids to a movie.  Thinking of man of the house.  Will e-mail you when I get back

TrumpOnly4U	I’ve been thinking about being the man of the house, too!

RuthOnly4U	Really!

TrumpOnly4U	yessssssss

RuthOnly4U	I meant the movie, funny.

TrumpOnly4U	oh...

RuthOnly4U	You can call me at work tomorrow whenever you would like.

TrumpOnly4U	call on the phone tonight?

RuthOnly4U	No, he is home.  Don’t think I will be able to tonight but I will be thinking of you all night.  I’ll e-mail you when I get back.  Why don’t you take a nap?

TrumpOnly4U	that’s a good idea

RuthOnly4U	It’s 10:30 for you, isn’t it?

TrumpOnly4U	yes, 10,30.  Be back in 3 hours?  (love your new screen name.  Don’t tell Laura)

RuthOnly4U	I guess it will be 2:30 am your time, I suppose.  I’ll try to make it at 1:30 am your time.  okay?

are you there?

TrumpOnly4U	that’s fine with me, either time...can you call me collect and just let the phone ring to wake me?

RuthOnly4U	Hey, you talking with someone?

TrumpOnly4U	I won’t answer it but will go online.  no

RuthOnly4U	Okay

TrumpOnly4U	No, I’m not talking with anyone except you.  Are you receiving my sends?

RuthOnly4U	Yes.  I keep your number at work

TrumpOnly4U	Here it is again...

RuthOnly4U	got it

TrumpOnly4U	Don’t be jealous of me, darling, no need to be.  I love you only, only4U

RuthOnly4U	Sometimes I cant help it will you forgive me?

TrumpOnly4U	Forgiven, always.

RuthOnly4U	Okay, I will hurry back

TrumpOnly4U	yes, darling, but don’t rush and enjoy your family.  I’ll be here for you when you arrive home.

RuthOnly4U	Talk with you soon

TrumpOnly4U	I’ll be waiting with love for you.

RuthOnly4U	Thank you!  Talk with you soon!  I love you


In eternity
“In eternity”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

“I will be yours, you will be mine, together in eternity.  Our hearts of love will be entwined, together in eternity, forever in eternity.”


Didn’t want to wake you
“Didn’t want to wake you”

E-Mail — From RuthOnly4U to TrumpOnly4U

We got back very late.  Didn’t have the heart to wake you.  We saw the movie Apollo 13.  Thought of you the whole time.

I will sign on at 5:30 am my time.  Hope to seen you there!

I love you, Ruth


Re:  didn’t want to wake you
“Re:  didn’t want to wake you”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

Woke up at 3 am wondering if i had missed your wakeup call??  Thought about going on and looking for you, but just laid in bed for about an hour wishing for your call.  Then fell asleep again with thoughts of you, my beloved.

Will go on at 8:30 am for only 15 minutes, have to be at an event, but can call you at the office today.  [I would have loved to have watched Apollo 13 w/you and Josh!]


Which side of the path would you care to walk on?
“Which side of the path would you care to walk on?”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, RuthOnly4U

RuthOnly4U	goodmorning!  :-))))

TrumpOnly4U	you could have awakened me.  it would have been okay.

RuthOnly4U	Sorry I didn’t wake you

TrumpOnly4U	yes, I was kinda worried about you, wondering what happened.

RuthOnly4U	Also, I couldn’t call you.  He stayed up.  Thought of you all night.

TrumpOnly4U	I thought something like that might happen.  I shoulda come online and looked for you.  Yes, and thoughts of you all night, my darling one.  I liked the way you stood up for what’s right on the phone last time, showing me the way!!  I love that in a woman!

RuthOnly4U	Good, I’m glad

TrumpOnly4U	I’ll always count on that talent to help me see the light.  I don’t know everything...I just think i do!

RuthOnly4U	You love a strong women, do ya!  Sometimes I may be weak!

TrumpOnly4U	yes, I do love a strong woman, gentle yet firm.  I’ll be gentle yet firm, like we fly airplanes.

RuthOnly4U	You are exactly that, I can tell.

TrumpOnly4U	every moment my love grows deeper for you.  I hope to be everything for you, my beloved.  I hope god makes it that way.

RuthOnly4U	You are everything I ever wanted and more.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, and you the same and more!  Dreams do come true!

RuthOnly4U	didn’t need an alarm this morning.  Thoughts of you all night, couldn’t sleep.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, I awoke at 3 am looking for you.  Filled with thought of you and love all night.  Going into a new dimension with this (us).  Life is anew for me.

RuthOnly4U	and me!  I’ll talk with you later this morning!  I’ll be waiting.  :-))))))))))

TrumpOnly4U	yes, my beloved, every moment I will be waiting for the moment when I can hear your lovely voice again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I’m lovesick for you, precious.

RuthOnly4U	I LOVE YOU!!!  My prince charming.

TrumpOnly4U	ILOVE YOU!!!, TOO!  My princess charming.  Until then, so long!

RuthOnly4U	aloha, my haole man!


A Mountain, sweater morning
“A Mountain, sweater morning”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

“Mountains high and valleys low, you will never let me go.  By your fountain let me drink, fill my thirsty soul.  Glorious, marvelous, grace that rescued me...glory, worthy, is the Lamb who died for me...”

An overcast and rainy, jeans and sweater day on the mountain top.  Feeling so close to you and God...”I will worship you all my days,” my beloved Hawaiian Princess.

May your morning be wonderful with God, as will mine filled with thoughts of you.  Until we meet again...all my love.

Aloha,

your Trumpet


Fervent prayers
“Fervent prayers”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

Blessed maika’i kakahiaka to you.  I awoke to your glorious smiles...from your beautiful pictures, from thoughts of our joyous times together, from feelings of my forever hopes fulfilled, and with fervent prayers for the days of our tomorrows.

I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!!!

until we touch again...  your Trumpet


That’s what the ring would be for, silly!
“That’s what the ring would be for, silly!”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, RuthOnly4U

RuthOnly4U	Good morning to you!  :-)))))

TrumpOnly4U	(:-)))))))))))))))))

RuthOnly4U	thoughts of you all night, and all morning.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, tell me them all, my precious!!!

RuthOnly4U	Dreams of us in Hawaii, living happily ever after.

TrumpOnly4U	oh, gosh, my love for you is growing sooooooooooo deep.  (Sigh)

RuthOnly4U	I love you!!!!!!!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	oh, gosh...I love you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  (you’ve got my life upside down in love with you)  Can I call you?

RuthOnly4U	No, dear one.  No, everyone is home.  Last night was wonderful.  I’m glad I was able to spend it with you.

TrumpOnly4U	wasn’t it just so special, the entire day spent with you...I’m totally lost in you...woke up with your pictures...

RuthOnly4U	Very special

TrumpOnly4U	felt such joy and fulfillment, and completeness...

RuthOnly4U	Cant wait for more of yours.

TrumpOnly4U	I’ve been making family plans all morning in my mind.  Yes, will send as soon as i know your box #

RuthOnly4U	Okay, I will let you know as soon as I get it.

TrumpOnly4U	I even had thoughts about “our daughter” being born.  Me, in the delivery room holding your hand!!!

RuthOnly4U	Me, squeezing your hand.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, my beloved darling precious one, as you give birth to our child.  Ummm, what a tender in-love scene.

RuthOnly4U	(No twins)

TrumpOnly4U	hahahah.  Yes, dear, triplets!

RuthOnly4U	One child.  Period!!!

TrumpOnly4U	yes, by beloved.  ONE CHILD! ours

RuthOnly4U	:-)))))))

TrumpOnly4U	Then God told me to “slow down and let Me handle everything”

RuthOnly4U	Yes, listen to him.  :-))))

TrumpOnly4U	I will listen  :-)))))))))) then two miracles happened!  This am went for a hike (beautiful views)

RuthOnly4U	Wish I could of been there.  Whattttt!

TrumpOnly4U	as i was hiking, a deer crossed my path!!!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	it was a lone deer...usually they travel in pairs or in families.

RuthOnly4U	Was it lost?

TrumpOnly4U	it was the first deer i’ve EVER seen in Big Bear Lake...not lost, it’s national forest where I was hiking.  When I saw it...I was in heavenly thoughts of you.  I think it was a sign that “all will be well”

RuthOnly4U	I really believe that it will...I can feel it in my heart.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, I will always hold that thought.  Yes, I feel it now in my heart also, the deer was a symbol of us together in the forest of God’s love.

RuthOnly4U	What are your plans for today?

TrumpOnly4U	to shop and stuff...(anybody reading this?)

RuthOnly4U	not right now

TrumpOnly4U	darling, do you know what your ring size is?

RuthOnly4U	Why?

TrumpOnly4U	want to get you a friendship ring.

RuthOnly4U	I think I’m a 6

TrumpOnly4U	I’ll check ‘em out.

RuthOnly4U	You don’t have to do that.

TrumpOnly4U	okay

RuthOnly4U	That was easy!!  lol

TrumpOnly4U	you’re a love.

RuthOnly4U	So are you

TrumpOnly4U	(my conversation is very stifled cause I think it’s being read)

RuthOnly4U	No one is here.  In the room with me, I mean.

TrumpOnly4U	okay, well... I’m bursting inside to be with you.  to feel the tenderness of your touch.

RuthOnly4U	I am missing you more and more each day.

TrumpOnly4U	and the delight of your presence.  Yes, it hurts more and more each day to be away from you. :-(( it would be soooooooooo wonderful if you could work out some sort of separation in the days ahead.

RuthOnly4U	Yes, I’m thinking about that right now.

TrumpOnly4U	(that’s what the ring would be for, silly!)

RuthOnly4U	I love you!  I cant wait to be your wife.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, and I LOVE YOU, DEAREST ONE!!!!  (that’s the second miracle!)

RuthOnly4U	There’s nothing I want more.

TrumpOnly4U	nor can I wait to be your husband, darling.  (I ache for you)

RuthOnly4U	I LOVE YOU,I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	nothing more I could ever want but you to be my beloved, cherished wife.  I LOVE YOU,I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!  (equal length) equality.

RuthOnly4U	Equal partners.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, indeed, “ours”!  Totally equal partners in deep love and respect for each other.

RuthOnly4U	Deep respect yes.  Sorry, I have to leave :((

TrumpOnly4U	ALOHA, MAHI MAHI!

RuthOnly4U	Silly boy, lol

bye.

:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) )))))))))))))))))))))

TrumpOnly4U	(Jesus, a world record!!!!)))

RuthOnly4U	That’s how happy I am right now.

TrumpOnly4U	as am I, my delicious one. Love you,

kisses******************************

RuthOnly4U	kissessss************************************

TrumpOnly4U	my hawaiian princess.

RuthOnly4U	bye!

TrumpOnly4U	bye!!

RuthOnly4U	My prince charming.

TrumpOnly4U	my princess charming, beloved, treasured one.

RuthOnly4U	???  It seems we always have a hard time leaving each other, doesn’t it?

TrumpOnly4U	I know, I hate to leave you (:-(

RuthOnly4U	That the way it will always be forever and ever.

TrumpOnly4U	forever and ever, yes, with each holding the other’s hand walking through life, loving each other, cherishing each other, adoring each other.

RuthOnly4U	FOREVER!!!!


My dearly beloved...
“My dearly beloved...”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

You become more beautiful to me every minute, more lovely in heart, more tender in sensitivity, more awesome in intimacy.  You are to me my beloved one, and will always be.  Your photo radiates your immense beauty as I see you more clearly, love you more dearly.


Doncha wish?
“Doncha wish?”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, RuthOnly4U

RuthOnly4U	reading my mail

TrumpOnly4U	exciting stuff!!!

RuthOnly4U	yes, very.

TrumpOnly4U	uh huh!

RuthOnly4U	Very good stuff!!

TrumpOnly4U	yea, wow! very engrossing

RuthOnly4U	I’m at the part where you ask me to come and visit you.

TrumpOnly4U	Yes, how touching!!  I had no idea how talented this “secret couple” was until I started the edit.

RuthOnly4U	They are very.

TrumpOnly4U	Doncha wish you could find the love they’ve found?

RuthOnly4U	betcha I did!

TrumpOnly4U	the guy in the story did, yes!

RuthOnly4U	How about the real guy?

TrumpOnly4U	betcha I did!

RuthOnly4U	Will read the rest after we are through.

TrumpOnly4U	okay. I’m looking at those beautiful eyes of yours.

RuthOnly4U	Do you like?

TrumpOnly4U	those eyes?  They are mesmerizing!

RuthOnly4U	Yes, my eyes.

TrumpOnly4U	incredible eyes.  I’ve never seen anything like them.

RuthOnly4U	Can’t wait till I can look into yours.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, I feel the same way.  Cleopatra was supposed to have the most beautiful eyes...they were almond-shaped jewels like yours. I understand makeup originated with the Egyptians.  Were I the pharaoh, you would be my queen!

RuthOnly4U	My king

TrumpOnly4U	if it’s possible you are even more beautiful to me this evening!!?  Yes, now you are my queen, my queen of hearts.

RuthOnly4U	you are a very romantic man, you can always make me smile

TrumpOnly4U	you are the queen of my heart. I love you, my darling one.

RuthOnly4U	and you are my king

TrumpOnly4U	the king of your ...?

RuthOnly4U	The king of my heart, of course.

TrumpOnly4U	Yesssssss.  You can see that secret couple really starting to love each other.  You can see the evolvement of their love in their words.

RuthOnly4U	Yes, very well done

TrumpOnly4U	It started out by divine “accident,” then was catapulted off the carrier deck with an “electric” attraction, and then, in each communique, their intimacy grew deeper and deeper.  I’m very glad the writer captured it for us to read.

RuthOnly4U	So am I.

TrumpOnly4U	It’s become a true cyberspace love story of marvelous proportions, aye?

RuthOnly4U	Will you print it out for me to keep with me?

TrumpOnly4U	yes, will do.  I’m anxious to hear how it came out, aren’t you?

RuthOnly4U	I already know how it will end

TrumpOnly4U	meeeeeeee toooooooo!  HEA...

[HEA (=) Happily Ever After!]

RuthOnly4U	HEA, for sure


Morning comes...
“Morning comes...”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

He who brought us together in cyberspace, now will be the One who brings our families together forever...remember the deer, dear!

“I will enter His gates with thanksgiving in my heart, I will enter His courts with praise, I will say this is the day that Lord has made, I will rejoice for He has made me glad.

He has made me glad, oh, He has made me glad,

I will rejoice for He has made me glad.”

Until I hear your voice again, my deerly beloved one, I give all my everything to you. I adore you!  (You don’t have to be jealous of anyone, darling)

your Trumpet.


Thursday, June 29th!
“Thursday, June 29th!”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

This is the date of our first IM session.  We’ll have our first month anniversary in just a few days!  And what a glorious day it was.

Isn’t love grand!!!

Yours in all ways, Trumpet


Not possible
“Not possible”

E-Mail — From RuthOnly4U to TrumpOnly4U

Woke up this morning to read part of our book.  I loved every part remembering how our love for each other began, how our love grew over the month.  I can’t imagine how much I will love you in a year.  It seems that it’s not possible to love you any more then i already do.

Trumpet, I love you.  Ruth


You are absolutely wonderful...
“You are absolutely wonderful...”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

truly a gift from Heaven above to me.  I cherish and adore you more than I could ever adore anything.  And one day soon you will be in my arms of love, when I can adore you even more, if that’s possible.

I love you, my darling.


See...no need to ever be jealous
“See...no need to ever be jealous”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

from a friend of mine—

“Dear Trumpet,

It was great hearing from you.  I’m so glad you have found someone, you deserve to be happy.  I really hope things work out the way you want them too.  I hope you know you always have a friend here if you ever need to just talk.  I’m doing fine.  No, I am not involved with anyone...I am still getting used to being on my own.  Well, keep in touch and tell her I said she is a lucky woman...  :-)

Good luck to you both!!

Love, June”


Send me a drawer
“Send me a drawer”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, RuthOnly4U

RuthOnly4U	David says hello

TrumpOnly4U	hey, buddy, what’s up?  Gimme high five!

RuthOnly4U	high 5 to the screen. lol

TrumpOnly4U	too funny!!  me too!!  (smudged my screen with fingerprints) too kuhl, dude!  I’m hip to your slang, dang!

RuthOnly4U	Cool, David said.  Awesome.

TrumpOnly4U	Hey, David, I’m sending you a satellite launch GIF right now, buddy!

RuthOnly4U	thanks!!!  (very excited)

TrumpOnly4U	okay, it’s there now.  Just finished the transfer.  do you have it?

RuthOnly4U	okay when he comes back I will show it to him.

TrumpOnly4U	the earth is on the top and the satellite in the center being launched.  Who’s there now?

RuthOnly4U	Christa writing in her diary.  David is going to the store with his dad

TrumpOnly4U	let me know and i’ll call you.

RuthOnly4U	oooops, you mean on american online

TrumpOnly4U	the phone?

RuthOnly4U	Christa is in the same room silly

TrumpOnly4U	oh,,,,,,,,,, she reading the screen?

RuthOnly4U	Yes.  She says she’s not.

TrumpOnly4U	ohhhhhhhhhhhh...lollllll  (she’s too smart for us)

RuthOnly4U	lol, precocious!  (sp)

TrumpOnly4U	she probably had it all figured out before we did.  God, you are soooo beautiful!

RuthOnly4U	maybe!

TrumpOnly4U	I’m looking at you through the magnifying glass.

RuthOnly4U	lol, you are so funny.  Glad you like my looks.

TrumpOnly4U	Your looks are absolutely spectacular...I will never tire of your looks.

RuthOnly4U	and I love your looks, too.  Very handsome.

TrumpOnly4U	ummmmm...that’s so nice of you to say.  Hope i stay handsome for you all the coming years.  (you know, my eye might fall out, or my mouth break off, or somethin’) (or grow another nose) (or another arm)

RuthOnly4U	I’m not worried.  lol

TrumpOnly4U	good.

RuthOnly4U	I could do the same.  Hitting 30 soon, remember?

TrumpOnly4U	It’s all downhill from there!  And the wind helps to push you along.  But you’ll be never alone...I’ll be there no matter what.

RuthOnly4U	promise?

TrumpOnly4U	yes, a thousand promises, for ever and ever.

RuthOnly4U	I feel very confident about that.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, that is correct, you can take it to the bank.  Never will i leave your side, no matter what!!!  (period)  You’ve renewed my life, and I’m forever grateful.

RuthOnly4U	Very secure with my Trumpie

TrumpOnly4U	lollll...I haven’t been called Trumpie in ages, but I like it coming from your lips.  My princess! and my angel. (I want to hear our song!)

RuthOnly4U	Left it at the office sorry.  I listen to it all day, “am i really in your arms?”

TrumpOnly4U	remember the lyrics?

RuthOnly4U	Yes, almost have them memorized.

TrumpOnly4U	Ummmmmmm, I smell the fragrance of your perfume already.

RuthOnly4U	and you will smell it even more in about 3 days, all over my nightie.

TrumpOnly4U	wow...i’m excited.

RuthOnly4U	Thought you would be

TrumpOnly4U	very!!! and to have your other items...ummmmmmmmmm

RuthOnly4U	Yes, trying to think of more things you would like to have.

TrumpOnly4U	a lock of your hair?  some of your shaving cream :-)))  some fingernail polish and lipstick. an ear ring.

RuthOnly4U	Would you really want those things?  I don’t know about that...you might do a little witchcraft on me.

TrumpOnly4U	(just send me your bathroom)

RuthOnly4U	Will do

TrumpOnly4U	witchcraft?  What do you mean?  Put you under my spell?  Okay, I’ll put you under my spell...how do you spell “tantalizing”

RuthOnly4U	I am already under your spell

TrumpOnly4U	me too, under yours.  A bra, send me your bra!!  send me a bikini. send me a drawer of something.

RuthOnly4U	we will see what i can do, lol

TrumpOnly4U	send me you!!!!!!!!!!!  lol, i’m drooling

RuthOnly4U	lol, I would in a second

TrumpOnly4U	ummmmmmmmmm,  take a picture with my stuff on you, okay.

RuthOnly4U	okay, will do.

TrumpOnly4U	(pretty sexy) I’ll do the same.  (you’d better send some highheels)

RuthOnly4U	I will have to send you a trunk. lol

TrumpOnly4U	really, with you inside.

RuthOnly4U	Let me see if I have one big enough.

TrumpOnly4U	if you don’t hear from me after i receive it all, I’ve had a heart attack.

RuthOnly4U	lol, I’m sure you can handle me.

TrumpOnly4U	ummmmmmmmmmmm Who’s reading this?

RuthOnly4U	well, Christa’s in the room but i don’t think she is paying much attention, playing with her doll.

TrumpOnly4U	how sweet, I’m really hot for you!!!

RuthOnly4U	so am I for you

TrumpOnly4U	want to taste you right now!

RuthOnly4U	remember, she’s still in the room, dear

TrumpOnly4U	sorry, will do.  You alone?  Can i call you?

RuthOnly4U	Not sure how much time we will be alone.  Will probably be back very soon.

TrumpOnly4U	okay  :-((((

RuthOnly4U	;-(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

TrumpOnly4U	I want to hear your voice and kiss you goodnightie, darling.

RuthOnly4U	okay, really quick


I awoke...
“I awoke...”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

hugging Mrs. James (my former Ms. Seal) very tightly, thanking God for you and yours.  Took a couple pictures in my PJ’s and robe, showered, and when you read this I’ll be hiking, taking more pics in thoughts of you and our new life together.

Until we talk again, all my love, Trumpet

(morning ********* to you!)


I am...
“I am...”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

your protector and interceder, your lover and friend, your husband and adoring one, your soulmate forever, your devoted one, your secret admirer, the one who respects you fervently, the one who cherishes your presence, the one who is touched deeply by your devotion to me and your children.

I am in love deeply, and will be all ways in love with you.

trumpie


Relaxing into love
“Relaxing into love”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, RuthOnly4U

RuthOnly4U	Hi there.  Sorry I took so long.

TrumpOnly4U	no problem.  I was downloading summer stories from aol.

RuthOnly4U	you must be tired.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, a little but i’d like to talk to you some.

RuthOnly4U	My girlfriend came over and I couldn’t just kick her out.

TrumpOnly4U	oh, I understand.  Can you talk now?

RuthOnly4U	I’m glad you waited for me.  Yes, on AOL, everyone is home.

TrumpOnly4U	of course, darling. I gotcha.

RuthOnly4U	I miss you very much.

TrumpOnly4U	Yes, and I the same, darling.  (viewing your pictures all over my desk)

RuthOnly4U	I’m doing the same, admiring.  They are on my desk also.  Tomorrow I will send you that package.  Cant wait for you to receive it.

TrumpOnly4U	(can’t wait!!!)  Every moment I grow deeper in love with you, and more confidant in our love.  (I feel like I’m relaxing into our love)

RuthOnly4U	I’m very confident in us.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, I feel the same way, very confident in us, nicely put!  As it was meant to be, us

RuthOnly4U	I have a bunch of kids in this house, about 6

TrumpOnly4U	wow, a zoo.

TrumpOnly4U	would you like to attend to them?  call it an early night?

RuthOnly4U	They are watching a tv show.  They don’t need me but if you’re tired, we can go on in the morning.  I can finish reading my mail

TrumpOnly4U	okay, but in just a few minutes.  I want to tell you how precious you are to me...and how much I care about you...

RuthOnly4U	I’m listening, all ears!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	and how beautiful you are, inside and outside. and what a marvelous mother you are...and how sweet your smile is...and i think about you all the time...and i cherish your words and your voice...and...and...and!!

RuthOnly4U	yes yes, go on.  Give me more lol

TrumpOnly4U	yes, one more coming...

RuthOnly4U	you are a very sweet man.  Sleep with nice thoughts of us tonight, okay?

TrumpOnly4U	and your feet were the model for Cinderella’s slipper.

RuthOnly4U	Goodnight, my prince.

TrumpOnly4U	goodnight, my princess.


Into radiant light
“Into radiant light”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

Awoke to your picture and my favorite praise song playing.  As the sun rose in my window, the sunlight backlite your picture into radiant light as you smiled at me.  I guessed the sun would continue to do that as other songs played, but it didn’t.  Only for that song and in that moment.

Another sign of amazing grace!?

Until we talk, my sweetness, I love you.  your trumpie!


Absolutely, positively
“Absolutely, positively”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

Received call from another lady friend who’s coming up this weekend.  I’ve conveniently arranged to be out of town!!!  I have absolutely, positively NO interest and don’t even care to see her.  I only want to be with my Ruth Marcia, my princess charming!

Trumpie


Is missing
“Is missing”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

the other half of my soul is missing.  I’ve discovered she’s 2400 miles away from me, living in an island paradise.  I’m sad about that, but glad I’ve found her.  I am working only toward the day when she will be next to me, forever.

Trumpet


Please DON’T
“Please DON’T”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, RuthOnly4U

RuthOnly4U	good morning

TrumpOnly4U	hi, you just got on!  Read your mail yet?

RuthOnly4U	no, not yet

TrumpOnly4U	nice to hear from you.  Alone?

RuthOnly4U	in the room alone, everyone’s home

TrumpOnly4U	ah.  Missing you, as usual.

RuthOnly4U	same here.  Did you sleep well?

TrumpOnly4U	Not really, was tossing and turning thinking about you.  What about you?

RuthOnly4U	will check my box today.  Not really, stayed up late

TrumpOnly4U	good, perhaps it will be there.  Planning a hike for later this morning.  DON’T DEVELOP THOSE PICTURES!!!!!!!!!

RuthOnly4U	don’t be silly, can’t wait to!

TrumpOnly4U	I’LL BE TOO MIS-POSED IN THEM OR SOMETHING WILL BE WRONG WITH THEM!!!! NEVER SHOULD HAVE SENT THEM TO YOU WITHOUT DEVELOPING THEM FIRST!!  (WILL NEVER DO IT AGAIN!!)

RuthOnly4U	I’m glad you did

TrumpOnly4U	Should have sent you glamour poses.  Can’t wait to smell your box (the postal box)

RuthOnly4U	I’m already deeply in love with you.  A not-so-good picture of you won’t change anything.  I have a lot of them myself.

TrumpOnly4U	whewwwwwww!!!!!!!  (needed to hear that) me too, deeper and deeper every moment.  (nor will a picture change the way i feel about you, my cherished one)

RuthOnly4U	Good, I’m glad to hear!  I can’t talk too much longer.  I have to work on the books a little bit more before my brother has a cow.

TrumpOnly4U	no problem, I’ll call you at work.

RuthOnly4U	That’s fine, talk to you then.  Wish I could go with ya, me and my Trumpie

TrumpOnly4U	yes, I LOVE YOU!!!  Yes, I truly wish you were here and we were together and I didn’t have to wait for all these days to go by to be with Ruth Marcia, my beloved.

RuthOnly4U	lol  :-))))) Okay, talk with you soon okay I LOVE YOU!

TrumpOnly4U	wish i could taste your voice this mornin’.

RuthOnly4U	Same here!!!  Have fun on your hike. Just want to read your mail before I go.  Is it long?

TrumpOnly4U	no, 3 short ones.  I’ll wait.

RuthOnly4U	okay

Okay, I’m through

TrumpOnly4U	enjoy them?

RuthOnly4U	Yes, very much so.  Thank you for all those beautiful words.

TrumpOnly4U	good, I’m glad!!!!!!!!!  You’ll never tire of hearing those endearing words from me, will ya?

RuthOnly4U	You make my life worth living, you truly do


My princess!
“My princess!”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

To my beloved soulmate, the sole mate of my being.

Thank you, darling, for your love and tenderness, your caring and compassion, your sensitivity and trust, your sensuality and all the little sounds you make when we kiss and touch, your delight about today and your hope for tomorrow, your devotion to your children and love for my son, and your faithfulness and devotion to me.

May I give you all those things too, in loving equality.

May God continue to bless our relationship today and always, in all ways!

I LOVE YOU!!!  I LOVE YOU!!!  I LOVE YOU!!!  I LOVE YOU!!!  your Trumpet.


I’d rather have you...
“I’d rather have you...”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

“I’d rather have you than silver or gold,

I’d rather be yours than have riches untold,

I’d rather have you than houses or lands,

I’d rather be led by your loving hands than to be the king of a vast domain,

or to be held in supreme esteem,

I’d rather have you than anything

this world affords to me.”

“I’d rather have you than anyone,

I’d rather be faithful to you, dear one,

I’d rather have you than worldwide fame,

I’d rather be true to your precious name than to be the king of a vast domain,

or to be held in supreme esteem,

I rather have you than anything,

this world affords to me.”


You forgot
“You forgot”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, RuthOnly4U

RuthOnly4U	hello

TrumpOnly4U	wow, you’re here!  I’m excited to “hear” your voice!  You alone?

RuthOnly4U	No, everyone is home

TrumpOnly4U	(I get so excited when I hear from you) anybody reading the screen?

RuthOnly4U	I am always excited to hear from you

TrumpOnly4U	yes, my little heart goes pitter patter with excitement, joy and love!!!  This week with husb on vacation will keep us apart but bring us closer and closer.

RuthOnly4U	Miss you already

TrumpOnly4U	yes, I feel the same way  :-((  but it’s in god’s hands, aye?

RuthOnly4U	Yes, in god’s hands

TrumpOnly4U	“I rather have you than silver or gold, I’d rather be yours than riches untold.”

RuthOnly4U	You are the sweetest  :-))

TrumpOnly4U	“than to be the king of a vast domain.”  I LOVE YOU!!!

RuthOnly4U	I love you, too!  Maybe we can talk on line tonight.  Christa says hello!

TrumpOnly4U	yes, great!  Hi, Christa, are you having fun today?  (now that David’s another year older)

RuthOnly4U	Yes, she said

TrumpOnly4U	I want to hear all about the party tonight, okay?  Yes, what’s your’s and Christa’s birthdays?

RuthOnly4U	Christa’s is Jan 20.  I guess you forgot mine

TrumpOnly4U	I have it written down!!!

RuthOnly4U	I remember yours, August 20 (I have it in my mind)

TrumpOnly4U	you are too wonderful.  Oct 6th?

RuthOnly4U	nope, guess again

TrumpOnly4U	oct 16

RuthOnly4U	nope!!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	drat! Oct 12

RuthOnly4U	Christa is yelling it out.

TrumpOnly4U	HELP ME, CHRISTA!!!

RuthOnly4U	Noooooo!  Christa yells

TrumpOnly4U	(NOT FAIR) oct somethin’

RuthOnly4U	October 18

TrumpOnly4U	Yessssssssssssssss, that’s it!!!  (what a incredible day for planet earth...and for me!!!)  October 18th.  Praise god for October 18th!!

RuthOnly4U	Thanks.  Remember it now !  lol (You are really trying to make up for that one, aren’t you?)

TrumpOnly4U	Yes, dear, I have it forever.  Will NEVER forget it, EVER.  Yes, trying hard to make up, sorry  (:-  (me in the doghouse)  What’s our anniversary?

RuthOnly4U	June 29  ha, thought I forgot, did you?

TrumpOnly4U	You are amazing!  trying to trap you.  What’s my waist and chest size?

RuthOnly4U	32?

TrumpOnly4U	Yes, your ring size is a 6, and your shoe size is 7

RuthOnly4U	Very good

TrumpOnly4U	very, very good, you too.  44 chest, 12 shoe, 9 ring size.

RuthOnly4U	great, I will remember those numbers.  Well, going to have to go, have to get ready for David’s party.  Wish you were here******the moments would fill my soul.


Christmas on my screen
“Christmas on my screen”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

I cherish the moment we met.  It was the day Christmas appeared on my screen. I love you, darling.

Hope David enjoys the 7 GIFs and Apollo 13 article.

“Talk” to you soon, trumpie.


Paradise is...
“Paradise is...”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

only beautiful when you are in it with me.

It’s another beautiful day here at the lake, but not complete without you in the picture with me.  Missing you so much I couldn’t fall asleep until after 4 am.  I’ll be  :-(

walking until we chat at 7 your time.


Bridges of days
“Bridges of days”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, XORUTH

XORUTH	hello there!

TrumpOnly4U	hi, there, darling!!  nice to hear from you.  I’m all  :-))))))) faced.

XORUTH	I miss hearing your voice

TrumpOnly4U	yes, my darling, I too, am aching inside.  This forced time away from you is a tragedy!

XORUTH	wish I could hear it right now but everyone is home.

TrumpOnly4U	I’ll call you first thing in the office, okay!  What time do you get in?

XORUTH	about 9:00 to make it safe

TrumpOnly4U	very good.  Another sign...my son’s birthday is nov 29th!!!  (just thought of it on the bike path this morning)  So the meeting day of our destiny is the same day as Josh’s BD!!

XORUTH	Yes, isn’t that great!  God seems to be on our side.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, thank you for reminding me about Him.  I forget when I’m away from you for too long because doubt slips in to deceive.  Yes, He brought us together, so He will bring us together forever, huh!

XORUTH	did you eat anything yet?

TrumpOnly4U	no...not yet, just drinking apple juice.  Probably will have lunch with tom (I love you for caring about me!)  You are my beloved cherished one!

XORUTH	What time are you going to pick up the package?

TrumpOnly4U	11 am.  Can’t wait!!!!!!  sooooooo excited.

XORUTH	Promise me you will eat a fruit or something!!!  Yes, can’t wait

TrumpOnly4U	yes, dear one, I promise.  Probably will have tofu and rice for lunch.  (Don’t feel like eating, lovesick for you)

XORUTH	Yes, I feel the same way, but you need to eat healthy or you won’t be here for tomorrow.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, well...I’ve been kinda fasting for about three days and am feeling a clearing, so I will start eating today, my beloved, cherished one.

XORUTH	good, I’m glad.  I worry about you, trumpie.

TrumpOnly4U	ummmm, I treasure you, my dearest one.  Thank you for being so tender and protective of me.  And I constantly worry about you.  I LOVE YOU, DARLING BELOVED!!

XORUTH	tonight I will be showing my girlfriends how AOL works, so if you see me on line make sure you be very careful what you say okay?

TrumpOnly4U	Oh, by the way, your new screen name is very clever.  I thought about it last night and I really like it.  You are very clever and bright (it went over my head at first)

XORUTH	I’m glad you like it. I was very disappointed, you didn’t sound very happy about it at first

TrumpOnly4U	yes, well, I learned in business “xo” means to “x out” something, or to cross it out!

XORUTH	Oh, i see. Well, in my book it means hugs and kisses to my trumpie.

TrumpOnly4U	Shall I expect to chat with you tonight on AOL?  Or should I be discrete and not be around?

XORUTH	Yes, if you like but I’m not sure what time I will get on.  We have to do the birthday thing first. It’s okay.  I told them about you.  I told them we became close friends.

TrumpOnly4U	ok, great!!!

XORUTH	and you have become my very best friend.

TrumpOnly4U	It is my honor

XORUTH	The time is getting near for my package for you!

TrumpOnly4U	yes, I can barely breath, I’m so excited.  I have an exciting one planned for you, my precious one.

XORUTH	really, do you?

TrumpOnly4U	oh, yes, very exciting!!!!  (no tellin’, though)

XORUTH	tell me, please.

TrumpOnly4U	no way, sister!!

XORUTH	pretty please  :-)))))))))))))))))))))))

with sugar on it  :-)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

TrumpOnly4U	noooooooo way, it’s your trumpie’s surprise for his ruth darling one!!!  NOT...  :-)))))))))))

XORUTH	okay!  :-(((((

TrumpOnly4U	(too bad, too sad) but you’ll receive it on our anniversary!!!

XORUTH	you’re a tough one.  Yes, very excited to celebrate it with you

TrumpOnly4U	“on this one month anniversary of the beginning of our true destiny, I want to present you with...” a dining room set with buffet!” or and new refrigerator!

XORUTH	lol

TrumpOnly4U	lol.  kisses******.  do you realize if we plan it right, we could also celebrate your BD together!!!

XORUTH	yes, if we do it early.

TrumpOnly4U	your “29th” BD.  29th and holding.

XORUTH	He comes back before my birthday

TrumpOnly4U	oh, okay.  This will be the most special day of my life, I’m sure.

XORUTH	oh, you’re sweet!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	and we’ll have so many more together.  And we’ll never age, we’ll be ageless in love.

XORUTH	You will help me through this birthday I have been dreaddingggggggg!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	you’re such a blessing to me, darling.  It will be just fineeeeeeee!  You’ll never grow old in my eyes.

XORUTH	thank you, nor you, trumpie

TrumpOnly4U	I’ll always be holding your hand through life, my darling.  And your beauty will never fade in my eyes.

XORUTH	my romantic lover  you are so sweet to me I can’t wait to start our life together

TrumpOnly4U	I’ve waited too long for you, by beloved, so I will make every moment a present to you of my love and respect.

XORUTH	to spend the rest of my life with you is all I will ever want.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, what beautiful words you’ve presented me with...you’ve filled my heart with love and hope for today, dear one.  You’ve given me strength to go on as these bridges of days pass every so slowly.  Kisses on your toes as I slip on your glass slipper, princess.

XORUTH	My dear prince charming,  I love you!!!

TrumpOnly4U	yes, I know and I treasure that feeling!!!  And I love you, my princess dear one.

XORUTH	Well, I’d better get going.  Have to make Christa and the kids breakfast before work.  Oh, email that thing you wrote for “Flying Magazine.”  David wants to read it.


Shear Terror
“Shear Terror”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to XORUTH

Dear, Here’s the article I wrote for “Flying Magazine”, promised to David.  Love, Trumpet

SHEAR TERROR

A dramatization from the NTSB Report, Fujita Microburst Research Study, and Delta Airlines independent reports.  Scenario simulation at FlightSafety, Long Beach, California

You are on final approach.

You are the Captain of a heavy, cylindrical behemoth that magically flies through the air on wings of silver.  Your passenger manifest numbers 163 bodies;  men, women, children.  As Captain and Pilot-in-command of this Lockheed L-1011, they are your responsibility.

You are third on final behind a mid-range passenger jet and a fast and sleek business jet.  Weather reported on the ATIS is good VFR;  six-thousand scattered, ten nautical-mile visibility, and light winds.  Visual approaches are in progress.  Ground air temperature is one-hundred one degrees;  it’s a beautiful day for a swim.

Approach broadcasts:  “Attention, all aircraft listening...there’s a little rain-shower just north of the airport—ILS approaches have just been initiated.”  The sky is still brilliant blue and clear all around you, yet instrument-landing approaches are now operative.  You’ve watched a small, black cloud move toward your glidepath.  You have 29,300 hours driving airplanes—you’ve flown through many rainshowers.  Landing operations are normal, according to approach control.  Should you abort your landing and execute a go-around because of the rainshower?  Or is everything just status quo?  You disappear into the dark cloud.

You are the Pilot-in-Command, your First Officer is flying this approach—you decide it’s a go.  Both of you are focused on your instruments, your only reference points.  In order to maintain separation, you’ve been ordered by approach to slow to 160 knots, then to 150 knots.  Your First Officer obliges.  You are now cleared to runway 17L at 6 nautical miles from the outer marker.  The controller barks at you, “We’re getting some variable winds out there due to a shower...out on the north end of the runway.”  One of your three-man crew remarks, “Stuff is moving in.”  You call the controller—“Flight 191 heavy, out here in the rain;  feels good.”

Then your First Officer cautions, “Lightning coming out of that one.”

“Where?” you respond immediately.

“Right ahead of us,” as he nods straight ahead.

Instantly, millions of bits of information flood through your mind.  Fifty-six seconds later, you receive a subtle hint of what is to come.  An increasing headwind causes your ship to climb slightly above the glideslope and gain airspeed.  Your First Officer, who is handflying the airplane using the flight director for guidance, instinctively attempts to maintain target approach airspeed and stay on the glideslope;  he lowers the nose and edges the throttles back until they are at flight-idle.  Do you feel a little uneasy as the black cloud moves closer to your glidepath?  Do you feel vulnerable at low speed, low altitude, with wind increasing?

Immediately you recognize the onset of a wind-shear encounter.  You warn your First Officer, “Watch your speed!”  The sound of rain pounding the windshield focuses your attention for a millisecond.  You caution, “You’re going to lose it all of a sudden—there it is!” referring to the expected loss of airspeed when the increasing headwind suddenly reverses.

Instantly, the L-1011 experiences the first extremely powerful downdraft.  The vertical winds suddenly change from a 10-foot-per-second updraft to a 20-foot-per-second downdraft, and your wild ride begins.  All sorts of forces are working against you as your airplane loses all aerodynamics of flight and starts to bob around like a kids’ toy being sloshed in a bathtub.

“Push it up, push it way up!” you command.

Your FO applies full power...your ships nose pitches up mightily.  He fights to maintain climb configuration—you’re not a rocket ship, you need precise pitch in proportion to speed to maintain lift.  Nose-up too high and you’ll approach stall configuration;  you’ll drop out of the sky like a rock.  And the little black could closes in on you.  The isolated rainshowers, the bumpy-ride pilot advisories from the two jets that touched down before you, the increasing headwind with airspeed gain indicating windshear;  all standard approach procedures.  But the black cloud?  One warning you’re miscued out of your mind—the lightning flash in the black cloud.

And then it hits you;  in a millisecond you are hammered by intense gust that flip-flop your ship in all directions, throwing you violently against your shoulder harness, almost knocking your breath away.  Your ship rolls to the right so abruptly that only full opposite aileron could halt the roll, then after a roll of 20 degrees.  But most important, your angle of attack, the angle that keeps you flying, has deteriorated from 6 degrees to 23 degrees in one second, a four-hundred percent increase in angle of attack.  Nothing you’ve ever experienced comes even close to this.  Is this just a dream, you wonder?

Stall configuration, stickshaker—you’re too close to the ground!

“Whoop, whoop, pull up!...Whoop, whoop, pull up!” the altitude alarm horn fills your ears, the yoke chattering in your hands like a belly dancer.  Your 29,300 hours in the air flash back through your mind as you frantically sort through all your approaches, searching for an experience similar to this one.  Your body’s automatic motor reactions are already in action—you’re riding this one like a bucking bronco, feeling, sensing, knowing every move, every breath your ship is taking, compensating automatically as you’ve been trained.  All the approaches you’ve encountered just don’t feel like this one.  All your simulator time didn’t even touch these parameters.  Damn, if only you weren’t on final, so near the ground.

Full power...pitch up!

Stickshaker again, almost vibrating your hands numb—you have to bring the nose down, otherwise you’ll stall in a flash and plummet into the ground.

“Whoop, whoop, pull up!” the altitude warning horn screams in your ears again.

“TOGA!” you holler in retribution, commanding maximum takeoff go-around performance from your aircraft, your inestimable bird that’s struggling to fly.  Damn, if you weren’t so close to the ground—it would just be a simple stall-recover procedure, something you learn your first day in the left seat.

You drop the nose—no choice—and then you’re relentlessly hammered again as six powerful reversals of the vertical wind load your craft, slamming you around the cockpit with massive G-forces.  Your pitch-angle fluctuates widely, from nose up to nose down—like a roller coaster, vertical gusts are flogging you up, then down.  Your tailwind has increased to a gale, shoving your nose down, closer to impact.  You are completely out of control.  Every force is against you.

You’re frantic, analyzing your situation.  The terrified screams from the passenger compartment bleed into your headset.  You don’t have time to console them with, “Everything’s okay”;  it isn’t.  Your mind flashes back—you look over your right should for your flight instructor, who is sitting right behind you in this simulator, spinning knobs and punching buttons trying to confuse the hell out of you.  You want to ask him for a restart, your really blew this approach;  but here was no warning!  He isn’t there.

You feel your craft touch the ground...it’s too late!  You’ve touched lightly in a field, then you’re airborne again, the ground effect shoving you off the earth.  You watch helplessly as your 174 tons of out-of-control aircraft, screaming to fly again, devastates a car motoring innocently along an airport road.  You listen helplessly as your aircraft begins to tear itself apart, as the screams from the passenger compartment crescendo in your ears—you are the Pilot-in-Command.

Your silver-winged craft and its precious contents are sliding across the northern edge of the airport, your gear digging furrows, shedding pieces, as you speed along at 200 knots.  You’ve done everything you know how to do.  You’re completely helpless, trapped.  You sit and wait—your ship is careening headlong toward a giant watertank.  It looms larger and larger in your windscreen—you wish you were dead.


Filed
“Filed”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to XORUTH

Thank you...for keeping me on our fight plan for life (It’s filed and we’re cleared for takeoff!)  I need you, darling, for the entire flight, through the good weather and the bad—I need you!

Then until tonight, I send to you, a wonderful, sincere, talented, and bright woman, heartfelt kisses of deep and deserved respect.

Trumpet


Hmmmmmmmmmm...
“Hmmmmmmmmmm...”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, XORUTH

XORUTH	Hello, my trumpie.  Where have you been?

TrumpOnly4U	so sorry, my darling...just this second arrived at the cabin.

XORUTH	Are you alright?

TrumpOnly4U	traffic delays.  We’re you waiting long, my beloved?

XORUTH	No, not long

TrumpOnly4U	good.  Yes, I’m fine.  just frustrated about what happened to you last night, dear.

XORUTH	Please don’t worry about it

TrumpOnly4U	in fact, my stomach’s all upset about it. I hope you weren’t injured in any way because of it.  May I call you?

XORUTH	You can call me but in a few min, okay?

TrumpOnly4U	great!  Let me know when, my precious one.

XORUTH	Okay, just talk to me online for a little bit

TrumpOnly4U	will do.  How are the kids?  (I miss them too)

XORUTH	they’re fine, thanks

TrumpOnly4U	do you want to talk about last night now?

XORUTH	No, we can talk on the phone.

TrumpOnly4U	sounds good.

XORUTH	okay

TrumpOnly4U	I swam this afternoon after disneyland, over at a friend’s pool.  Felt really good.

XORUTH	Sounds like fun

TrumpOnly4U	it was very hot in SoCal (yes, you like swimming, too?)

XORUTH	Love it!  I swim at my mom’s pool

TrumpOnly4U	in the 90’s here.  (could barely breath) great, we’ll swim together.  I’d like that.  That would be fun to splash you...and to race you, and dunk you and stuff.

XORUTH	Sound like a lot of fun

TrumpOnly4U	(I have a shirt on, that’s all)

XORUTH	just a shirt, nothing else?

TrumpOnly4U	yes...

XORUTH	Hmmmmmmmmm...

TrumpOnly4U	white w/black stripes. just took off my pants (sick of the constraint) yes, Hmmmmmmmm

TrumpOnly4U	your garments are near me now.

XORUTH	yes, just get comfortable.  Can you smell me?

TrumpOnly4U	I’m very comfortable.  It’s hot in the cabin, too.  (yes, just did.  I’m all excited, as usual) I have your black perfumed nightie draped over my legs now.  (Ummmmmmmm...ummie)

XORUTH	It’s pretty hot here, too.

TrumpOnly4U	your black nightie is covering my hips now, and smells so sensual.  I just took off my shirt.

XORUTH	Are you naked?

TrumpOnly4U	yes, except for your black thing.

XORUTH	I love you

TrumpOnly4U	it’s draped over me.  You’re draped over me...I LOVE YOU, ummmmmm!!!  I can’t wait to chew on you.

XORUTH	would you like to call me now?

TrumpOnly4U	will do, bye


I’m just so concerned...
“I’m just so concerned...”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to XORUTH

about getting you in trouble, I feel I should “disappear.”  I just couldn’t bear to see you hurt because of me.  I’m sending you my calling card tomorrow and I’ve acquired a national 800 number for my pager.  When you’re in the clear, page me and leave a number or a code, and I’ll respond immediately.

Also, I feel I shouldn’t be calling you at the office so much.  Since your family works with you, they’ll eventually put it together (it’s hard for me to disguise the love and joy in my voice when i’m about to talk with you).

Our pager codes—

000, lol’s;  101, smiley face;  2, I’m calling in 2 minutes;  3, I’m delayed;  4, Sweet and tender good morning;  5, lots of kisses all over your body, playful & everywhere;  6, Feverish and hot good evening kisses, meant to arouse;  7, I love you, cherish you, adore you;  8, You are precious to me, my princess (prince) charming;  9, go online immediately.

123, I thank god for bringing us together at last!  1437, I love you, deeply, and will never leave you, ever!

We knew this week would be difficult for us.  I’m discovering how deep my love is for you by surrendering it to God.  They say separation brings beloved ones closer and closer, makes your heart grow fonder.  If my heart grows any fonder of you, it will explode soon.

But certainly separation will deepen our trust and respect for each other, and deepen our faith in God about the destiny of our friendship.

With deep love, caring, fondness, and adoration for the tender woman you are, your Trumpet forever.


On the same cloud, wowwie!
“On the same cloud, wowwie!”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, XORUTH, XOLAURA

XORUTH	I was just reading my mail

TrumpOnly4U	what do you think about the pager?

XORUTH	Great idea!  Okay, are you tired?

TrumpOnly4U	a little, you?

XORUTH	Yes

TrumpOnly4U	want to go sleepy?

XORUTH	Laura is on my screen

TrumpOnly4U	you’ve been up since five thirty.

I’ll say hello to her, okay?

XORUTH	Okay xolaura

TrumpOnly4U	before I do, what about my screen name.  Would it be appropriate for her to know it?

XORUTH	Yes, it’s okay

TrumpOnly4U	(you’re daring) okay.  She’s got me laughing already.

XORUTH	Yes, what is she saying?

TrumpOnly4U	HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

XOLAURA	That’s cute dude.  :))  LOL You’re too cute!!!

TrumpOnly4U	love your screen name!!

XOLAURA	No...No...yours RULEZ!

TrumpOnly4U	yea, yea, ya!!!  always and forever!

XORUTH	too funny

TrumpOnly4U	yes, what’s she sayin’ to you?

XORUTH	All sorts of things.  What are you saying to her?

XOLAURA	HAHAHAHAHAHAA!!  You kill me...when are you coming down for a visit?

(what should i say?)

TrumpOnly4U	don’t know...waiting for a slow boat to hawaii!!!

XOLAURA	hahaha!!  Start Swimmin!

XORUTH	Did you tell her when you were coming?

TrumpOnly4U	no, told her I was waiting for a slow boat to hawaii.  She said start swimmin’ hahaha!!

TrumpOnly4U	(just who am I anyhow?)

XORUTH	You are my, Trumpie

TrumpOnly4U	thank you, darling, always.

XORUTH	She is being a pain again

TrumpOnly4U	what’s she doin’?

XORUTH	Talkin’ about all her men friends

TrumpOnly4U	ah, uh oh.  She’s only twenty, remember?

XORUTH	Yes, how can I forget!!

TrumpOnly4U	i think she’s gonna send a picture of her and some family pics.

XORUTH	to you?

TrumpOnly4U	she’s sending an image right now.

received.  Looking for it now.

XORUTH	did you get it yet?

TrumpOnly4U	yes, looking for it.

XORUTH	you still haven’t found it?

TrumpOnly4U	not yet.  Now it’s on my screen!  You there?

XORUTH	Did you get it?

TrumpOnly4U	yes, have it.

XORUTH	Do we look alike?

TrumpOnly4U	I’m studying you two.

TrumpOnly4U	yes, very much I think.  Her face is fuller and more square.  Yours is oval.

TrumpOnly4U	same beautiful eyes and hair and smile.  (yourmotheranddad make beautiful women!!)  I’m telling her she better stay out of trouble!!

XORUTH	Thank you

TrumpOnly4U	I’m the one would should thank you, gorgeous one.  You both have the sweetest faces!

XORUTH	you’re sweet

TrumpOnly4U	yes, you’re just lovely.  My heart is warmed with love.  I said to Laura, “inside beauty is what men really want in a woman!!!

XORUTH	Oh, good advice for her

TrumpOnly4U	(presenting her with values learned from you)

XORUTH	You’re very sweet

TrumpOnly4U	I told her I was “fond” of you...said you were “fond” of me.

XORUTH	Yes, very very fond

TrumpOnly4U	I told her “goodie, goodie, goodie, make my day!”  she laughed.

XORUTH	lol

TrumpOnly4U	then I said, “ yes, ‘fond’ doesn’t come around like this too often.  hahaha” She just said, “I can see that...she’s been on cloud 9 ever since she met you.”

XORUTH	You’re right, it doesn’t.  Yes, cloud 9 exactly

TrumpOnly4U	“I’m on the same cloud, wowwie!” to Laura.

XORUTH	My prince charming

TrumpOnly4U	my princess charming, birthright of my soul, beloved one, champion of my hope.

XORUTH	You say the sweetest things to me

TrumpOnly4U	you deserve them, all of them.  (I told your sis we were speaking sweet talk.  She said she didn’t want to hear it.  I told her she should be so lucky!  ahaha!

XORUTH	good one lol

TrumpOnly4U	think I got her.  here’s what she said, “hehehehe...I can be MUSHY!!  LOL!  ICK!

XORUTH	that’s funny

TrumpOnly4U	I think so.  What a character she is.

XORUTH	Yes

TrumpOnly4U	she’d drive me bananas!

XORUTH	Try living with her

TrumpOnly4U	How do you handle her (you don’t) She’s like a hurricane.

XORUTH	You can’t handle Laura.  She sent me something.  I’m going to read it now on e-mail

TrumpOnly4U	okay.

XORUTH	hello

TrumpOnly4U	hi, I’m here, was saving files.  What’d she send?

XORUTH	What, were you saving her gif?

TrumpOnly4U	it’s already saved in your file.  No, I was saving these IM’s for the archives.  I wanted her to send some of you...she said she didn’t have any in her gallery.  I said, “that’s good, from what I’ve heard about your gallery!”

XORUTH	I will make some for you, okay

TrumpOnly4U	Would you?  And only send them to me, pretty please with honey on it!

XORUTH	only you?  Don’t be selfish.  Just kidding

TrumpOnly4U	ALWAYS, ONLY ME!  (don’t get me excited!)

XORUTH	okay

TrumpOnly4U	yes, i want to look at you on the screen while i talk to you.  (she can scan my pics in when you get ‘em) Took some more this evening for you, and will send another roll tomorrow w/my calling card. (me, naked, on a flagpole) (hanging by my ...)

XORUTH	that’s funny

TrumpOnly4U	I like your sister, she has a sweet heart.

XORUTH	Enough about her already  :-(((

TrumpOnly4U	yes, dear (you’re not jealous, are you?)  If you are, don’t be, okay.  You’re the only woman for me.

XORUTH	Okay, who so you think is prettiest and be honest

TrumpOnly4U	(I knew it would come to that!!!! sibling rivalry) YOU, OF COURSE!!!!!!!!!  You’re bloody gorgeous!!!

XORUTH	Honest

TrumpOnly4U	exotic, magnificent, glorious, divine.  Darling, of course, the depth of your beauty is awesome.  You have it all.

XORUTH	Okay, I feel much better

TrumpOnly4U	When god was giving out beauty, he gave you a triple dose, just for me!!!  No, darling, you’ll never have to worry about me straying to chase the “pretty girl”

XORUTH	Very good

TrumpOnly4U	You’re my pretty girl, always and only.

XORUTH	Okay, then promise you won’t save her picture

TrumpOnly4U	shall we kiss goodnight?

XORUTH	You didn’t promise...

TrumpOnly4U	I’ll unsave it right now.  Wait!  (I was just saving it for the family gallery, but I’ll unsave it.  Just wait!

It’s gone bye bye!  Please tell her to send me many of you, my precious one.

XORUTH	good

TrumpOnly4U	Now, you can sleep well, aye?

XORUTH	Yes, sweet dreams

TrumpOnly4U	I will have the sweetest dreams of only you, my darling, sleeping with your perfumed black nightie again.  By the way, I don’t have any gifs of naked women on my harddrive.

XORUTH	great, I will get rid of mine, too!

TrumpOnly4U	hahahah, all those naked men, trashed.  (serves ‘em right) actually, before we met I had downloaded a few pinups...last week I remembered them and trashed ‘em, maintaining my purity and faithfulness to ONLY YOU!!

XORUTH	I thought so  trash them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	they’re ALL GONE, FOREVER AND EVER.  (YOU TOO!)  trash all the men with the long hoses!!!

XORUTH	Okay, if I must.

TrumpOnly4U	there’s only one hose for you.  And it’s on a mountain top right now!

XORUTH	yes, my Trumpie’s hose.

TrumpOnly4U	hahahahahahahahahahahahaha, “this hose is for you.”


The transcript
“The transcript”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, XOLAURA

XOLAURA	HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!  That’s cute dude.  :))  LOL

TrumpOnly4U	there she is!!!!!!!

XOLAURA	You’re too cute!!!

TrumpOnly4U	love your screen name!!

XOLAURA	No...No...yours RULEZ!

TrumpOnly4U	yea, yea, ya!!!  always and forever!

XOLAURA	HAHAHAHAHAHAA!!  You kill me...when are you coming down for a visit?

TrumpOnly4U	don’t know...waiting for a slow boat to hawaii!!!

XOLAURA	hahaha!!  Start Swimmin!

TrumpOnly4U	great idea!!  hadn’t thought o’ that one!

XOLAURA	Canoes work.  :))

TrumpOnly4U	surf boards, too!  Thanks again for getting her online.

XOLAURA	You’re a riot!  :)  No prob...I met a lot of nice people on here.

TrumpOnly4U	that’s great, takes one to know one!

XOLAURA	How sweet!!  LOL!

TrumpOnly4U	you were going to send me some pics of her.  Do you have any in the gallery you could send me?  (don’t tell her)

XOLAURA	HAHA!!  No...I was going to send my picture so you could see what she looks like...we’re very similar.

TrumpOnly4U	oHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

XOLAURA	Still want it?

TrumpOnly4U	yes, would love to see you and the rest of the family, too!  Good, I’m glad she’s not in your gallery.  I’ve heard about it!!!!

XOLAURA	O.K...Hold on...I’ll send.

Sent

TrumpOnly4U	received.  I’m looking for it now.

XOLAURA	o.k.  :)  Right back at ya, babe!!

TrumpOnly4U	YA.

XOLAURA	Did you d/l?

TrumpOnly4U	YES, LOOKING FOR IT on my screen

XOLAURA	:-))

TrumpOnly4U	same beautiful eyes and hair and smile.  (your mother and dad make beautiful women!!)  you’d better stay out of trouble, gal!!

XOLAURA	HAHAHA!!  That was cute.

TrumpOnly4U	true, true!!  You both have the sweetest faces!

XOLAURA	hehehe...looks are very deceiving...LOL!

TrumpOnly4U	yea, yea, yea.

XOLAURA	LOL!

TrumpOnly4U	Remember, inside beauty is what we really want in a woman!!!  That’s why I’m so fond of your sis!

XOLAURA	She’s mighty fond of you, THAT’s for sure!

TrumpOnly4U	goodie, goodie, goodie. (make my day!)

XOLAURA	HAHAHA!!

TrumpOnly4U	yes, “fond” doesn’t come around like this too often.  hahaha

XOLAURA	I can see that...she’s been on cloud 9 ever since she met you.

TrumpOnly4U	I’m on the same cloud, wowwie!

XOLAURA	HAHAHA!!!

TrumpOnly4U	we’re gettin’ mushy right now!

XOLAURA	LOL!  I don’t wanna hear it...

TrumpOnly4U	(it’s just for us, silly.  private stuff.  You should be so lucky) hahaha

XOLAURA	hehehehe...I can be MUSHY!!  LOL!

ICK!


Checking in, 7:00 pm shift
“Checking in, 7:00 pm shift”

E-Mail — From XORUTH to TrumpOnly4U

I will check back with you at about 8:30, okay, or 9:00.  Depends how busy things get.  Thank you for all the e-mail.  You are a sweet man.  Talk with you tonight

ruth


Time check
“Time check”

E-Mail — From XORUTH to TrumpOnly4U

checking in  be back at 10:00

Ruth


Another day has passed...
“Another day has passed...”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to XORUTH

Another day has passed...another day closer to your arms.  Another day has passed, another day closer to your smile.  I’m another day closer to your touch, your voice, your lips, your love.  And another day will pass, and another... until we’ll be together forever.

your prince


Closer to the end
“Closer to the end”

E-Mail — From XORUTH to TrumpOnly4U

sorry.  As I was e-mailing you last night, I had to sign off because Husb wanted to talk.  Things are getting much closer to the end for our marriage.  I will explain everything to you later.

I love you very much call me at work if you can.  I love you!

your princess charming, Ruth


Eternity
“Eternity”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to XORUTH

”I will be yours, you will be mine together in eternity,

our hearts of love will be entwined together in eternity,

forever in eternity.

No more tears of pain,

no more fear or shame,

for we will be with you Yes, we will be with you.

Nothing will ever come between us for ever more, for I will be yours, you will be mine, together in eternity,

our hearts of love will be entwined together in eternity,

forever in eternity.”


Love’s deceiver
“Love’s deceiver”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to XORUTH

Please forgive me for being a stupid, immature, insecure, jealous male over your friends!

signed—Trumpet James, formerly a stupid, immature, insecure, jealous male now assuming the persona of an intelligent, mature, secure, and unconditionally loving male.


Please constantly remind me
“Please constantly remind me”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to XORUTH

Dear, please constantly remind me that God’s in charge of our friendship/relationship/family, not me.

Dear, please constantly remind me to listen better to what you say to me, even though I can barely think when we talk because I’m so excited just to hear the perfume of your voice.

Thank you, Trumpet.


(subject goes here)
“(subject goes here)”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, RuthOnly4U

RuthOnly4U	hello there

TrumpOnly4U	hi there.  What a pleasant surprise!

RuthOnly4U	I can only talk for alittle while and then I can meet you on line later tonight. okay?

TrumpOnly4U	that would be great.  A little is just perfect for me

RuthOnly4U	were you sleeping?

TrumpOnly4U	no, dear

RuthOnly4U	No need to say sorry.  It’s okay.

TrumpOnly4U	thank you, but I felt bad.  I’m a blessed man to be your friend!!!  :-))))))))

RuthOnly4U	you will always be my best best friend!!

TrumpOnly4U	thank you, dear, so much.  And you will be my very best friend also.

RuthOnly4U	but to tell you the truth, I have alittle bit of trouble dealing with jealous or possessive men, especially if there is no need.  Okay?  Please just trust me

TrumpOnly4U	I promise!

RuthOnly4U	I think you will find I am a very hard headed person

TrumpOnly4U	meaning?

RuthOnly4U	Meaning, when people tell me what to do, I sometimes do the opposite.  I guess it has to do with when I was young and growing up in troublesome situations

TrumpOnly4U	That’s enough for me to hear—I will never tell you what to do.  Period!  I want our friendship/relationship to be one of love, not imprisonment!  (damn, it’s just hard on me sometimes, you being 2,400 miles away, and sometimes I get insecure like my mail said)

RuthOnly4U	Thanks, I finally learned to be my own person and I feel so much better about myself

TrumpOnly4U	yes, you’ve blossomed into a bouquet of beautiful yellow roses!  Ruth, please accept my apologies and my promise not to be jealous or possessive of you, ever again!

RuthOnly4U	okay, thanks.  Feeling much much better!  Thank you

:-))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

TrumpOnly4U	yes, me too, feeling much much better

:-))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

RuthOnly4U	well, I’d better go.  I will page you when I get back on, okay?

TrumpOnly4U	very good.  I’m glad we had this chance to chat. I love you, unconditionally!!   yes, let me grow up with you in our friendship.

RuthOnly4U	But Trump, just remember, I don’t want to be in charge, either.  I just want it equal and I want there to be trust

TrumpOnly4U	yes, dear!!

RuthOnly4U	I love you, sweetheart!

TrumpOnly4U	I love you, sweetheart!  Thank you, darling.  I’ll try to rest, but I’m so lost in you, it’s hopeless.

RuthOnly4U	It might be very late

TrumpOnly4U	I’ll be listening for your page, beloved one!

RuthOnly4U	close your eyes and think happy thoughts of us together

TrumpOnly4U	I will, you are so wonderful.  Are we really engaged?

RuthOnly4U	We will take it a little slower, okay?

TrumpOnly4U	okay!

RuthOnly4U	great!  I will talk with you soon

TrumpOnly4U	great, see you then, darling!

RuthOnly4U	sleep tight


Faster than a...
“Faster than a...”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

speeding bullet is how we described Superman.  Since I’m not, I’m glad you are slowing us down.  It’s good to know there is one sensible person in this couple!

Trumpet


I will be true to you
“I will be true to you”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, RuthOnly4U

RuthOnly4U	Goodmorning.  Sorry about last night, fell asleep with Christa watching tv

TrumpOnly4U	hahahahaha!

RuthOnly4U	Wanted to e-mail you

TrumpOnly4U	yes, i’ve been looking for messages from you, sweetheart!  (was worried)

RuthOnly4U	Please don’t worry about me so much.  I am fine

TrumpOnly4U	okay, will do, errr, won’t do (won’t worry)

RuthOnly4U	I felt a little worn down.  Couldn’t stay up

TrumpOnly4U	I can imagine, you’ve been under a lot of stress.  (we’re having high winds on the mountain and thunder showers in case you lose me)  Do you want to discuss what happened the other night with husb now?

RuthOnly4U	which part, so much has happened

TrumpOnly4U	well, fill me in.  I’m all ears  :-))))

RuthOnly4U	He is just feeling like I am pushing him away more and more and I know that I am.  And he is getting afraid, he doesn’t want to lose us

TrumpOnly4U	this is very sad, I feel very sad about this, about it.  :-(

listen, if you want to stay in your marriage and still have me, that’s fine with me.  (I’ve already dealt with that, and it’s okay)

RuthOnly4U	He told me he discussed it a little to the kids (about divorce) just to see how they would handle it.  David cried.  Husb just ended the conversation and told him not to worry, he won’t let it happen

TrumpOnly4U	Hmmm, I don’t want to break up your marriage, darling.  You can have both (your marriage and me) if you want it.

RuthOnly4U	Then he asked me if we could put our happiness aside for the sake of the kids

TrumpOnly4U	*jesus*, what a question!  will he let you be with me sometimes?  as in an arrangement?

RuthOnly4U	I love you, Trumpie.  That is so unfair, I couldn’t do that to you

TrumpOnly4U	I love you, darling.  If we could have our private times together with his okay, that would be perfect

RuthOnly4U	No, he would get angry and in return, try to hurt me by taking the kids away.  I know it would crush him if he knew, and he would strike back.  I can’t take the chance.  Not right now, anyway

TrumpOnly4U	well, damn!!!  It will just have to be our secret, then!  (is our october still on?)

RuthOnly4U	So far, yes

TrumpOnly4U	good, I’ll continue making plans.  Listen, I love you dearly, sweetheart, and if the lord blesses me financially, I want to help your family along.  And if we can only be together for a few days once in a while, that’s fine for now until something changes.  I don’t want to hurt your kids and your family.

RuthOnly4U	Don’t worry, I can take care of myself and my kids

TrumpOnly4U	I’m not worried, I just want to think of them as “mine” too!  After all, they emerged from the womb of the woman I will always cherish!  (but I do want a little girl with you someday, darling)

RuthOnly4U	You are a very sweet and generous man, but really, we will be fine

TrumpOnly4U	okay, well, gifts then, okay!  This arrangement is fine with me, darling.  i can handle it.  I LOVE YOU!  I and I ADORE YOU!

RuthOnly4U	I love you, too!  How did I ever get so lucky?

TrumpOnly4U	Lucky?  It is a blessing from God!  I want to touch the depths of your being and taste the treasure of your mind!

RuthOnly4U	You are a very understanding man

TrumpOnly4U	At the moment, I’m just able to accept things the way they are, that’s all.  Just always wear my ring, as I will wear mine, and we can pretend we’re married.

RuthOnly4U	Okay, I will

TrumpOnly4U	and I will be true to you, for you are the only one i will ever love!

RuthOnly4U	and I will only love my Trumpie


Bleep me tonight
“Bleep me tonight”

Instant Messaging — TrumpOnly4U, RuthOnly4U

RuthOnly4U	hello there.  Just wanted to let you know I will be on later tonight

TrumpOnly4U	great, what time?  How are you feeling?  (your period, i mean)

RuthOnly4U	Much better these hot flashes are miserable though

TrumpOnly4U	Yes, i’ve been having some about you just a few minutes ago!!  I’ve been feeling hot about you all afternoon. maybe we can do something about that tonight  :-)))

RuthOnly4U	yes maybe

TrumpOnly4U	great, it’s a date!  Been thinking about what you said on the phone about my...(you alone?)

RuthOnly4U	About what?  I’m not alone everyone is home

TrumpOnly4U	anybody reading the screen?

RuthOnly4U	no

TrumpOnly4U	about my fingers up inside you...and then licking them off, tasting you.  mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

RuthOnly4U	You’re making me very excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TrumpOnly4U	yessssssssssss, i’m ready, period or no period, who cares!!!!

RuthOnly4U	Are you a vampire!

TrumpOnly4U	yes, and I’m very hot for you right now!

RuthOnly4U	well, vampie, just hold that thought till tonight.

TrumpOnly4U	will do.  It will be a good one, a great one!

RuthOnly4U	Ummmmmm, can’t wait, vampie.  Maybe you’ll be able to call?

TrumpOnly4U	Yes!  Neither can I wait to kiss you and taste you again, “feel my bleep inside you”

RuthOnly4U	same here!  Oh, I also got all your beeps in church.  Thanks

TrumpOnly4U	Was it good timing?

RuthOnly4U	Yes, perfect, during a hymn about God’s forgiveness and love.

TrumpOnly4U	He’s with us, darling.  You’ll bleep me tonight?

RuthOnly4U	yes, I will do both.  You can count on it, Vampie!

TrumpOnly4U	thank you, lover!


Mmmmmmmmm...
“Mmmmmmmmm...”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

What a marvelous meal we experienced last night!  Together we are incredible chefs, each selecting flavorful morsels for each others delight.  And the taste sensation was fabulous—the appetizers, the entre.  I’ve prepared and packaged dessert, only4U.  It’s on its way to you overnight while I make more, only4U.  May you savor its flavor!


The little things...
“The little things...”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

you do makes my life so sweet.  Ruth Marcia, it was so thoughtful of you to beep me to tell me you’re going to the beach with Laura.  It may not sound like it’s much, but it really means a lot to me to know you care about my thoughts because my thoughts are always on you.  Knowing what you’re doing and where you are and who you’re with makes the days go by easier and faster.


It’s your...
“It’s your...”

Greeting Card — From Trumpet Jim to Ruth

I’ll always love you, Ruth.  It’s your words, your voice, your strength as a woman.  It’s your insight and intuition, your intelligence, your faith in us and your faith in God.  It’s your love for your children.  It’s your friendship, your laughter and joy, the sounds you make, your touch;  it’s the smile you have for me, your love and tender heart, your cuddleness;  it’s your awesome good looks, and your looks at me.

Trumpet


All my life
“All my life”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

My ring looks so lovely on your beautiful hand.  Your smile in the photos seemed to say, “I love you, trumpie!”  Your body is the body reserved for goddesses.  I’ve never laid eyes on a more gorgeous woman!!

I played our song while I gazed at you, stunned by the feelings of the moment, reading your message to me, “Trumpie, I truly love you with all my heart and I will do all that I can to see us through this.”

And I inhaled the fragrance of your Victoria’s Secrets, drinking in their scent, feeling them against my cheek as one day I will, with you in them.  And I will touch you.

I can’t think of a more fitting closing to our book than the lyrics to our song.  I bless the day I found you, darling, and only live for the day I will kiss you.  From all of my heart to yours...

“am i really here in your arms, it’s just like I dreamed it would be.  I feel like we’re froze in time, you’re the only one I can see.

I’ve looked all my life for you, now you’re here.  I’ll spend all my life with you, all my life

And I never really knew how to love, I just hoped somehow I’d see.  Oh, I asked for a little help from above, send an angel down to me.

Never thought that I could feel a love so tender Never thought I could let those feelings show Now my heart is on my sleeve and this love will never leave.”


I’m at home!
“I’m home!”

E-Mail — From RuthOnly4U to TrumpOnly4U

Hello there!  I’m home from work.  BUZZ me when you go on line.  Christa and David said hello

Ruth


Just missed you, sorry
“Just missed you, sorry”

E-Mail — From RuthOnly4U to TrumpOnly4U

Trumpie, I must of just missed you but i don’t really have time late for work just wanted to say goodmorning  :-)))))))

Ruth


Late!
“Late!”

E-Mail — From RuthOnly4U to TrumpOnly4U

Sorry I missed you but it seems to be a pattern for me to be late for work lately.  Just wanted to wish you goodmorning.  Sorry I missed you last night

Ruth


Re:  Good Morning, honey!
“Re:  Good Morning, honey!”

E-Mail — From RuthOnly4U to TrumpOnly4U

You are so sweet.  I hope everything goes well for you.  I love you very much and i will always find time to say goodmorning to my honey!!!!!

1437, Ruth


And I never...
“Summer Song”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

“And I never really knew how to love,

I just hoped somehow I would see,

I asked for a little help from above,

send an angel down to me.

Hey, I’ve looked all my life for you...”

Our song is playing this morning, “never thought I would feel a love so tender...”

When I heard the emotion, tenderness, and adoration in your voice for me last night, I was touched ever so deeply.  When you said, “I don’t know what God wants me to do,” I fell another ten levels in love with you.

This thing is just too big for the both of us, we need to go to prayer and find the answers there.  We can pray together over the phone, and when I come there we can pray together for God’s love and guidance through this.

I believe I am the mate of your soul, and you know how deeply I cherish you, adore you, admire you...and now even more so for the choices you are making.

Whatever you decide in your belief to be God’s will I will accept.  And if it means to wait until the day you are free to be with me, I will.

In all encompassing, unconditional love, always,

your trumpie


Good morning!
“Good morning!”

E-Mail — From RuthOnly4U to TrumpOnly4U

Just thought I would e-mail you and say good morning.  I know it has been a long time.  I’m really sorry but things have been really busy and tough for me.  i hope you can forgive me.

Love, Ruth


I promise...cross over my heart, hope to die...
“I promise...cross over my heart, hope to die...”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

You asked me last night to promise you I will always be there for you.  I do, I promise you, Ruth Marcia, cross over my heart, never will I die until you are in my arms under the laws of God and man.

signed and sealed, Trumpet James


Hi!!!
“Hi!!!”

E-Mail — From RuthOnly4U to TrumpOnly4U

Hoping to see you on line couldn’t beep you, too obvious.  Just wanted to say goodnight!

Your princess charming


Thank you, my Princess Charming...
“Thank you, my Princess Charming...”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

for the most wonderful, passionate adventure of my life!!!  I’ve never known love like we have, so deep in my soul.  I’ve never felt the words of another so intimate and intense.  I will stand by your decision to attempt to patch up your marriage because that honors God’s law, man’s law, and the love of a family.

May your days be blessed with everything good and honorable.  I will never forget you, my deerly beloved one.

your Prince Charming.


You gave me
“You gave me”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

the sweetest birthday present I could ever imagine!  Just hearing your voice again in private, and your words of love and hope, simply hearing your laughter and giggles with Christa, hearing about Christa and David helping pick out my BD present and write in my card, and most of all, hearing about your commitment to God about our friendship.

It’s interesting how this week we’ve both arrived at the same conclusion about how we should handle our friendship.  It seems we were both independently lead by God to commit to Him to not go against his marriage vows.

I’ve fallen another hundred levels in love with you because this means we are honoring God’s will in our friendship.  And if it’s His will that we be together, we will be under His Law.

I left for church early today to pray, giving thanks to God for taking charge of our friendship, and for the precious gift of you in my life.

I adore you, trumpie


Have a wonderful weekend, princess!!
“Have a wonderful weekend, princess!!”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

Thank you for the “goodnite” note the other night, sorry I missed you.

Just wanted to flash a “goodmorning, have a wonderful weekend on Maui with your sister and friends” note to my princess charming.

Your prince charming, always.


I’m very sorry, Princess...
“I’m very sorry, Princess...”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

for saying the things I said Saturday night after you returned to your hotel after an evening of dancing with friends.  It was Sunday, 5:15 am for me.  I was speaking in my sleep and from a state of insecurity, missing our former relationship.  What I said was very inappropriate, period!

Our new status as friends is taking a little getting used to for me.  It’s in my brain but not quite in my emotions and heart.  I do know what is appropriate, though...unconditional, unending love for you.

your friend and Prince, Trumpie


Flowers
“Flowers”

Flowers order — From Trumpet Jim to Ruth

800-FLOWERS ORDER CONFIRMATION TRUMP4ONLYU@aol.com

Dear Trumpet,

Thank you for placing an order with 800-FLOWERS.  Your order confirmation number is 07424 and your total comes to $69.45.  Our company takes great pride in offering you its 100% customer satisfaction guarantee.  If there is anything we can do to better meet your gift giving needs, please let is know by sending  us an e-mail.

Francine 800-FLOWERS


Good morning!
“Good morning!”

E-Mail — From RuthOnly4U to TrumpOnly4U

Hi there!  Just wanted to say goodmorning before i am off to work.  And i just wanted to let you know that you will always be my PRINCE CHARMING!!!!  I promise you.

Love, Your princess


Re:  Good morning!
“Re:  Good morning!”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

Thank you, darling one.  And you will always be MY PRINCESS CHARMING.

With unending love, your Prince


Gee...
“Gee...”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

sometimes things are really hard to understand, but I respect the choice you’ve made as a wife and a mother.  I’ll miss you, and your children, and our times together...but most of all I’ll miss our dreams, for life was an adventure with you.  Without you it won’t be as grand.

The dream I most wanted to experience with you was depicted on the most recent card I sent you, the little girl resting her head in the little boy’s lap.  Somehow for me, that scene captured all the essence of love that surrounded us.

If you would like me to come to visit for a few days, I will, just to see each other face to face, and talk.

If you still believe we are soulmates, I’ll ride this out with you, to see how the counseling goes, to see if you two can patch it up.  If you can’t, I’ll be waiting, if you feel you want to be with me.

I know in moments of passion like we’ve had together, people say things about love to one another.  All that I’ve said to you emanated from the depths of my heart, and will always be there.  And oddly enough, all our words are saved for us to read, perhaps one day to each other.

These almost two months have been the most marvelous time of my life.  You’ve brought joy and love and laughter and hope to me, and renewed my sight as I perceive life.  I will always cherish you, my deerly beloved.

I’m pleased you have chosen to honor God and his marriage contract.  This is the best way for all concerned.

Should your “patch up” not go well and you separate, perhaps your fires for me will still be burning.  Mine for you will always be raging on cloud 9.

Until we meet again, all the love of my soul forever, my darling one,

Trumpet


2 queries
“2 queries”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

Hi, Princess

I just wanted to let you know we’ve received 2 queries from epublishers about the book.  One has the book in its entirety, the other has sample pages.  I’ll be reworking it here and there, but all-in-all, it’s quite a work of art.

I wanted to make sure you’ve deleted your screen names.

Nothing very new here, just moving on with life.  I hope you are well as I hope the same for your family.  I received the refrig stickers you sent from Maui, brought back memories I would rather forget.  Yes, I’ve missed you very much, your Prince


A little space
“A little space”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

Princess,

I haven’t been paging you nor calling you to try to put some space between us.  It’s less painful for me that way and more appropriate with our current status, don’t you think?

Your prince


Take Care
“Take Care”

E-Mail — From RuthOnly4U to TrumpOnly4U

Trumpet, I’m really sorry if i have hurt you.  I truly didn’t mean to.  I know that you understand my situation and that’s why I love you...because you do really care about me and how i feel.  You are a very unselfish person.

I promise i won’t page you any more if it makes things harder on you.  That’s the last thing i would ever want to do.

Please remember i will always love you

Your Princess


Re:  Take Care
“Re:  Take Care”

E-Mail — From TrumpOnly4U to RuthOnly4U

I’m holding the memory of you close inside my heart, especially when I have to look in the face of life’s reality...I’m holding the memory of you.

Goodbye, my Darling One.  Please remember i will always love you, too.

Your Prince


Final Remarks by the Author

Do you believe it’s over?  Will they ever meet?  Will this intense, romantic fantasy ever be broken to a subdued, familiar reality?  I personally believe a love this potent never ends, perhaps just postponed by life’s circumstances.  I even doubt that someone else could come along in each of their lives, so totally engrossed are these cherished lovers.  What are the odds on her marriage patching up?  How will the lovers face all the obstacles, their relationship flourishing or collapsing?

Their planned meeting in October was canceled.  They felt it would be too much of a strain on her marriage patch-up plans.  And even if they were to eventually meet, how intimate would they allow themselves to be with each other?  And after the meeting would she decide to stay in her marriage?  What about her children and their feelings?  And the feelings of her relatives?  Sometimes life is very complicated.

In the final editing of LIGHTENG BOLT!!!!!, you should be aware that during the material selection process I was privileged to admire many IM’s, e-mail, and even detailed notes of hours of telephone conversations of this secret couple.  After the reading of each communique, I couldn’t help thinking about the phases of relationship, and how this couple was growing stronger in each other.  On the reverse of the American dollar bill is a slogan, “In God we trust.”  This adoring couple began to do so, and thus began trusting each other.

When they gave me their permission to publish their words, they wanted me to add one other item for you.  Prior to meeting each other, they had both given up all hope of ever finding each other.  Both were resolved to a life of unhappiness and compromise.  But even though all hope was lost to this surrender, they still encountered a twinkle of expectation in their morning mirrors, and still whispered a prayer for happiness in their heart.  Decidedly enough, the prayer was “when?”  Then, on an evening destined in the fragrance of a yellow rose, she popped up on his screen!

In transitioning reality from fantasy, she began debatedly the most intimate moments.  It started simply enough—she asked if she could send a small bottle of her perfume.  He asked if she would spray it on a piece of her clothing.  She asked, “What of mine would you like to have?”  When her black nightie appeared in his post office box filled with the bouquet from her flesh and perfume, he was lost in an intimate sensual ecstasy.  Then she requested items from him—she wanted to sleep in his teeshirts and boxers until she could sleep next to them.

Would the adoring lovers ever meet?  They had planned to first set eyes upon each other in Hawaii.  But where and how?  As I understood, in a telephone conversation they both acknowledged a fear of the “door” of his hotel suite—she feared knocking on it and waiting for it to be opened;  he feared waiting for her knock.  So they agreed she would call his suite from the lobby and he would meet her there, to take her hand and talk, presumably on a loveseat.

Did a rendezvous ever come-off?  Were there upsetting complications and unseen sabotage?  Some would say this love “affair” was pure escape—escape temporarily from their dull everyday lives into a world that seemed sensual, exciting and dangerous.  And perhaps the ultimate bait of this almost-real daydream is the security and safety they could return to called their everyday lives.

And were they ever to meet, what intimacy would they share during their days in paradise?  Were they compatible, still so much in love during this honeymoon?  And after the door closed for the last time during those days, did she return to her husband and family?  What feelings permeated her soul?  And how difficult was it for him to board the flight carrying him back to his life, alone?  What emotions surged through his soul, capturing his lifetime?

And to ask the real questions of cyberspace lovers, where are they now?  Are they together or apart?  Do they see one another in secret arrangement?  Could it be possible they are living “happily ever after” somewhere, away from prying eyes?  Perhaps this is just the beginning of an unending adventure?


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Important Notes
1.	This electronic book is a true chronicle of the electronic communications between two people, separated by the Pacific Ocean and circumstances, who meet online and rapidly develop a highly erotic “cyber” love-affair.  Their electronic communications (almost entirely e-mail and real-time instant messaging) are listed in chronological order.

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3.	We are aware that the word “Lighteng” in LIGHTENG BOLT!!!!! is misspelled (it should be “Lightning”.)  This was intentional to replicate its misspelling by the airline pilot in communication #36 entitled “Strawberries of adoration on your stomach.”


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